Lixxie!

it/she/he/any | ace-spec mentally ill kodo | hypersexual | antagonizer | main sideblog

[itzlixxie]

Welcome to the show!

I'm Lixxie. You can also call me Lix for short.

I'm pro-transID (not rq tho), rq-adjacent (they're one of the few communities I can breathe in), and a catboy* kodo. I'm also a paraphile who has no intention on acting on any of their paraphilias (yes, even cannibalism. sorry guys)

* catgirl and catenby are also fine

Some of my main IDs can be found at @lix-id ^^

I'm pretty staunchly proship and anti-anti. I am traumagenic/traumaorma and I will lash out if I don't like you very much.

I kinda just post anything on here. More triggering stuff might go to @lixxiecanni instead. I'm trying to become my own person outside of just 'being problematic' so I'll focus on posting actual happy things for once. If I can find anything.

I am an attention seeker. Please interact with me. I don't care what you have to say to me :3

DO NOT TREAT ME AS A 'system member'

There is no DNI for this blog.

(Credits can be found in the #resources tag or at @lixxiecanni)

[itzlixxie]

This in guys: I'm an attention seeker larper

[itzlixxie]

You know, I get the vibe someone on there has pieced SOMETHING together and is just staying silent about it. I mean fair enough it works out for like 60 people. But the drama potentialllll

[itzlixxie]

Booooo why did they move on already? Come on onnnnnn dig deeperrrrr

[itzlixxie]

On the off-chance I do self sabotage myself I should probably prepare some stuff in case people end up spreading lies about who I am and what I've actually done. Like for example I don't give out personal information about others unless they went out of their way to interact with the person I'm talking to in a malicious way. Then I have to say your name so that you can be blocked like the dumbass you are.

Also I don't just "like lolis". I AM the loli. This is an essential part of my being and it is irreparably tied to my being and existence. Whenever you flame me for "being a lolicon" you're actually just flaming me for 1. Existing without lying about myself and 2. Wanting to be myself with people who are happy with that. I am not loli4loli/shota4shota because I am specifically attracted to them, I'm those things because I like being with people like me because I know they won't actively make of me or send me death threats. I can feel SAFE with them. And they're all usually around my chrono-age anyway so there's no legal issue.

There's a post on @a-lilcutiepie where I briefly talk about this (FYI I don't post there anymore)

[itzlixxie]

Fighting the urge to evilly reveal myself to my opps and indulge in my master plan except I Will Not Get Better if I do that

[itzlixxie]

If I larp as a nice person for long enough, maybe I'll actually become nice

[itzlixxie]

At this point you might have well just said "those horrible people are harassing you on discord again" and the outcome would be the same.

[itzlixxie]

But now I gotta deal with the "warnings".

[itzlixxie]

At this point you might have well just said "those horrible people are harassing you on discord again" and the outcome would be the same.

[cisplural-onyx]

Since you cant reblog comments

[fangthroat]

recovery 🤍

[itzlixxie]

Trying to be polite is harder than I thought. It feels so unnatural, uneasy even, because I'm so used to just.... not doing that.

Diplomacy is a skill for a reason I guess

[itzlixxie]

Running askblogs is great because you have to decide if you should make peace with the people who actively mocked you and your friend on the server they're inviting you to, or give them a piece of your mind

[itzlixxie]

Since I'm not actively crashing out I think I'm going to send a respectable yet much needed problem callout instead. "Hey I don't like how your server people talk about my friends and people they don't like, to the extent I had a violent crashout over it, so for my sanity it's a hard no"

I think that gets the point across without having to be "evil" and "violent" like I've been conditioned to be

[itzlixxie]

Running askblogs is great because you have to decide if you should make peace with the people who actively mocked you and your friend on the server they're inviting you to, or give them a piece of your mind

[spermatozoey-deactivated2026052]

Time to molest my local pedophile. I mean who's really gonna believe them when they say a teenager did that to them and not the other way around

[itzlixxie]

There's a story the system had about this same premise except the guy isn't a pedophile

[piichipiichibitch]

💝 — A TRANSAGE / AGERE ASK GAME

will also include questions geared towards syskids , transkids / permakids , kodos , and anyone else who identifies as a kid ! ^_^

"age identity" refers to any identity related to age, be it a transid, cisid, age regression, or anything else!

please dont forgot to involve me in it too !! :3 lots of ppl reblog my ask games but dont send me any questions from them .. so pls do!!! >_<

🧸— What age(s) do you most identify with and how? (what makes you feel connected to them , how does that age affect your behavior , etc?)

🧴— what are some things that help with dysphoria or that give you euphoria about your age?

🛁— if youre a kodo , what kind ? do you identify with a specific archetype / trope of those characters?

🎠— what are some things you do or DONT do because of your age identity?

🍼— do you like to be treated as your chosen age or as a different age?

🧃— do any other identities affect your age? or do you have any other ids BECAUSE of your age identity?

🍬— what made you realize your identity?

🫧— (for plurals) are you the only headmate who identifies this way? if youre comfortable sharing, who else in your system identifies similarly?

🦄— make an image of how you look in headspace / fully transitioned / regressed! can be a picrew , drawing , moodboard , anything you want!

[yumenouchyuu]

sighs really fucking loud why is misusing aave SO god damn common even in the rqc ?? i thought we'd be better sbt this . i rlly rlly implore non Black rqs to reblog and share this . i encourage EVERYONE to share it. because this is an issue EVERYWHERE and i would expect it to be less so in the rqc. but apparently not !

youre not "woke" for being radqueer , youre just inclusive!! say that!!! that isnt what woke means!!! woke does not mean "liberal" or "radically accepting" or "inclusive"!!!! using "woke" like this quite literally makes u the OPPOSITE of woke.

youre not "unc" for being old . "unc" is not a term for old people who are out of touch and using it that way is SO insanely disrespectful to its ACTUAL meaning. it is a term of respect , not a joking insult . and NOT something you call yourself .

so many people abuse aave because its "funny". youre laughing at Black language is what youre doing. youre not making funny slang jokes , youre disrespecting a culture . and if you feel called out by this , GOOD. DO something about it then . we HAVE GOT to start calling shit like this out in the radq community because it is RAMPANT. and it plays into a much , MUCH bigger issue of antiblackness . ask yourself why you find aave to be more humorous than any other wording. ask yourself why you feel the need to use it .

[2kmayhem]

Great take but I'm sure they'll be coming at you with pitchforks and torches for speaking about the obvious issue

[yumenouchyuu]

such is life as a queer Black girl i suppose . but we prevail nonetheless ... you can never kill me in a way that matters ^_^