β in which Megumi and y/n prepare for an important event in Megumi's room
β Fushiguro Megumi x male!Reader
β angst, hurt/no comfort
β AGED UP CHARACTER/MARRIGE
β 0.5k
MEGUMIS ROOM
Without knocking, you entered Megumi's room where he was sitting on his bed reading one of his thousands of books.
His shikigami, one black and one white dog, were lying on a fluffy carpet next to the sleeping accommodation. Their ears were erect, but their tails wagged as they recognised you.
While you smoothed out the jacket of your suit once more, the black-haired man put his book aside.
"Megumi, you're wrinkling your whole suit," you complained. Megumi rolled his eyes and tapped the spot next to him.
"Is it that important?" he asked.
"No. No, it's not ," you said as you sat down next to him. There were so many more important things than this stupid suit.
"You look good. Ehm- in that suit, I mean."
"Thank you very much," you whispered. Megumi didn't say things like that often. So you were even more pleased if it did happen.
"You too. I've been waiting a long time to see you in a suit."
You leaned back against the wall where the bed was standing at.
"Remember when Yuji was dead and Gojo just kept it from Nobara and you for two months?"
"Hmm..."
"I couldn't believe that after such a short time you could really grieve a little for someone. So, you were really sad without really knowing him," you were silent for a moment.
"God, I miss Yuji so much...", Megumi was visibly uncomfortable, so he quickly changed the subject.
"Or when we happened to meet in town and Yuji, Nobara and Gojo pulled that shit..." you had to chuckle.
"No wonder you didn't want me to meet them. I mean, twinkle, twinkle, little star? Seriously?!", now you were really laughing.
"That was just embarrassing..."
"You know very well that they only wanted the be-...", your words were interrupted by a knock.
"Come in!" you shouted, looking curiously at the black-haired man.
Gojo, also wearing a suit, entered the room.
"Who are you talking to, (y/n)?" the white-haired man asked, slightly confused.
"What do you mean?" you asked, a little disoriented, "With Megumi, of course..."
"(Y/n), please. I know it's hard for you-...", your loud voice interrupted him.
"No, NO- NO! I don't want to hear it", some tears ran down your cheeks. Hundreds more would follow today.
"(Y/n)-...", Gojo tried again.
"Don't you see the shikigami?" you asked desperately.
"No, (y/n)... They are not here. They left with him and you know it as well as I do," the only thing visible on his face was pure pity. I can't see this anymore; make it stop!
"No, they're right here. And so is he; really!" you scream, "MEGUMI, SAY SOMETHING!" this time your scream was directed at the black-haired man himself.
"You know he won't hear me, (y/n)," Megumi replied calmly.
"You have to let go (y/n). Let him and the memories of him finally rest," now a slight smile graced Gojo's face.
You didn't have to let them rest or forget him at all, but the man with the white hair wouldn't understand that, because Megumi would always follow you. He and his Shikigami. They had been doing that all along.
And the suit you were wearing?
Unfortunately, it was not for a wedding, even if the silver ring around your finger wanted to prove you wrong.
In the middle of the night, Katsuki woke up because of you. He looked at the clock; 4:36 am. Damn, way too early!
However, he couldn't go back to sleep either, because you, lying in front of him, were rubbing your ass against his clothed cock every time you moved.
He hadn't had sex in over three weeks, and doing it himself just wasn't the same. At the moment, however, there was no other option, after all, he just talked out things with you last night.
The blond had no other choice, so he got up and made his way to Eijiro's bathroom.
You had woken up when Katsuki had left the bed. When he didn't come back after 5 minutes, you decided to check. You stopped in front of the bathroom because there were soft gasps, quiet moaning and similar sounds coming from it.
Lightly you knocked on the door to make it not quite as embarrassing for your boyfriend as if you just went in without knocking. Katsuki quickly pulled his sweatpants back up behind the door, along with his boxers.
"Yeah?" he called, turning to the door through which you entered the room.
"Everything okay with you?"
"Of course, what should be, fluffy cheeks?", annoyed, the blond rolled his eyes, hands in his pockets. You didn't believe a word he said, after all the bulge in his pants was unmistakable.
Slowly you walked up to him, wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him gently. This was the kind of kissing he particularly liked and you knew it.
Surprised, your boyfriend opened his eyes, but kissed you back after a few seconds. You gently stroked BakugΕ's neck with your fingertips, which made him sigh softly. You then lightly rubbed your thigh against clothed dick, this time making him groan.
"You heard everything, didn't you?" he whispered in your, ear. Katsuki's rough voice gave you goosebumps.
"Hmm...", was the only thing you could utter. The blond didn't need more than that. He started kissing your neck, from which you got soft knees and clawed into his tank top to not fall over. Pleasantly this time you sighed.
"Guys, are you okay?", Eijiro sounded tired, probably he had just woken up as well.
"Come on, let's continue in the bedroom...", grinning, you winked at your boyfriend and disappeared from the small bathroom to sit astride Eiji's lap in bed and make out with him a little more passionately there now.
Katsuki was so confused by the whole situation that he needed a few seconds to process what had happened. He took a deep breath in and out and followed suit. His boxers were starting to get really tight.
It didn't get any better when he saw your boyfriend and you making out on the bed, moaning slightly. Thanks to the bedside lamp being turned on, you could see Eijiro blush a little.
"What did I do to deserve that?" the redhead asked with a grin.
"You know...", you looked slightly embarrassed in your lap, whereupon Kirishima looked to Katsuki. He didn't miss the bulge in his pants either.
"Oh, it's like that...", this time he laughed lightly, but became quite unsure afterwards.
"But you know that I...", Eijiro left the sentence open.
"I know and it's all good. If you don't like it, you just have to say so," smiling, you wrapped your arms around his neck again and gave him a quick kiss on his lips. This animated the redhead to really get going again.
Eijiro was asexual and quite insecure with it. But most of all, he was confused. He had read in many online forums, but came to no conclusion. Most there felt no to little sexual attraction, he however felt it normal, normal for him, but did not like sex. Neither as a top nor as a bottom. Eiji didn't understand what everyone else saw in it. He just felt uncomfortable. The redhead hadn't had oral sex yet, but probably that wouldn't be for him either. But there was no room for those thoughts right now.
Slowly, the student let his hands slide down your body. The left one caressed your side while the right one came closer and closer to your pussy.
"Hmm~," you pressed tighter against your boyfriend as he stroked your clit with his slightly cold fingers. He was getting faster and faster as he kissed and sucked on your neck. You were very sensitive in this place. This double penetration excited you all the more.
"Fa-fa-faster!", a gasp left your mouth, "Please, Eiji!", the boy liked how you melted like butter under his fingers and trusted him so much that you could let yourself go like that. He couldn't help but comply with your request.
All of a sudden Katsuki came from behind and started spreading light kisses and hickey on your neck, in addition he kept stroking your already stiff nipples lightly and massaging your breasts.
"I-I... Hmm~," you couldn't manage to hold out any longer. You had no idea what your boyfriend was doing differently than you that made you come so much faster, but it was working and that was the important thing.
"You such a good girl for us," the blonde whispered in your ear from behind. He knew you had a praising kink, so why wouldn't he praise you a little? That was much easier for him than complimenting you..
"Do you think you are ready for the next round?" he whispered in your ear again. Katsuki didn't want to hurt you. He wanted you to enjoy the sex, too; after all, you had just come.
"Give me a moment, okay?"
"Of course, my love," BakugΕ used this moment to get condoms, as well as lube. While you were certainly already pretty wet, he wanted to get it dear now, rather than having to stop and get up afterwards.
"Ready?" he asked after he was back in bed.
"Yes, thank you."
"Anything you need" the blond returned.
"Tell me if it's too much for you," with the words the first finger was already inside you. It felt weird every time, but you quickly got used to it. And while you opened Eijiro's pants, who had stood up in the meantime to wash his hands, the second finger followed, which he used to stretch you. Short moans escaped your mouth.
"(Y/n), can you go a little faster?" asked Kirishima, slightly excited, as you pulled down his boxers. Whenever you tried something new, he would get all jittery.
"I guess someone can't wait," you giggled, which was interrupted by Katsuki's third finger. It came as such a surprise that you leaned forward with a groan and lightly brushed the redhead's half-erect cock with your cheek, making him swallow hard now.
He didn't have to wait long, because you gave your boyfriends tip a few kitty licks in the next moment, without using your hands. It felt better to him than sex, but whether it really felt right he didn't know.
"Katsuki, just start already. Please!", the blond didn't let himself be told twice. All at once he rammed his whole length into you. You were used to it, nevertheless it came as a surprise and you had to moan loudly again. The vibration that went through your mouth also reached Eijiro's dick, which in turn made him moan slightly.
While BakugΕs thrusts slowly became more regular, so did the movement of your head.
After a few seconds, the redhead grabbed your hair to give you his desired pace.
"Hmm~," were the only sounds that left his mouth. This spurred you on, of course, which is why you let Kirishima's slight curved dick slide all the way out of your mouth once, and then blew against its tip. He winced, his cock twitched. For this you reaped a few deeper and firmer thrusts from your blond boyfriend as punishment. But it was worth it to you. You wanted to provoke Eijiro, because even if it seemed otherwise, the redhead, just like your other boyfriend, did not put up with everything.
