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@itsryancarter
“Are you sure you’ll be able to handle it?” Rosie said joking, as she walked up the stairs of the small stage, where she was about to sing a part of her favorite opera ‘Carmen’, to the person that was sitting down in front of her.
Ryan sat down and leaned back, smirking “You mean you’re as awful as I think? I’ll try to listen ‘til the end Tallen, but can’t promise you anything.” he said laughing and then he shook his head “Prove me wrong.”
SMILING A TAD UPON HEARING HIS WORDS, flora bit her lip. “thanks...” she said, softly, looking up at him. “it’s real agony, having a baby.” she returned, shaking her head. “no–but i just… i think i never really thought about it ?”.❞
I don’t know what to tell you, sunshine. I’ve never been pregnant. Why is it so terrible for you? I’ve always thought you’d be someone to love being pregnant, having baby and things like that. You know, girly family things.
Flora bit her lip softly, raising her shoulders. “Because I hate how my clothes don’t fit and everything swells up and I just am so fat.” she said.
Ryan raised his eyebrow and shook his head, wondering what was going on “Flora...what’s wrong?” was she really having the same problems she did 15 years ago.
SMILING A TAD UPON HEARING HIS WORDS, flora bit her lip. “thanks...” she said, softly, looking up at him. “it’s real agony, having a baby.” she returned, shaking her head. “no–but i just… i think i never really thought about it ?”.❞
I don’t know what to tell you, sunshine. I’ve never been pregnant. Why is it so terrible for you? I’ve always thought you’d be someone to love being pregnant, having baby and things like that. You know, girly family things.
I meant it as in you never changed your ways. But yeah, I guess that too. [she smirks]
I knew it, thank you very much Tallen.
Yes, I have learned that. You literally haven’t changed a thing—which isn’t a bad thing.
You mean I’m still as handsome as ever?
SHAKING HER HEAD SOFTLY, flora sighed, frowning. “i got pregnant.” she replied. “i do–i’m a fat cow and it sucks. i look terrible–my clothes don’t fit me anymore.”.❞
Congrats about the baby. And you’re not a fat cow, you’re just crazy. Of course they don’t fit you...you’ll have a baby. What did you think it’s going to be? Flat stomach and the same weight?
You’ve stated the quite unpopular opinion—most people tell me otherwise.
You know, I don’t like being like everyone else.
“WELL,”, flora started, “i shouldn’t be contradicting you when i agree, right ?” she asked, raising a brow.❞
What the hell happened to you? You love contradicting people. Or loved. You don’t look awful, I just love teasing you.
SMILING SOFTLY, flora shook her head. “i feel like that’s unfair comparing.” she said, shaking her head. “but i know.”.❞
What is “I know” supposed to mean? That was not the reaction I was looking for.
You look even worse than the last time I saw you.
“How rude.”
Thank you. It all comes natural.
“Myself?”
Explains a lot.
“My voice is amazing.”
Who told you that?
It’s so quiet here, almost too quiet.
There is no thing as “too quiet”. Quiet is good.
NARROWING HER EYES AT HIM, flora bit her lip. “do you think i’m stupid, ryan ?” she asked, curiously. “i called. every day. but you never answered. i sent texts, tried to reach you–but i never got any reply.” she said, looking at him with desperate eyes. “i loved you, ryan. i still do. and i gave you all i had–told you all i was. guess the joke’s on my now, ‘cause you turn out to be just like any other asshole i ever met–only wanting to get in my pants. but when feelings come in sight… they’re the first one to take off. and don’t dare to say i didn’t care about you or your life, i asked you more than once to trust me. but do you really believe a relationship can built when there isn’t even trust ?” she said, shaking her head. “i always loved daniel, carter. you knew i did. but still you left–you didn’t even fight for me. you would never have. you didn’t love me–you just wanted a toy. and i was foolish enough to fall for it.” the girl said, fighting her tears. “daniel showed me what real care looks like.” flora replied simply.❞
So he was right. She didn’t know him at all...after everything. She was the only person he actually shared his past with and for her it looked like he just used her. Great. It was a nice reminder why he hated everyone. “Right, Flora...” he listened to everything she had to say, then took her arm and pulled her closer to him. He filled with anger, but tried not to show it “You asked me to trust you? And I did! I DID!” his voice came out louder than he expected, but he just couldn’t help it “If you actually knew me, you would know that I’m not a one to toy around. You meant something to me, and if you think it was otherwise and I just used you, then you really never knew me!!” Ryan released her hand and pulled back. “I’m really so fuckin’ happy that Daniel, who you just said you were always in love with...even when you were with me, can show you what real care looks like...I’m hell of a happy for you two!” he walked to the door and opened it “I’m just an asshole who wanted to get in your pants, right?” he looked at her waiting for an answer “RIGHT?!” he grabbed her arm again and walked her out the door “Then you can leave.”
I’m glad you appreciate me. I’m Rosie.
I appreciate people who can reply to my mean comments with mean comments instead of just getting offended. I’m Ryan.
BEING ANGERED BY HIS INDIFFERENCE, flora sighed loudly, not taking her eyes off of him. “don’t be mad at ME when YOU were the one leaving, ryan carter.” she hissed, slamming her hand on the table. “i always listened to you. but appearantly you never listened at me, or you would’ve known how i got sick by people leaving me over and over again.” she said, shaking her head as she tried to stay calm. “did you really think i wouldn’t know when you were back in town ?”. ❞
“Does it look like I’m mad at anyone, sunshine?” Ryan asked with a smirk, keeping his face as calm as he could. “And did it ever occurred you that I had my reasons to leave? You could have known if you actually tried to call...at least once, but nah. Don’t worry.” Ryan said shooking his head “And as I can see you weren’t wasting your time.” When she asked did he really thought she wouldn’t know when he’s back it town, Ryan raised his eyebrow and laughed “Well you didn’t know where I was when I left, so yeah...I thought you wouldn’t notice when I come back.”
