its Rishley Allen

Rishley Allen is a 25 year old blogger with a passion of beauty, fashion and photography from Cavite, Philippines. I hope you enjoy reading my thoughts on all things beautiful.

[alwaysbeyourmusepatty]

I wonder.

To be honest. I don’t know what’s happening with me. I wonder …

Weeks ago I was feeling so depressed until something came out and brighten up my mood. Then I found myself smiling and smiling and smiling even at the most random times of the day. I felt butterflies in my stomach and the feeling was so amazing. But look, here I go again. I woke up this morning feeling so down and I spent the whole afternoon crying while listening to sad songs. I also tried to shut people but at the same time, I felt the need to talk to someone. Oh I really don’t know what I’m feeling right now. I just felt so alone today. I felt like I wanted to disappear and no longer to be found. I wanted to go somewhere alone and see if anybody would go and try to find me. I wonder if someone would go looking for me. I wonder … if someone would miss me.

[unknonymouss]

I am surrounded by people who did nothing but to give me false hopes and hurt me, letting me to stay outside the line when there’s no truth that was spilled and no promises that were made. My heart is burning by its own flame made of lies, anger, hatred, pain, loneliness and longing for your love. I’m hurt, more than broken and I’m afraid to be the center of a trick once again, but for you, I’ll still wait until you learn that your home is with me.

(via unknonymouss)

[hey-its-kiffer-deactivated20160]

The best ways to get over someone are:

Stop following him/her on any social media like fb,twitter,tumblr or any other.

Try not to keep gifts if it reminds of them to you.

delete all the contacts with them.

Enjoy your life to the fullest.

keep this thing in mind if anybody enjoys your suffer don’t let them to do that by smacking your happy life on their face.

Spend time with your friends actually good friends with those you don’t care about the world.

Enjoy if anybody flirts with you that’s the strong point.

Most important: respect and value  yourself more than anybody else who left you alone.

[themostawesomebitch]

I miss you.

I don’t quite know how to explain it. It’s not longing. It’s not aching. It’s not wanting to be beside you. It’s just is. It’s like tracing back the marks that you left on me. I am conscious as I remember every memory that were kept inside me. The beginning. The laughter. The pain. The ending. I remember every word that was ever said. Every promise that was never kept. Everything. And I know that it’s over. I know that it will never be brought back. I know that I am currently walking a path away from it. I know and it doesn’t hurt me. I whisper your name and I don’t flinch. I picture your face on my mind and I don’t turn away.

My heart is filled with so much warmth and I could feel the hollow part where you once lived. You were once here. I miss you. And I don’t think I can ever explain it.

[hey-its-kiffer-deactivated20160]

Is love worth fighting for?

Of course it’s worth fighting for.   No one said love was easy. No one said love meant you would always agree with your partner. No one said love meant that you would never fact problems that threaten your relationship.   Love is hard. It asks us to be our very best, not for ourselves but for someone else. It asks us to face our fears, and face the fears our loved one has at the same time.    We stumble, we falter, we make mistakes. Walking away is easy. Fixing things is hard. It can be painful.    So why do we fight for love? Why do we do the hard thing? Why do we face the pain?   For every time your partner has ever held you and made the hurt stop, we fight.   For every time your partner has ever smiled, and the room got brighter, we fight.   For every time you have ever felt your heart would burst because you know that you are loved, and that you love them, we fight.   We fight for love because it is too precious and too wonderful to lose

[itsrishleyallen]

Happy lang 😆

[hismami]

I'm the queen with or without you

[dakilanggerlpren]

Malakas ang pakiramdam naming mga babae..

Alam namin kapag may iba na kayong mahal.

Alam namin kapag naaapektuhan pa rin kayo ng nakaraan niyo.

Alam namin kapag may bumabagabag sa inyo.

Alam namin kapag nagsawa na kayo.

Alam namin kapag gusto niyo ng sumuko.

Hindi vocal ang mga kababaihan sa nararamdaman nila. Kapag nasasaktan kami, mas pinipili naming manahimik na lang sa sulok at sarilihin ang sakit. Ayaw namin na kinakaawan kami pero at the same time gusto namin na may magkusa na dumamay sa amin at patahanin kami. Hindi magulo ang isip namin namin, alam namin kung ano ang mga bagay na gusto namin, ang problema lang ay yung taong gusto namin ang puno’t dulo ng problema namin. Kaya huwag niyong maliitin ang nararamdaman ng isang babae baka nakangiti lang yan pero ang totoo sobrang nahihirapan na yan.

[itsrishleyallen]

Yesterday @ Sbarro, SM Dasmariñas 🍴🍕

[dearmeraki]

Some people wants to go back not to make things right but just simple to feel again the moment where everything feels a happy ever after.