In fact, your plan had worked, because the student grabbed your hair tighter and used it to push his cock deeper into your throat. This made you gag.
Katsuki's regular thrusts stopped so slowly. They were getting sloppier and faster. You had to groan again and again.
The blond didn't need much longer. He let his hand wander to your clit to stimulate it with circular movements. He knew that you wouldn't need much longer to come either.
Kirishima was no different. He tried, as gently as it was possible at a moment like this, to guide you by your hair. Even though you wouldn't mind if he was a little rougher for once, you let him do it to you and became even faster than Eijiro wanted.
His hand tightened in your hair, automatically pushing you down as he came. The white warm sperm spread pleasantly in your mouth and slowly ran down your throat.
"Swallow, then you may come!" demanded Katsuki. This was actually the easiest form of orgasm denial the blonde had ever devised. Sometimes you had to wait over half an hour.
Bravely, you swallowed everything that made BakugΕ speed up his movements at your clit, as well as his thrusts.
You let kirishima's cock slide out of your mouth. He leaned back exhausted and slightly red in the face.
"Hmm~ Ahhh!", you couldn't hold on any longer due to the sudden changes and came almost directly. Your own juices ran down your thighs. A few seconds after you, Katsuki also came with a loud gasp.
Your arms gave in and you let yourself fall face first onto the mattress.
Katsuki was no different. He leaned his upper body on your back for a few seconds without putting too much weight on you.
While you remained lying, the blond got up without saying a word, put on a pair of boxers, as well as sweatpants, and disappeared somewhere where you couldn't see him anymore.
"Are you okay, my love?" asked the redhead, who had had time to take a breath while running his fingers through your hair. You turned onto your back to get a better look at him.
"Hmm?" you hummed, shrugging your shoulders slightly. Somehow it made you sad that your other boyfriend had just left. All without asking how you were or if maybe you needed anything.
Kirishima leaned down to give you a kiss on the lips, and just as the two of you broke away, you were suddenly lifted up. Startled, you shrieked.
"Take it easy!" the blond laughed dumbly, "It's just me," you couldn't help but look at your boyfriend in surprise.
Katsuki kissed Eijiro before turning away from the bed.
"How... are you? Does anything hurt you?", still slightly shocked you simply shook your head. At first BakugΕ didn't understand what was going on, but after a few seconds it suddenly came to him.
"You didn't really think I'd just leave without a word, did you?", with his foot he opened the door to the bathroom.
"Maybe...", you couldn't look your blond boyfriend in the face. Yes, sometimes he was a bit peculiar, but he would never do something like that. How did you come to think about him like that?
"Tch...!", slowly Katsuki put you in the bathtub filled with warm water and foam.
"I'm sorry, Katsuki. I don't know how I got that idea...", you whispered in his direction.
"It's okay", somehow I didn't deserve anything else right now, did I?
"Kat?", you interrupted your friend's thoughts.
"Hmm?"
"I love you," suddenly the blonde's face felt quite warm.
"I-I love you too.... Now slide to the side, I want too," BakugΕ stood up with his face still slightly red to take off his pants as well as boxers.
"Ohh, okay..." it had been going on like that for weeks, and you were starting to feel like Katsuki didn't really love you anymore, if he ever had - Eiji the same way. Why should Katsuki love me at all? I'm quirkless. Maybe my boyfriend is tired of having to protect me all the time. Maybe the two of them would be happier as a couple?
"I'll be going now...", you mumbled and disappeared to your room. There your thoughts got really bad, you racked your brains for hours and at some point you started to cry - you couldn't take it anymore.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
"Do you think it was a good idea to cancel on her again today?" asked Eijiro Katsuki as he stuffed his sweaty gym clothes back into his red gym bag.
"I don't know, Eiji. But our training won't last that long. Let's finish it - after that, we'll have more time for (y/n) again," the redhead agreed with his boyfriend with a nod.
"I still want to spend some time with (y/n) today. Dinner sounds good or something else...", the shorter one suggested.
"That sounds good, I'm hungry anyway; I'm sure you are too...", the blond pressed a kiss to Eijiro's cheek before they both headed back to the Dorms together.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
You hadn't heard the door to your room open because of your coughing fit, which you often got when you cried a lot. The redhead immediately ran up to you and took you in his arms - but you only tensed up.
"What's wrong, baby? Did something happen?", Eiji was more than worried, Katsuki at least as much, but he wouldn't - or couldn't - show it. Especially in front of you, his girlfriend.
"Why are you crying again?", even as he was saying it, the blond regretted his choice of words. He knew how sensitive his girl was.
"Tell me, what's fucking your problem, Katsuki? What's fucking wrong with you at all?", Addressed decided to keep his mouth shut - after all, his boyfriend was right.
"Won't you tell me w-", you interrupted him tearfully.
"I don't want to anymore."
"What do you mean?" the two almost-heroes were now even more worried. Was their girlfriend having suicidal thoughts and they hadn't noticed?
"What do you mean?"
"I want you to leave!", a heart-wrenching sob was heard, "I-I don't want this a-any more; leave-me-alone!", Both were shocked by your statement - Kirishima caught himself first.
"But (y/n)-...", he was interrupted by your crying self.
"Go now!", you shouted. Normally, you were the calm one in the relationship. You usually kept your cool and thought rationally. Eijiro and Katsuki were all the more shocked when you yelled at them now. BakugΕ grabbed the redhead and pulled him out by his sweater.
"But Katsuki..." he protested, but the blond ignored his objections. Once they were both outside, Eiji wanted to go back in, but again Katsuki stopped him.
"What are you doing? I want to talk to her!"
"There's no point, she doesn't want to see us - at least not now. Give her some time," the addressed one thought briefly and nodded in response, after which they headed out together to get something to eat.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
A little more than three weeks had passed and you were still avoiding the boys. Kirishima made himself terrible reproaches, he had not noticed, how neglected you must have felt. Katsuki felt the same way, but he knew very well that it was actually his fault. He had claimed Eijiro for himself so he wouldn't have to train alone.
Some time ago, he had overheard Mina and you talking about men and what you found attractive about them.
You said you were into guys - Katsuki already knew that - who had muscles. Not too much, but not too little either. And even if the blond didn't show it, he really wanted to please you - he didn't even know why.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
Two more days later, you still hadn't spoken a word with Eijiro or Katsuki. For today, Aizawa had scheduled a trip to the city, due to all the training of the last weeks.
The perfect opportunity for the redhead to distract himself. The blond, however, refused, preferring to stay in his room, train a little with weights and then sleep - that distracted him best.
So he trained for an hour with loud music, after that he wanted to get something to drink; Katsuki had become thirsty, besides he had sweated a lot.
So the student turned off the music and was about to leave his room when he heard sobs and tearful words. Immediately he knew to whom they belonged. Without really thinking about it, he grabbed the blanket you always used when you were there, stepped out onto his balcony and climbed up the wall by the gutter. Luckily I climb in my free time, or I'd be in trouble right now...
Once at the top, BakugΕ spotted you immediately. You were sitting too close to the edge for his liking, but he couldn't really do anything about it. What surprised him was that you hadn't turned around.
Since you didn't have a Quirk, Katsuki had subjected you to intensive training of your senses, as well as combat training, but that had nothing to do with the current situation. Normally you should have heard him, but apparently your current emotional state confused your senses.
"Wh-Why, why?", Katsuki heard your tearful voice.
He hurried to come to you. The blond sat down behind you, wrapped his arms, covered with the blanket, around your cool body and held you tight. Contrary to his expectations, he was not pushed away. Instead, you pressed closer to the taller man, clawing into his shirt and crying harder.
"Why? Why don't you love me?" you sobbed bitterly, pressing your head against the blond's muscular arm.
"Where do you come up with this shit?", so that's the problem, but where does she come up with such stupid ideas?
"You-you're only doing stuff with Eiji now. Neither of you two have time for me. I-I feel like I'm just invisible to you guys," shit, I didn't mean to do that...
"Y-You only got involved because you wanted Eiji. You never wanted M-Me...", your crying fit got worse again. Katsuki didn't know what to do, so he acted intuitively.
He put his fingers under your chin, lifted your head with them, and lightly pressed his lips against yours. Likewise, he applied light pressure. You kissed him back, but seconds later you broke away. You were confused, what was that about?
"What are you doing, Katsuki?", the tears just wouldn't stop. The blond didn't answer for now. He pulled you back to his chest and rested his head on yours.
"I'm... I'm sorry. I didn't want you to feel unloved and unwanted, fluffy cheeks," Katsuki placed a kiss on the top of your head.
"Then why did you do it? Why did you always shut me out?", so slowly you were getting tired, you hadn't slept much lately - and if you had, you hadn't slept well. Still, you tried to look him in the face as best you could. Katsuki, however, pressed your head against his chest again. If he was honest with himself, he didn't want to look you in the eye right now.
"Don't be mad," he said in a slightly monotone. From that, you could tell that BakugΕ was going to be uncomfortable with what followed. Katsuki put his head back on yours. He didn't know what to say.
"I... overheard you and Mina. When you were talking about guys. Do you remember that?", you thought for a moment.
"Yeah, I told Mina that I had a thing for - who knew? - Guys and that I like them to be muscular."
