[wuhgee]

you go on hiding your face with your hands,

until they’re soaking wet with tears.

you wipe it all up,

you get up,

when all you ever wanted was to disappear.

but listen to me my dear,

all this hurt wasn’t for nothing,

all this hurt was worth something.

you have loved,

you have been good,

you have been broken,

you are bent,

you have learned.

and now you have to get up,

to keep on going.

[itswuhgee]

you are a bird at my window, reminding me there’s life outside of these walls

[itswuhgee]

call me

tell me to come over

let me lay my head down on your waist

do you like my new hair?

did i lose that much weight?

let me feel alive again

i missed you so much

i missed your hugs

i missed your smell

i missed your hands

i missed your light brown hair

do you still have your old perfume?

do you still use the same moisturiser?

did you change your hair colour?

how’s your heart?

have you met anyone?

did you fall in love with someone else?

i have only had crushes, and i would always end up comparing them to you

but no one is you

and i don’t think i can convince myself to fall for anyone else

[itswuhgee]

all i need now is rain, tears and release

[itswuhgee]

you made me believe you knew me better than anyone else, better than i knew myself.

[itswuhgee]

‪“My dreams trying to reassure me; you are here. But I wake up, and you aren’t saying a word.”

[itswuhgee]

i am prosperous

i am abundant

i am thriving

i openly give to the universe

i openly receive from the universe

i am great

i am strong

life is good to me

love is all around me

i am capable of achieving great things in life

great things are attracted to me

i am prosperous

i am abundant

i am thriving

i am blessed

i am grateful to the universe

i attract more

i am open

i deserve greatness

i am capable of so much greatness

i take action towards a better life

i am prosperous

i am abundant

i am thriving

i am blessed

i am grateful

i am great

i am strong

i am healthy

i am open

thank you

thank you

thank you

[itswuhgee]

‪To feel alive, you must live first. Leave your head, your room, or whatever/wherever you have caged yourself in. Get out, face everything right ahead. Stop focusing on how everything isn’t going as you want. Because it’s not going anywhere if you don’t work on it and give it a line, or a meaning to go on as.

[itswuhgee]

my head hurts

my mouth is dry

i can’t cry

i can barely catch a breath

my life is a waste

my life is going to waste

[itswuhgee]

when you’re hopeless and weak

when you can’t find a good reason to breath

get out

get lost

get away from your life

run to your deepest emotions

run to your deepest desires

look for your reason within

how and why did you begin

[itswuhgee]

love is true.

love is real.

no matter how much you try to deny it,

you have felt it.

it was good.

it is good.

but now you have to live knowing that it is sometimes not enough.

[itswuhgee]

you go about life

thinking most of it

living a bit

and mostly just being a big-ass mess

[itswuhgee]

what am I?

what do I want in life?

I guess we are all just passersby

we are all trying to go through life peacefully

we are all looking for a little pleasure

a little bit of happiness

[itswuhgee]

what is it about us humans chasing empty?

chasing a life we don’t understand,

a life we don’t really know,

people who we never get,

chasing nothing,

absolutely nothing.

[itswuhgee]

I told you somethings I wanted to say, in a dream.

[itswuhgee]

there’s no one to miss

no one to look for

you are nothing but a memory

[itswuhgee]

In writing I find clarity.