A.S (via dearmeraki)

[itsrishleyallen]

@ Villa Felomina Natural Spring Resort 032416 🌞🍃🌴

[girlbehindthisblog-deactivated2]

Him: I won’t promise you anything. I don’t want to feed you with sweet words. I can’t give you the moon or even the whole universe. All i can offer is my love for you and i will take care of you. Her: I’m not asking for anything, i don’t need your promises. I don’t want you to give me the whole universe just to prove your love for me. The moment i saw you, the first time i told you i love you, that’s also the time i let you hold my heart and enter my life. Him: The first time i saw you, i never thought i’d fall for you like this. I didn’t notice you, i didn’t like you. But who would have thought that you’ll capture my heart with your beautiful soul and heart. I’ll never regret the day i admitted to myself that i have feelings for you. You are just one of a kind. Someone i will never let go. Someone i want to keep. Someone i want to see the first i wake up in the morning. You are the one for me. Her: And you are the love of my life. The icing in my cupcake. The toppings in my pizza. The star in the night sky. You are my one and only. You are the only one i want to share the last bite if my pizza, the first sip of my coffee. I’d love to spend every morning with you. I want to be with you every day. I love you and always will. This is not a promise, this is what i truly feel for you and i want you to feel my sincerity and my heart. Him: I love you with every beat of my heart. I love you during your bad hair days, your ‘i need space day’, your moody days, i love you even at your worst. I’m not saying these to let those butterflies on your stomach dance, to envy the people around us, i’m saying these to let you know that my heart is yours. It beats for you, it screams your name. My heart belongs to you.

A love like this (via girlbehindthisblog)

[wnq-writers]

1) I still have to learn how to love without staining my hands from the blood of the people I loved, scarred from the broken edges of my skin. Smile. Until your cheekbones get stuck in your own lies. Smile. Until your lips curve on their own with every sorry. Smile. 2) It’s been sixteen years since my parents married and my mother is still making space for my father’s habits. Shrinking herself so that his voice can occupy more room. Throwing off her pieces to fix his mistakes into her ribs, making amends with his fist and the angry syllables, which roll down his tongue. 3) I’m my father’s clone and my mother’s failed lesson in history. My fingers picked my father’s tendency of running. Run. Before they know you aren’t healing. Run. Before they realize you never intended to stay. Run. Before they realize you never were worth loving. 4) I’m sitting next to him in an empty room and spoke twice each time. Each sentence began with the words “sorry for interrupting,” we were alone though. And he laughs and keeps his giant hands on mine and says your mother taught you well and I clench my wine glass praying I won’t break it. 5) My mother wears her engagement ring like ropes tying her to a monster she once loved and my father still isn’t sure if he ever loved her. 6) I’ve spent my entire existence loving boys with mouths like oceans tasting sea water with every kiss while they mistook my hands for band aids, expecting them to heal their wounds but my fingers have only learnt to cut through the people I love the most. 7) I notice how my mother’s heart drops to her stomach clogging her voice in her throat whenever she speaks about love and I can’t help but wonder if I too will fall in love with a man who kisses and kills me at the same time. 8) My father always talks in screams and my mother always responds in tears. Cacophony ringing in her ears like the ghost from the night she said yes to his proposal but regret always tastes bitter and she isn’t good at confessing. 9) Boys search for hand me down hearts between my broken ribs, extending their hands like a ladder to take out what’s left of me and I never seem to stop them. I warn them my ribs are made of leftover chalk and my heart is already burned in ashes. They still search and find nothing.

saniamushtaq123, A poem by someone who always left (via wnq-writers)

One of my favorite poem that I’ve ever written.

(via saniamushtaq123)

[itsrishleyallen]

Changed my icon after 123456789 years. 😅

[lovegien]

Dear Future Boyfriend

Shout out to the future guy I will love for the rest of my life. For the last guy who I will take my vow in front of many people, in the spirit of His righteousness, in a church where loves starts. I just want you to know that please be patient, wait me until the Lord gives us the GO signal, until everything that matters between our lives may be done according to His will. Stay pure and humble! Don’t seek for temporary but seek me as the Lord’s leads you. Keep your heart whole and strong have courage to do your part first as individual, let your faith grows first in the eyes of the Lord, pray for your plans and for what were going to have. Let the Lord guide our soon relationship.

Love,

Your Future Girlfriend.

[n-ozz]

I want dates. I want lots of dates. I want roses and pizzas and sweet text messages. I want kisses and comfort and lots of cuddles. I want commitment. I want a partner, a best friend, a coach and counselor. I want someone who craves me and ‘us’ just as much as I crave him. I want long walks, shared thoughts, and adventure time. I want deep talks, quiet moments, knowing looks. I want love. I want genuine love. I want deep-unconditional-never-settled love. I want quirky and flirty and fun. I want a burning romance, a cozy confidence, a soul connection. I want it with the right person. Not any person. The right person. And when I meet this person I want the courage, the confidence, and the wisdom to meet him halfway, tell them how I feel, and choose him every single day.

I haven’t met you yet (via n-ozz)

[misskhae]

I think I can finally say that I just see you as a friend now. After all the heartbreak, confusion, butterflies, wondering, late nights, laughing, smiling, flirting, talking, think, I can say I’m over you. You were my first love, and it was an amazing journey. It bugs me when people say they hate love because falling for you was the best time of my life. It was beautiful insanity, and no he never felt the same. But it was the vulnerability stored inside my heart – the kind of love that you can only feel once because once your heart is broken it is never the same. You build up walls, and it ruins the joy of falling in love. Thank you for giving me the time of my life. Falling for you will forever be one of the greatest moment of my life. A story that I will forever love to tell the whole world, an inside joke we will always laugh about, and a heart that will always be yours.

to someone I will always love, Miss Khae (via escafeism)