"Not too much, but not too little either," the blonde reminded you, "That's why... I've been training with Eijiro so much the last few weeks," somehow Katsuki was embarrassed to tell you that now. Usually the blonde didn't talk much about his feelings.
"I was trying to please you or something," he adds after that and blushed, which luckily for BakugΕ you didn't see.
"Are you serious, Katsuki?", now the usually confident boy was unsure. Does she think it's embarrassing that I'm making an effort?
"Tch!" was the only thing he let out. It was a kind of protective mechanism, although he knew very well that this reaction was unnecessary with you.
Completely against Katsuki's expectations, you were pleasantly surprised. You snuggled closer to the tall blond, taking one of his hands in yours to gently stroke from the heel of his hand over his forearm to his very muscular upper arm; up to his shoulder, which you liked to lean against from time to time, and then slowly down his torso. Thereupon you carefully drove under his black tank top and let your fingers wander over his abdominal muscles, which impressed you since you knew him. Slightly Katsuki had to gasp; he had missed the touches of his significant other.
"Hey, Kat; you have just the right amount of muscles...", you wanted to add emphasis to your words, so you ran your fingers over his upper arm once more and planted a kiss on it, then looked up at him.
"Yeah, whatever," BakugΕ was happy to hear your words, he was really happy, but didn't know how to react, so he did what he always did.
"Yeah, just like always," you feel sad that Katsuki didn't seem to care about your words. Of course, the blonde noticed your disappointment. Out of intuition, he turned you so that you were underneath him.
He pinned your arms to the floor and stared at you. His plan only went so far and no further. So he just let himself fall on top of you; without crushing you, of course.
Katsuki just didn't know what to do, this back and forth was giving him a headache. The boy wished he could talk openly about his feelings. The whole situation would be much easier then - for everyone.
I should at least try, he thought, it couldn't get any worse anyway.
"Listen..." he mumbled into your T-shirt, "I'm happy when you say something nice me," he didn't like the word compliment, "It's hard for me to show that. I just don't want to look... I don't know, look weak? You know that I love you; both of you," you nodded in response.
"Then what's the problem?", you let your fingers disappear into the blond's hair, thinking about the best way to make him understand your thoughts.
"It's one thing to know that someone loves you and the other to be shown that, you know?", Katsuki didn't quite understand and asked what you meant exactly.
"Look, if I tell you I love you and then ignore you for a month, you don't really feel like I would love you, do you? Even though I told you," now the blond did understand. He didn't even want to imagine how you had felt for the last few weeks.
Silently, the two of you lay on the roof. Katsuki on top of you to keep you warm - the blanket was crumpled up next to you. After a few silent minutes, BakugΕ braced himself over you again to face you.
"Are you all right now?" he asked. You nodded, to which you got a grin from the student. Katsuki rolled to his side, pulling you with him and into his arms. He then wrapped the blanket around you.
Very gently, he placed his lips on yours, as he had earlier, and applied light pressure, which was returned by you.
"Good - I love you," he pressed your head against his chest.
"I love you too, Kat," you murmured against his tank top.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
Slowly your classmates trickled in, it could be heard all the way to the roof.
"We should go downstairs. And you definitely need to talk to Eiji," you felt sick to your stomach.
"You think he's mad?", the blond shook his head.
"Eijiro has been blaming himself all this time for not realizing how neglected you felt. He's very sorry, although after all it was more my fault than his...", to that you just nodded.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
The two of you sat down on the bed in the redhead's room and waited. Only a few minutes later he came in.
"(Y/n), what are you doing here?!", the boy couldn't believe it, you had consistently avoided him for over three weeks and now you were standing in front of him. In his room.
"I wanted to talk to you, Eiji...", now Eijiro got a little scared. Would his girlfriend break up with him for good now? Honestly, he could understand, after all, he had neglected you for weeks.
"A-And about what?"
"Kat, can you leave us alone for a moment?", the blond nodded and left the redhead's room. The latter began to feel queasy.
"Are you alright, Eiji? Why are you looking like that?"
"I'm just a little nervous..." he replied.
"Why is that? It's all good - more or less. I just wanted to apologize and make up with you. I should have talked to you - or both of you - directly," the elder exhaled in relief and slid closer to you in the next moment.
He took you in his arms, pulled you onto his lap, and buried his face in your hair.
"What was the matter? What was so bad that you couldn't talk to me or Katsuki about it?", lightly and briefly he pressed his lips against your warm cheek.
"I-I don't know either... I had the whole time, the feeling like Kat didn't love me. And like the two of you would be happier together. After all, you were just spending time together. It was so awful," you wrapped your arms around Eijiro's neck and sobbed lightly on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry about that, my love. I should have realized we were neglecting you. But it seems you've talked things out with Katsuki.... Is everything alright now?", he took your face in his hands and waited for any reaction from you.
You nodded and the next moment the redhead's lips were on yours.
"Do you want to watch a movie? Or something..."
"Sure, I'll go get Katsuki. You lie down," he brushed the tears from your face and stood up to get his friend in his room.
"Are you coming back in, (y/n) wants to watch a movie," was he waiting outside the door the whole time?
The blond entered the room, wrapped his arms around Eiji and gave him a kiss on the lips, "Finally, everything is okay again," BakugΕ turned straight to the bed after that, ran towards it and jumped on it - right next to you. He also gave you a kiss.
"Well; what do you want to watch, fluffy cheeks?", the student stared at you with a grin on his face.
"How about (y/fav movie)?" you gave in a whisper.
He started laughing, "Why was that clear?", still laughing he looked at his friend, "Eyy, Eiji. What are you waiting for? Come here," as if ordered and not picked up, the boy stood in his room and looked to his bed, on which the blond was now lying with outstretched arms. He also threw himself on it.
BakugΕ connected his cell phone to the television, which hung across from the bed above Eijiro's desk, and turned on the movie you had asked for. Cuddling, you watched it.
The week passed very quickly. Deku had tried to talk to me again and again, but I simply blocked.
It sounded so stupid in my head, but Deku's behavior on Saturday had hurt me very much. This feeling was new for me. Never had I relied on anyone. I did it once and then regretted it right away...
Today was the day of that stupid party I would go to anyway, even if I thought it was stupid. It is definitely stupid.
Shitty Hair had certainly gone to a lot of trouble with the others, and even if I didn't show it, I liked Shitty Hair and the others, so I was going to do them the favor.
Someone knocked on my door and opened it seconds later. Speak of the devil...
"BakugΕ?" he asked, stepping into my room.
"Yes, Shitty Hair?"
"Can you help us?", I couldn't help but breathe all annoyed, "It's nothing big, really!"
"What is it?", I can't believe I'm seriously caving in.
"We just need someone to set up the tables. They're pretty heavy, even for me and Mezo. It's super fast too; honestly," his grin was so wide you could see his teeth.
"Alright, but I have to change later, so we'll have to hurry."
"You're coming?" he asked incredulously.
"I promised you I would. You think I'm breaking my promises, Shitty Hair?" sparks flew from my hands.
Even if there were not many tables, I sweat as if I had run 15 km. Sometimes I really curse my Quirk...
Quickly I went to shower, after all I had not much time left.
Freshly showered I put on my only shirt, what I owned. Mina had the stupid idea to introduce a dress code. Although this pink alien had managed to get me to wear a shirt, she could forget about the tie.
Before I left my room, I looked in the mirror once more and checked that everything was in place.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
"Bakubro, there you are!" shouted Kirishima from the corner where the tables were.
"Did I take this long or what?", why do you always react so annoyed and aggressive?
"Don't get mad right away, BakugΕ. Here, beer for you.", Mina handed me an open beer, whereupon everyone else standing around us bumped their bottle against mine and started a conversation.
I listened and interjected a sentence or two every now and then, but my gaze was almost continuously on Deku. Isn't this the seventh cocktail he's had? For all of them being non-alcoholic, he looks pretty drunk.
It took a brief moment for my brain to put the puzzle pieces together. Shit, they're not non-alcoholic...!
Deku and I were separated by only a few feet, so I ran over to him and his weird friends.
"How dare you flat-earthers give Deku alcohol!!!", I yelled at everyone, but especially the IcyHot bastard.
"What do you care! You haven't cared all week. Just like all the fucking years before that," he was talking slower than usual, but actually you couldn't tell he was drunk. And he cursed...
"I didn't ask for your opinion, Deku."
"Of course, as usual. You just avoid all things unpleasant to you," Really now, Deku?
My face turned away from the bastard's to look at Deku, "You want to argue with me?", I asked him seriously.
"Gladly!" he hissed back
"Good!", I grabbed Deku by the waist and slung him over my shoulder. Together with him, I made my way to my room.
"Should we go after them?", Denki asked.
"No, let them talk it out. I don't think BakugΕ will hurt him. And even if he does, we'll hear it then."
"I can walk myself!" muttered Deku at my back.
"Certainly not in that addition," why am I so mad that he was drinking?
β³ time skip π¦Ή
In the room, I dropped him on the bed and took a few steps away from it, then paced up and down in my room. What am I supposed to do now?
"What's your fucking problem anyway!", since when the hell does Deku swear so much?
"What my fucking problem is?", I yelled back.
"Yes. Since you know I don't have a Quirk, you've been treating me like shit. And now that I have a Quirk, you treat me even shittier. What did I do to deserve this?" he yelled at me again.
"I was scared for you!", I yelled at the green-haired man who was sitting on my bed.
"Scared? You? About anyone but you?", he started laughing. And that provoked me so much that I ran to him, grabbed him by his collar and pulled him to my face.
"Yes! Do you remember what happened right at the beginning of the first year; in USJ? Imagine if you hadn't had Quirk then. What would you have done then?", Deku had to swallow and his eyes widened slightly.
"Exactly! You would have died. I didn't want anything to happen to you all those years," I don't know why, but all at once all aggression left my body and I lowered mine.
"And later... I don't know what that was either. I think I was just so frustrated that you stopped looking up to me. I wasn't your number one anymore and it felt so shitty. At least as shitty as it sounds right now," God this is embarrassing...
Suddenly I felt Deku's hands on my face and looked up again.
"You've always been my number one," he smiles so sweetly.
"Hmm, I don't quite understand. What do you mean?", I asked cautiously.
"Even though you treated me the way you just did, I always looked up to you. You were always, and are, my number one Kacchan," my eyes widened. I couldn't say anything back.
I also didn't have enough time to think about it and digest the whole thing, because Deku pulled me to him in the next moment and pressed his lips to mine.
And me? I couldn't help but kiss him back.
Carefully, after a few minutes, I stroked my tongue over his lower lip, asking for entrance, which he actually granted me.
This reaction increased my already huge ego and made me pin him to the bed by his arms.
My warm fingers slid under his red shirt to trace his rather defined muscles there.
It was the moan he let out that brought me back to my senses. I removed my hand from his body, as well as my lips from his. My head hovered a few inches above his.
"What's wrong?" whispered Deku.
"You're drunk...", I answered him.
"So what?" it came back, confused.
"We- I can't do this while you're drunk," I dropped down on Deku, but was careful not to expose him to my full body weight. Loudly, I let out a sigh.
Deku chuckled softly. What's so funny now?
"We can just continue tomorrow...", a few seconds later I felt his fingers gently stroking through my hair.
"Deku-", he simply interrupted me.
"I may be drunk, but I'm aware of what I'm saying, Kacchan," again a soft giggle escaped his lips.
What an idiot..., I thought to myself, yet I am at least as big an idiot as he is....
β in which (y/n) got tired of being forgotten by Oikawa and found someone new
β Oikawa TΕru x gn!Reader < Kageyama Tobio x gn!Reader
β ???, break-up, drama
β 0.7k
AOBA JOHSAI GYM
"Okay, break!" yelled Iwaizumi. The boys were already well past their actual break, but the captain apparently hadn't seen fit to release the players for their water break.
The brown-haired setter literally ran to his sports bag, which for once was next to his water bottle, to text you that he had completely forgotten about your date and if he could make up for it this weekend.
When he turned on his phone, he directly saw your 0:27 voice message at the top of his notifications.
He tapped it, entered his PIN and played the message immediately.
"Listen Oikawa. I'm tired of getting dumped over and over again. This is the FIFTH time THIS month alone that you just don't show up for our dates. It's-" your voice was interrupted by another, louder and deeper.
"(Y/nn), are you coming? The movie is about to start," Kageyama called, probably, from a little further away.
"Yes, just a moment Tobio!" you shout, "It's over. I don't want to hear from you anymore. Don't call me, don't text me, don't come to Karasuno, and if we ever meet again, pretend we don't know each other and I don't exist!"
Only now did TΕru see that the image next to your name consisted only of the gray icon. (Y/n) blocked me, fuck!
The brown-haired man stared at his phone. Even after minutes, he didn't take his eyes off your chat. And when his phone went off, his gaze was like locked with his device.
After minutes of silence, Iwaizumi wondered why his best friend did not give the usual speech and then sent the team back to play. Therefore, he told the boys that they were allowed to overstay their break today and best to sit out, after all, the weather was quite nice for mid-November.
The players didn't complain, because normally Oikawa didn't give them an extra long break and made the training extra hard. They all knew it was for their own good. Without the captain's efforts, they would never have gotten as far as they did.
So while they were going out, Iwaizumi made his way over to TΕru, who was still staring at the screen of his phone.
"What's wrong, Shittykawa?" wordlessly, the brown-haired man turned his cell phone back on and played the message one more time. Iwaizumi couldn't help but laugh.
"That's not funny, Iwa! I really liked them," he narrowed his eyes in offense.
"You didn't," Iwaizumi rolled his eyes. Who is he trying to foul?
"Sure I do!!"
"No, if you really liked, or loved them as much as you claim, you would never have treated them like that. No one treats someone they love with as little respect and seriousness as you did," said his best friend with a serious voice and an equally serious look.
"That's not true at all!" he muttered.
"Of course that's true," Iwaizumi laughed again, he just couldn't stay serious. The vice-captain actually liked you quite a bit. You didn't deserve to be treated like that by the boy in front of him.
"You just left them to Kageyama like that. If you'd had even an ounce of feeling for (y/n), this never would have happened!"
And then something clicked in Oikawa's head. Maybe you weren't as important to him as he thought. Maybe he only wanted you because it was obvious that Kageyama had a crush on you since the first grade of middle school. He had only started something with you because he wanted to hurt Kageyama, but he hadn't managed to do that. Again, he lost to the annoying, blue-haired king of the court.
"And if they really mean as much to you as you just claimed, then stick to what they said and let them be happy with Tobi. You know they had a crush on him in middle school, they probably still do to this day."
Again, it clicked. And this click was much worse. His eyes grew huge as the realization hit him. He had only been a substitute, a substitute for Kageyama Tobio.
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β in which you are Ken's girlfriend and nobody on the volleyball team knows
β KyΕtani KentarΕ x fem!Reader
β fluff af
β 0.9k
You were really happy to finally be in high school. Middle school was an ordeal, especially with all the childish boys there.
You really hoped that it would be better here, especially because the Aoba JΕsai was a private school and you had to take an exam in order to be accepted here.
The first week was more stressful than anything. The election of class representative, which you won with your classmate Ryo and all the tasks associated with this position took up a lot of time.
You also wanted to use the first week to make new friends. The groups formed around this time and the girls in your classes seemed nice.
You haven't found a club yet, this week you'll be making inquiries at the volleyball club as a manager and if that doesn't work, then you wouldn't go to a club this year and concentrate more on your grades.
The second week of the school year was almost over. You swept the classroom properly with the other class representative Ryo, who wiped the blackboard and then watered the flowers.
It all happened in silence because you didn't really get along with the boy. He was weird, popular, but you weren't really comfortable with him.
His red hair and dark eyes intimidated you. You cursed yourself for your prejudice thinking, but what should you do? You couldn't turn it off.
After ten minutes you were ready, you reached for your bag and whispered a goodbye.
With faster steps you ran to the ground floor to change your shoes there. Meanwhile you checked your phone. The time flashed in white numbers.
You slowly strolled towards the gym of your school. From a distance you could see the bright light and hear the loud bangs.
Arrived at the door of this one, you watched as the boys were playing three against three in several groups.
You stood there for a few minutes, unsure whether or not to go in and wait inside. Then Iwaizumi spotted you and went to Oikawa to whisper something in his ear, which made him turn around and look at you.
Β»Send your fangirl away. It's getting really annoyingΒ«, you didn't hear it because of the ball that just hit the ground.
The brown-haired man jogged towards you with a smile on his face. You looked at him confused.
Β»Hello sweetheart, it's really nice that you are here to watch me, but today is spectator-free practice so you had to go. I'm sorry, but I'll keep a seat in the front row for you next timeΒ«, he leaned against the door frame and winked at you.
Β»Sorry but who are you?Β«
Now you understood why Kentaro hated him so much. Of course you knew the great Oikawa, most of the girls didn't speak of anyone else.
So far you thought he was okay, thought that your boyfriend was probably exaggerating, but now you knew that he was at least a little right.
Which person ran up to a strange girl and assumed that she was into him and found him incredibly hot.
Oikawa's smile broke a little, but he kept playing: Β»That's cute, but you don't have to pretend you don't know who I am to get my attention.Β«
He was getting really rude and you started arguing with him; you wouldn't let him get away with this
You got louder and louder and sentences like "You are the only one who thinks that you're attractive" or "Don't touch me, perv" were said of you. Iwaizumi turned to look at you and couldn't help but laugh.
In the next moment a ball hit the captain's head, who almost overturned due to the force of the ball.
Β»Iwa-chan~ So mean! What was that about?!Β«, Oikawa asked, rubbing the back of his head that was sore.
Β»I didn't do anything this time, Shittykawa. But you deserved it!Β«, he shouted, looking in the direction of the culprit; Mad Dog.
Β»What was that about, you little ba-Β«, the voice of the brown-haired man was drowned out by yours, Β»KentarΕ!Β«, you screamed and ran to your boyfriend, who took you right into his arms.
Β»Hey, Babe. What was going on there?Β«, he asked, looking down at you.
Β»That guy over there is crazy. He thought I was stalking himΒ«, you whispered, loud enough for some of the players to hear; they started laughing. That made the third year grumble.
Β»I told you he was an assholeΒ«, it came confidently from your boyfriend. Unfortunately you have to agree to this; he had said it often enough.
Β»Do you think I can stay anyway? Although nobody is allowed to watch today...Β«, KyΕtani pulled away from you to turn to look at the ace.
Β»Can she stay, Iwaizumi-kun?Β«, the second year asked politely. After all, Hajime was the only one he accepted in this club.
Β»Since the rule was actually only introduced for Oikawa's fangirls, that shouldn't be a problem. Take a seat in the stands-Β«
Β»(L/n); my name is (l/n) (y/n)Β«, you helped him out.
Β»Take a seat in the stands, (l/n)-chan. I'm Iwaizumi Haijime, the vice captainΒ«, he said.
Β»I know...Β«, it came out of your mouth, Β»Thank you for letting me stay!Β«, you quickly got up on your toes to kiss Ken on the cheek before waiting on the side of the field for him to finish training.
Your action made his face warm and red, which made the whole team grin. They hadn't seen this side of Mad Dog before. So calm, sweet- and red.
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I woke up rested. Confused, I looked around and then remembered why I had not slept in my own room and bed.
I blushed. Gently I turned to Kacchan and stroked his hair. Although they looked so spiky and funny, they felt incredibly soft.
I always wanted to do that, wow....
Carefully, so as not to wake Kacchan, I reached for my phone and checked my messages:
I looked at Kacchan and thought about whether I should really do it, but then I decided to do it. When would I get another chance like this in my life?
I leaned over to him and pressed a kiss on his cheek. Immediately, I blushed. For whatever reason...
Carefully I got out of bed and covered Kacchan again. I took my cell phone in my hand and slipped out. Afterwards, I quietly pulled the door closed behind me, hoping that it wouldn't wake him up. As quietly as I had closed the door, I quickly ran to my room to shower and change clothes. Completely forgotten was Kacchan's wish that I should stay...
After 12 minutes I finished and ran down the stairs to the common room and the kitchen. I didn't want to keep the others waiting any longer.
When I got downstairs, I saw the two of them sitting at the table, Tenya was missing.
"Hey ShΕto! Hello, Ochako! I'm sorry you two had to wait so long. I really wanted to take a shower though," I saw what the two had. ShΕto was eating cold soba, as usual, and Ochako was eating a fruit salad. Across from them was a bowl of katsudon, probably from yesterday, but warmed up.
"For me?", I pointed at myself and then at the food.
"Of course, except for you, and BakugΕ, no one eats this stuff. And him only if the food is seasoned to be inedible," ShΕto smiled cheekily. He only did that when it was just the two of us. Otherwise he played the aloof one, but among us he was calm and made a few silly jokes here and there.
After we all finished eating, with small talk, it wasn't quiet, Ochako slapped her hands together joyfully, "So, Deku. Where have you been tonight?" she wiggled her eyebrows conspiratorially. All I got from ShΕto was an interested sideways glance.
"I slept at someone else's place.... Even though you won't believe it; it was in, um.... Kacchan's room," I fumbled, but then said it anyway.
They'd find out anyway, but honestly, I don't want to hide it at all....
Ochako's eyes got even bigger than they already were, ShΕto just sat down and looked at me with a look I didn't even want to interpret.
"WHAT?!" came out of Ochako's mouth and I made myself very small. Please don't...
"Wait, you have to explain everything in detail. How did it come to this and why? We're both...," Ochako looked at ShΕto, who nodded, "...happy for you, of course, very much so. But I mean, it's BakugΕ. Are we talking about the same guy?", I sat up straight again and started explaining.
"Well, after you guys left yesterday, Kacchan helped me. So he palpated my head and then brought me a cold pack from his room. Then we talked and I leaned on him and he gave me a hug. But all of a sudden he jumped up and stomped out. Then I heard someone punching the wall again and since Kacchan was helping me, I wanted to help him too. So I went over and apparently he also hit his head against the wall, he had a laceration and was holding his head. So I got him a glass of water, luckily I always have headache pills with me. From the bathroom I took the disinfection bottle and the cotton stuff that we all have in the bathroom and gave him the tablet and disinfected the wound. I got the pills from Recovery-Girl and she said that they work super fast. And all of a sudden he said that everything was spinning and he was dizzy. Of course I panicked. Tomorrow I would be dead for sure, but Kacchan just said I should stay with him tonight and take care of him. I refused, of course...", ShΕto interrupted me.
"Why of course? We all know how long you've been dreaming of sleeping and cuddling with boom boom boy...", Ochako punched him on the arm and looked at him with a warning look.
"What?! He gets to and I don't?!", she just shook her head, "Let him finish!", lightly raising her voice.
I nodded my thanks to her and continued, "ShΕto, he was on drugs. The next day he wouldn't be a bit like he was the night before. He would yell at me and throw me out. I didn't want to get hurt again. Not after yesterday..."
"So why did you stay anyway?" she smiled at me cautiously, trying to get me to keep talking. I shrugged my shoulders.
"I don't know. I guess I just didn't want to pass up the opportunity. It's never going to happen again, you know? It's probably a good thing I left so early, too. Probably won't remember yesterday. And it's better that way... I think?", I knew somewhere inside me that it was better, but I didn't want to. I wanted to go to sleep like this every night. Talk to him; about everything and nothing. Fooling around and everything else.
"Well, in any case, it doesn't matter anyway. He probably can't remember it anyway."
"Aren't you going to tell him at all? Or at least bring it up to him?", Shoto looked at me in surprise, but I just shook my head.
"No, what good would that do? He would either deny it and yell at me or deny it and hate me even more. It would only have negative consequences for me, so why should I?", sadly I ate my favorite food; I couldn't enjoy it.
All of a sudden, someone was heard pushing a chair backwards and standing up. I looked up and watched ShΕto walking towards me.
He pulled me off the chair into a hug and whispered, "You know I don't like BakugΕ very much, but he seemed to have put in a lot of effort yesterday, don't you think? Even before you gave him drugs," I hugged him back.
"I don't know...", Shoto detached himself from me a bit and looked at me the same way he did yesterday.
"Don't make yourself feel bad, Izuku. He likes you-you like him; what's the problem?", I didn't answer and ShΕto pulled me back to him.
Just as I was about to detach, I heard an explosion behind me and prayed that it wasn't Kacchan, because just at that moment I remembered that I had promised him to stay, instead he caught me like that again with ShΕto, but by then I heard his loud and aggressive voice: "...
I woke up and after a few minutes remembered last night. A small smile crept onto my lips and I turned to pull Deku towards me. But when I reached in his direction, the side of the bed was empty.
Confused, I opened my eyes and found no Deku. His shoes were gone, too. Only the tablet blister and the disinfectant bottle referred to his stay yesterday. Annoyed, I exhaled, dropped back and put my arm over my eyes.
Can't that filthy Deku just-
Even if it was just in my head, I stopped myself.
I can't think like that. And especially not say it.
I had come to the conclusion that my aggressive behavior was just stupid, especially towards Deku. By doing so, I was shutting him out rather than letting him get to me.
I got up and put on sweatpants, a tight shirt, and also my slippers. I grabbed my cell phone and went to brush my teeth.
I did go back to my room to put on a sweater. After that, I trotted downstairs to make myself something to eat.
I'm in the mood for spicy ramen, I thought to myself, remembering that I still had two of those ready-made ramen bags.
Downstairs, I turned into the living area with kitchen. The image that presented itself made something inside me contract.
I stood there and observed the scene. The Walmart Zuko had Deku in his arms, pushed him away a bit, looked him in the eye while saying something to him, then pulled him close again.
Instead of staying in bed with me, he'd rather be here, with that bastard. We're not together - or anything, but still...
I would never admit it, but it hurt me. And this sadness turned into anger. I became indescribably angry and fired one of my explosions somewhere. At that moment, I didn't care if I hit Deku or not.
I also started to get loud: "Oh, so that's how it is. Great, thanks. Fuck you, honestly. Fuck all of you. I really expected more from you, Midoriya. I hate you, I hate all of you!", after those words I turned around and just ran out with quick steps. Luckily there was no one else around, what would Eijiro think of me now?
That was definitely not manly. It upset me so much, I managed to ask him, for something reasonably intimate.
He did stay, but then preferred to go to him. Am I such a bad person? Maybe I should throw myself off the roof and hope I'll be reborn; only in nicer.... Why does he like him more than me? What's so great about this candy cane? Why is there always someone better than me?
It hurt my pride, but more importantly; it hurt me. He's making fun of me again, looking down on me from above. I'm sure he's laughing at me now, how stupid I am, that I really believed him. I'm so stupid. And I called him Midoriya...
I shouldn't let him trample on my feelings; it would be very unmanly to let him treat me like that.
I wanted to run after him, but ShΕto held me back, "Let him; he'll come back for sure, but now he needs time to cool down."
I nodded and suddenly remembered my promise from yesterday, "It's my own fault..."
"What do you mean, Izuku?" Ochako approached us from behind and stretched me a little, yet I answered her
"I promised him I'd stay yesterday, but then just left this morning because I forgot. He, unlike me, managed to approach me and ask and I fuck up and then he sees, again, this ambiguous scene between me and ShΕto..."
"That wasn't my intention, Midoriya...", surprised, I looked up.
"I know, I didn't mean to blame you either. I'm sorry if it sounded that way."
"Talk to him when he gets back. I'm sure he'll be calm again and everything will be fine," she smiled and continued eating. ShΕto nodded that off and continued to eat as well...
I had calmed down and walked around the city for another two hours, of course I had pulled the hood of my hoodie over my head. Fortunately, I still had a mask in the front pocket of my sweater, which I also put on. I don't want to be recognized now at any cost.
Since I hadn't eaten breakfast yet, I got a bento box with egg, stood in a quiet place and ate it. I had calmed down and decided to go back. A little humbled, I walked back. I don't want everyone looking at me and questioning me.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
"Kacchan, you're back again. Where have you been? Are you alright?", Deku ran towards me, but I stretched out my arm so he wouldn't come near me.
"Leave me alone and go away, Izuku," came muffled through my mask.
"B-but..."
"Go the fuck away, are you fucking deaf?!", I yelled and ran upstairs to let the door slam into the lock in my room.
A few hours later, there was a knock on my door and the person who knocked just walked in without waiting for my answer; it was Kirishima. He was the only one besides Deku who was allowed to do that.
"I knew something was wrong. But, that it had been this, I would never have guessed..."
"Do you have a problem with that?" with a slightly angry undertone, I sounded very confident, but was honestly afraid that he would push me away. Kirishima was the only one I could really stand here.
"What, no, man! It's very manly that you're finally owning up to it. Do you want to tell what happened...?", surprised, I looked at him; okay, actually I didn't expect anything else from Kirishima.
Then I started to tell, "Well..."
A few minutes passed.
"...and now I have no idea what to do..."
"I'd say talk to him, but you don't seem to want to do that at all.... Don't you think Izuku just forgot about it? You said yourself that he was worried when you came back," he tried to encourage me.
"That's Deku, I don't think that means anything..."
"Stop downplaying everything. But okay, it's your decision.", smiling he got up and was leaving.
"Thanks, i guess..."
"You're always welcome, Bakubro," and with that he left.
β PART 4
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- female Reader (meh, but why not?)
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- fluff; drama; hurt/comfort (I love it); smut
- AUs
--- I can not think of one I don't like except Fantasy AU
- omegaverse (is this an AU??)
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--- don't be mad, when I don't write about your fav ship bc I don't like it/don't know much about it; that doesn't mean it is invalid (except it's child x adult, then fuck off)
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--- you can still request them but don't be mad if I don't write about them
- child x adult
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- non/con; dub/con; rape
- animal x human
--- they can't give consent, please fuck off
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β in which KΕshi thinks that you are cheating on him because of bad experience with his ex-girlfriend
β Sugawara KΕshi x gn!Reader
β hurt/comfort; drama; happy ending/fluff
β cheating(?), to be used
β 2k
Β»Well, Suga? Do you already know when (y/n) is coming?Β«, asked the captain, who was also his best friend.
Β»They wanted to be there 15 minutes ago, but you know what the traffic is like at that time β¦Β«, KΕshi answered him.
Β»Yes you are right. I hope theyβll find a little time for me on the weekend, after all, we havenβt seen each other in ages. I want to know what happened to the little oneΒ«, laughing and with a goodbye on his lips he left the changing room and Sugawar finally started to change. His thoughts, which revolved around Daichi and (y/n), left him no peace.
As the student left the locker room he could hear roaring laughter from the hall. So he turned his face to the source of the noise to see his partner with his best friend. Daichis arm was wrapped around their shoulders and (y/n)'s hand was around his waist for support. This image burned into KΕshi's brain like no other before. He stopped in the middle of his movement. Damn it, whatβs that supposed to be? How can they do that?
Terrible memories flickered in his mindβs eye and there was only one option left in his head: Get away from here!
β³ time skip π¦Ή
Β»(Y/n)-senpai, what are you doing here? We havenβt seen each other in ages!Β«, a very familiar voice called from across the hall.
Β»Tanaka, how often? You should let go of this idiotic politeness!Β«, you turned to him.
Β»Holy kami-sama; stand by me! Tanaka RyΕ«nosuke, what the hell did you do with your hair?Β«, the brown-haired next to you had to laugh.
Β»Right, you didnβt know anything about it. Shortly after you switched schools, Tanaka shaved off his hair and has been doing it ever sinceΒ«, you had to recover from your brief shock, but then you took a closer look at the younger student.
Β»You shocked me. But on second glance, you look really good with itΒ«, you smiled slightly at him, Β»To get back to your question β¦ Iβm waiting for KΕshi, heβs still changing.Β«
A confused look spreads across Tanakaβs face: Β»Are you sure? On the way here he ran towards me; towards the parking lotΒ«, Daichi and yourself exchanged looks and started running at the same time.
Β»Thanks Tanaka. Weβll definitely see each other again at the training camp with Nekoma!Β«, you screamed before you finally left the hall.
You couldnβt find your boyfriend in the parking spot, the same could be said of his car. You tried to reach him on his phone, but to no avail; he just let the phone ring - all the way to his mailbox.
Β»Whatβs going on with KΕshi all of a sudden? Why does he just leave me here - without saying anything?Β«, Daichi shrugged, Β»I have no Ideaβ¦Β«
Β»And what do I do now?Β«, it came out of your mouth.
Β»You come to me first. Iβm sure, my parents donβt mind. Apparently something upset him. It must have been really bad when he just ran away without a wordβ¦ Iβll drive you to him tomorrow, okay? When he has cooled down a bit.Β«
Β»Thank you, Daichi. What would I do without you?Β«, you smiled at him.
Β»For you always, small-chanΒ«, he returned.
Β»Sometimes I really hate you Iβm not that small at all, asshole!Β«, you mumbled.
Β»Did you say something I understand you so badly from up hereΒ«, apparently he thought his joke was so good that he doubled over to laugh.
Β»Idiot, and he became captainβ¦Β«
β³ time skip π¦Ή
Β»Look, I found some ice cream in the freezerΒ«, grinning, the volleyball player almost held the cup in your face.
Β»Thank you, Daichi. Thatβs exactly what I need nowβ¦Β«
»What movie do you want to see?«, he went to the shelf with the DVDs and Blu-rays, »Wait, let me guess⦠(y/fav movie)?«, you rolled my eyes demonstratively.
Β»How did you know?Β«, together you watched the film that you had already seen as children with KΕshiβ¦ KΕshi..., it went through your head. I hope heβs fine, maybe I shouldβ¦ so he knows Iβm fine.
Why am I so nice? He just left me thereβ¦
You picked up your phone, which was on the dresser next to the couch and took a picture of Daichiβs television in front of which he was sitting. You also tagged the volleyball player and wrote Childhood memories on it before you posted it. During the movie you both were gossiping a bit and Daichi told you all that you had missed. Shortly before the end of the film, you fell asleep - your thoughts on Sugawara.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
Β»Hey, (y/n). Wake up!Β«, you just grumbled.
Β»Come on, Crackhead. Itβs already 10 o'clock and I promised Kiyoko that I would help her with the papers from the club, so get up. We still have half an hourΒ«, you remembered where you was and why. KΕshi, rightβ¦ There was something.
Together you both got ready, ate breakfast and went to Daichiβs car.
Β»You know, Daichiβ¦ I was rather worried yesterday, but now Iβm angry again. I mean, how can he just leave me like that? Iβm his partner and havenβt seen him in over a month; I missed him, really. And he just runs awayβ¦ What did I do that he left me like this?Β«
Β»Since the Akki thing, I just donβt know whatβs going on in his head. But Iβm sure he had a good reason for it. He loves you, he would never leave you just like that for no reasonΒ«, although Daichi had never found out what exactly had happened between Sugawara and Akki, he had always an inkling that it was nothing good.
Β»Yes, youβre rightβ¦ maybeβ¦Β«, so the conversation was over and the rest of the ride was in silence.
β³ time skip π¦Ή
Β»So here we are!Β«, the closer the car got to the house, the angrier you got again. You didnβt even really know why. Surely KΕshi had a reasonable explanation for his behavior - at least you hoped.
Β»Thanks for driving, Daichi!Β«, you got out, Β»I hope to see you again soonΒ«, with that you closed the door of the car and ran up the four flights of stairs to the front porch of the house. From the left jacket pocket you took your key ring on which the key to the KΕshiβs front door was hanging. Your emotional chaos had gone down a bit again. God, do I have mood swings or something?
You opened the door, took off your jacket, street shoes and the slippers that were meant for you, on. Then you went into the living room in which you found your boyfriend. Wrapped in a blanket with deep, dark circles under the eyes and a half-empty bottle of sake next to him.
Β»Whatβs going on here?! Besides, tell me, what are you thinking about letting me stand all alone at this goddamn gym at night?!Β«, you shouted at him, completely disconcerted. Sugawara, however, just looked at you monotonously.
Β»Do you think I wanted to watch Daichi and you flirt, or what?Β«, he asked quietly, starting in front of him on the black screen of the television.
Β»KΕshi, what the fuck are you talking about?Β«, you asked pissed off and sat down on the other end of the couch.
Β»In the end you slept with him too, didnβt you? That was your fucking plan from the start!Β«, now you didnβt understand anything anymore. Did I say anything to Daichi yesterday that KΕshi could have misunderstood?
Β»You just wanted to get to him, didnβt you? You got what you wanted so go back to him again! Get lost!Β«, an idea occurred to you, you were pretty sure what caused his behavior. You moved closer to him so that your knees were almost touching, which made him look even more annoyed.
Β»Did he reject you, or why are you here, (y/n)?Β«, his words were getting really ugly.
Β»KΕshi, stop saying thatβ¦ you know this is not trueΒ«, now he looked at you a little confused, as if Suga didnβt know how to react.
Β»Come here and weβll talkΒ«, he wouldnβt refuse your offer, you were sure of that. KΕshi hated arguments and if he was honest with himself he also knew that you were never hitting on Daichi.
After a moment he came out of the blanket and you took him in your arms. You slowly let yourself fall back while you gently ran a hand through his hair.
Β»Is it because of Akki?Β«, you asked directly.
Akki was Sugaβs girlfriend in there third year of middle school and still a little in there first year of high school. The problem was, none of you all had seen that this little bitch was really only interested in Daichi.
Even in the first year of middle school she was into him, but couldnβt get close, so she tried to make friends with me, which unfortunately worked. When Daichi still showed no interest, she just turned to KΕshi. At some point, the gray-haired one and you noticed that Akki was almost drooling after Daichiβ¦ Of course, Suga confronted her with the hope that everything was okay after all. Well, it wasnβt.
She yelled at him. Said she would hate him and find him disgusting. How naive and stupid he could be, she asked him. Akki said things like: I was only taking advantage of you, no one will ever love you if they can have Daichi and so on. I noticed a few things, but not a lot, because I just came into the house with the spare key.
Suga had changed a lot since then. At first he felt betrayed by Daichi, but after a short time he understood that it was not his best friendβs fault.
Lost in your thoughts, you hardly noticed your boyfriend nod.
Β»Damn, Suga! I am not your exβ¦Β«, you grumbled at him. I really donβt want to be compared to this weird lunatic.
Β»I know, I donβt want to say that either, but yesterdayβ¦ Everything just came up, (y/n). I donβt know what was going on eitherβ¦ You both suddenly looked so close. It wasnβt up to you, Iβ¦ Iβ¦Β«, he was slowly beginning to realize how stupid his reaction was.
Β»Suga, Daichi and I are friends. Iβve known him a lot longer than you do. If I had feelings for him, I shouldnβt have used you for it. I havenβt seen him in a long time. We just talked to each other and laughed a littleΒ«, you explained to him and ran your hand down to his back because you knew exactly how much KΕshi liked that.
Β»You had your arm like this and then he hadβ¦Β«, he suddenly fell silent to take a short breath, Β»I just donβt want this to happen again. I really love you. And I know youβre not Akki, but somehow it got so stuck in my headβ¦ I canβt help it, Iβm sorry, honestly. Please donβt go back to him, donβt be madΒ«, now KΕshi pulled you down and closer to him.
Β»Hey, Suga. Everything is fine. I knew exactly what I was getting myself into. Itβs okay, really! Next time you get this panic, talk to me, yeah? I would never leave you for Daichi. Not just because heβs not my type, but because I love you, KΕshi. Honest and sincere. And even if Daichi was into me, or whatever, I would stay with you. Iβve never used you to get to Daichi, after all, Iβve known him longer than you. Besides, I wouldnβt even throw that at you if we argued a lot, right? Because, firstly, it would be a lie and, secondly, your feelings are important to meΒ«, you tried to make it clear to him, apparently it worked too, because he nodded.
Β»Iβm really sorry for all of this, (y/n). I really donβt know where that came from all of a suddenβ¦Β«, he apologized again.
Β»Stop apologizing, itβs not your fault. You canβt help that Akki is such a psycho!Β«, you smiled and snuggled a little closer to his chest.
Β»The weekend isnβt over yet, letβs enjoy the rest of it, okay?Β«
I could not stand it any longer. I heard voices from Deku's room and also how something or someone banged against the wall. I quickly put on my shirt and ran over to Deku's room. If he doesn't want to see me, I'll just make up an excuse. That maybe he took my math book or something...
I heard Icyhot's voice and got a little jealous. Pissed off, I opened the door with such momentum that it slammed against the wall.
I got even angrier when I saw Deku lying in that bastard's arms. Both of them looked at me in fright; Deku immediately backed away, but the guy who looked like the Canadian flag just smiled provocatively.
I didn't go for it; it would only cause stress.
"K-Kacchan, w-w-what are you doing here?" he scratched the back of his neck nervously and looked at me. Why didn't I realize how cute he was before?
"I heard a thud and wanted to check if everything was okay," I got a little nervous but didn't let on; after all, we weren't alone. Deku looked at me more than surprised, Half-and-half and Moonface behind him also exchanged surprised looks.
Deku was the first to find his voice again: "Y-yes, everything is fine, K-Kacchan. I just banged my head against the wall," I slowly walked up to Deku to check if everything was alright, but the candy cane chattered in between.
"What are you really doing here? We all know what you're like and YOU certainly don't CARE about anyone but yourself," I was getting angry. Even though I had resolved not to let myself be provoked, I just had to say something.
"Shut up, Walmart Zuko. How do YOU know what I'm like?", pissed off I looked at him, but I wouldn't go off on him. Deku thought badly enough of me as it was.
"How do i-...", before he could say anything else, Moonface interrupted him.
"ShΕto, shut up. Why don't you be happy? Now come on and don't talk back! You have to sort something out anyway, don't you?", a little provocatively she looked at the bastard; I don't know her like that...
"Bye, have fun you guys~..." she warbled, pulling the split hair boi for arms out behind her.
Curious, Deku looked after the two idiots until the door slammed shut, "Ehm, yeah...", he blushed and nervously looked around his room.
"May I?", I pointed next to Deku on the bed. Immediately he nodded and slid a bit to the side. I sat down next to him and asked him to turn around.
"Don't be scared. Tell me if it hurts," never had my heart beaten so fast. For the first time, I was consciously touching him; consciously making physical contact, and it felt incredibly.... beautiful. Carefully, I felt his head until he winced.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt ya. Feels thick already though. That's going to be a fat bump, Deku," he turned around and I smiled in agony.
"It's okay, K-Kacchan. It only hurts w-when you press on it," he shyly tried to look me in the eye, but kept looking away.
"Don't be scared! Tell me if it hurts", I didn't know what Kacchan was up to, but somehow I trusted him and relaxed when he started to scan my head. I winced as he hit the spot where I had hit the wall.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt ya. Feels thick already though. That's going to be a fat bump, Deku", I turned slowly and continued to try to relax; he just smiled in agony.
"It's okay, K-Kacchan. It only hurts w-when you press on it", why was I always so shy around him? I can't even manage to look him in the eye...
"You sure? Wait, I'll be right back...", when Kacchan had left the room, I could finally take a breath.
No matter how much I liked him, I couldn't really concentrate around him. When he had touched me, I felt so good; even if it was just my hair. Somehow, though, it was quite strange.
After all, he used to beat me up, and all of a sudden he shows up here and worries. He admitted it in front of ShΕto and Ochako, even though he was fighting with him again. Well, at least he provoked him, which ShΕto doesn't usually do. He's always quiet, reserved, aloof, and doesn't show what he's feeling or thinking.
That just was a completely new side of ShΕto; one I've never seen before. Well, you just never know a person 100%...
Kacchan entered my room again. He had a cold pack in his hand, which he gave to me: "Here, Deku. You know, I always have something like that. Because, well...", I had never seen Kacchan embarrassed in my whole life. Why are so many weird and "new" things happening today?
"B-because you like to box against the wall sometimes? I know, I've heard it before, K-Kacchan. You chose the wall t-to my room for that," goddamn it, pull yourself together, Izuku! It couldn't be that I couldn't manage a sensible sentence.
"I just never dared to come over and ask," I pressed my head against Kacchan's arm, a little ashamed. By the time I realized what I was doing, it was too late. But Kacchan reacted quite differently than I had expected. He put his arm around me, pulled me towards him and stroked my head very gently.
He was careful not to touch my injury. I looked up at him, but he was staring completely lost in thought at the picture that was on my desk; the picture of the two of us when we were kids.
I tapped him, immediately he jumped up. He looked me in the face and his expression suddenly changed.
He jumped up, muttered, "I have to go!", and briskly left my room. I couldn't look that fast as he left my room and let the door fall into the lock. Did I say or do something wrong? And if so, then what?
Shit, I had the chance to get a little closer to Deku and I got scared and ran away. I'm such a dumbass.
A few times I hit the wall, Β which was practically my punching bag, and immediately regretted it. Behind the wall was Deku's room and I'm sure he thought it was his fault. Shit! Really?
Even though I didn't want to do it anymore, I hit my head against the wall again and then lay down in bed as if it was the most normal thing in the world. How can I make this up to him? Argh!
A few minutes later, there was a knock at my door. Confused, I looked up, but dropped my head right back into my pillow. Who is knocking on my room door at this hour?
"Yes?!", I groaned annoyed and thought about how I could straighten things out with Deku. After all, I just got close to him a minute ago, why do I have to act like a pussy and run away right away???
"Am I disturbing, Kacchan?", Deku stuck his head through the door and looked at me uncertainly, "Do you want me to leave again?", for the first time he dared...
I sat up, "Of course not, come in," I felt dizzy, everything was spinning and I held my head. I really could have spared Β myself the blow with my head against the wall...
Deku came all the way in and grabbed the glass that was on my desk. I looked up. Before I could ask what he was going to do with it, he had already disappeared into the bathroom and I heard the water running. When he came back, I noticed the disinfection bottle and the cotton balls in his hand; in the other one he carried the glass of water, which he, probably, had filled for me.
"Here!" he said, handing me the glass. In the meantime, he took out a rustling package from his pocket and handed it to me.
"Take these!" he pulled the chair up from the desk, sat across from me, and waited for me to take the pill. I didn't ask what it was for.
My trust in Deku was high, although you might not realize it. It was probably just for a headache from banging my head against the wall. Although... How would he know that?
"A-and now the not so fun part..." he dribbled some of the disinfectant on a wading thing and slid closer to me. He was super focused and for the first time not a bit nervous. It wasn't until he dabbed my forehead that I realized it was burning like hell. Did I hit it that hard?
I was about to insult him, but stopped myself at the last moment; he can't help it...
I gritted my teeth and reached for Deku's hand, which I squeezed. So - much - physical contact - today...
He looked down at me and smiled a little pained, "That bad?" immediately I let go of his hand.
"Did I hurt you? I didn't mean to!", I felt a little woozy and somehow everything spun again; I collapsed backwards into my pillow.
"K-Kacchan, are you okay? I-I think the pill was too strong after all. I-I didn't know you could take so little."
"K-Kacchan, are you okay? I-I think the pill was too strong after all. I-I didn't know you could take so little", i didn't know what was going on with Kacchan.
Carefully I bent over him and wanted to feel his forehead, but I didn't get the chance because he grabbed my hand.
"Deku, I feel a little dizzy. And everything is spinning. Will you stay here tonight and keep watch?", my heart stopped for a beat, only to continue twice as fast.
I? should stay?? with Kacchan tonight??? If he finds out tomorrow morning that I'm in his bed, I'm sure I'll be a head shorter. He's only saying that because he's not fully conscious...
"I-I'd rather not, Kacchan. You're kind of on drugs. When you wake up tomorrow, you'll be pissed b-because I let you," with slow steps I walked backwards to the door; how I would love to sleep in the same bed with Kacchan, but I knew how that would end.
Today was so nice, I don't want it to end tomorrow...
"No, Deku. I'm fully conscious. I may be a bit dizzy, but I'm aware of what I'm saying, Deku," he lifted the blanket and slid all the way to the wall.
"Well, come on. I'm not going to hurt you, really," I was torn, but in the end I let myself get carried away and toddled over to him. I watched him to make sure it wasn't a trap after all, but Kacchan just smiled and looked at me more lovingly than ever.
Carefully I lay down in front of him and under the blanket. Quite stiffly I lay there and did not know what I should do. May I touch him?
Kacchan took the decision from me, because he slid from behind to me. Carefully, he ran his hand under my shirt and let it linger there.
"Good night, Deku~," Kacchan whispered, turning off the overhead lamp light with his phone before I felt his regular breathing on the back of my neck and slowly drifted off to sleep myself...
"Hey Bakubro, are you coming to the party Friday too?", shitty Hair asked me.
I looked up from my homework in confusion, "What are you talking about?", I asked the redhead.
"Don't tell me you didn't hear about it... We don't talk about anything else; since last Monday," I looked into a uncomprehending face.
"Where are your thoughts always? I noticed a while ago that you're always digressing and not really on your game," I didn't know what to say in response; I certainly wouldn't tell the truth. I was getting angry. Why does he care about my feelings?
I clenched my hands into fists, feeling the sparks about to start flying. But suddenly the door opened, again without a knock, and Pikachu stuck his head through. I loosened my hands again; it cannot go on like this.
"So, what did he say?", Eijiro turned around and shook his head.
"He doesn't even know there's a party going on...", Kaminari gave me a worried look. "That means he's still like that?", the redhead nodded.
Was it so obvious that my mind often wandered? I always thought I was good at hiding my feelings. Maybe it was also because it had gotten worse towards the end of last week. I was thinking about Deku more and more, my thoughts were almost all about him. That's probably why I hadn't noticed anything from the party and had slacked off a lot in class.
I am in love, the thought had been haunting me for a while now. I had admitted to myself that I had a crush on Deku and was gay. To be honest, I hadn't known this for just a few weeks, but for several years. When I had learned that Deku was quirkless, I wanted to protect him at all costs.
Both of our dreams had always been to get to UA. Without Quirk, it would be far too dangerous for him. It was out of the question for me that he would go to UA without Quirk and that there was a possibility that he would become a superhero. So I had resolved to try by all means to stop him, even if it meant that he would hate me.
I burned his notebooks, goaded him into jumping off the roof, insulted and beat him up. Every night I felt bad because I knew I was inflicting pain on him. Even if he didn't show it openly. I knew him too long and too well to miss that he was suffering.
"What are you thinking about now? You're not listening to us at all", Pikachu got cocky and I didn't like that at all.
"That's none of your fucking business. Get the fuck out of here before i let your head explodes!", I demonstratively held up my hand and let out a few sparks. Kaminari's eyes grew huge and within seconds the door closed with a loud bang.
"Calm down, bakubabe. We're all just worried about you. Everyone has noticed that something is going on with you," that pitying look just bugged me. For weeks I didn't get to see anything else. With a loud groan, I dropped my head on the tabletop. Ouch, that's going to be a fat bump.
"So, are you coming?", shitty Hair looked at me questioningly. Ahh, that's right. There was something there.
I lifted my head back up and looked him in the eye. I wonder if Deku is coming too.
Just because there was a possibility that Deku might come, I had to go. I had to protect him. I couldn't let him drink too much or get drunk and taken advantage of. I had to watch out for him.
Immediately I nodded, "Yes; yes, I'll definitely come. I'm sure it'll do me good to be around people again," even though that last one was a lie, I grinned. Eijiro grinned back.
"Okay, I can say on behalf of everyone that we're glad. It's nice that you're at least trying to distract yourself. From whatever," with a final smile, he turned and walked out. Before closing the door, he stuck his head through it again.
"Bakubro; I hope you know you can talk to us about anything. Especially with me," without waiting for an answer, he was about to close the door again, but I called him back. Astonished, he stuck his head between the door and the hinge for the second time.
"Ehm, thanks, shitty hair...", I was visibly uncomfortable. Normally I was aggressive, angry and without positive feelings. Yet somehow, at that moment, I felt it was the right thing to do.
"Anytime, Bakubabe," now he finally disappeared and closed the door behind him. I, however, swung my gaze from the door to my homework. Deku continued to run up and down in my head, preventing me from getting my assignments done; but what must, that must.
I glanced at my watch and was glad it wasn't that late. I took off my shirt and socks, laid the shirt over my desk chair, and threw the socks in the hamper.
I'll take a shower tomorrow, was the last thought before I threw myself into my bed and tried to fall asleep with Deku's voice in my head.
Frustrated, I lay in my bed and looked at a picture of Kacchan and me when we were younger.
Why can't it be like it used to be, I asked myself not for the first time today.
It had been so nice.
We had gotten along well and Kacchan was my hero. But when he found out that I wouldn't get a Quirk, and thus belonged to the 20%, he started to treat me like dirt. And yet, I couldn't stop looking up to him. All Might was the superhero I always talked about, but silently it was Kacchan who got almost all my admiration, even though he was always like that to me.
It could just be because I was in love; with him.
I didn't know when or where it had happened, but somehow this feeling had always been present.
It haunted me since my childhood; every time I was with Kacchan, I had this tingling in my stomach. At some point I checked it, I had fallen in love and had to admit it to myself. But Kacchan hated me, which did not really make things easier.
There was a knock at the door. I quickly turned the picture frame upside down on the bed and sat up: "Yes, please? It's open," I called a little louder. In the next moment, Ochaco stuck her head through the gap between the door and the frame before she came all the way in.
She looked at me a little pityingly, to which only a confused look came from me.
"You've been crying again, even in the dim light of dawn I can see that," she walked up to me and took the upturned frame in her hand. I didn't even think about stopping her, in the end she would get it between her fingers anyway, instead I wiped the tears from my face.
"Okay, I was actually aware of that when I came into the room," she put the picture on the desk, but joined me on the bed right after.
"You don't have to hide it from me," smiling she looked at me.
"I know. But I wasn't sure if it was you or someone else," I dreamily looked at the picture that was now on my desk.
"Never mind, other topic," grinning she jumped off the bed and paced the room.
"Guess what I just found out...", happily she bounced around and I felt a little dizzy.
"Ochaco, please calm down. I feel sick from your jumping around. Sit down and tell me," I sat up because I had lain down again in the meantime, and knocked on the bed next to me. Immediately she jumped up and threw herself next to me. We both laughed. She really does it again and again.
"So, I just found out from Eijiro that Ka-, sorry. That BakugΕ is coming to the party too, he confirmed it to him earlier," I listened intently; my grin widening.
"How come he told you something like that?", I didn't even know that the two of them got along so well.
"Oh, we're both involved in the planning, that's why we talk about such things," I didn't elaborate, just nodded.
"BakugΕ treats you so badly, why do you still love him anyway?", with her big innocent eyes she looked at me, and I? I just shrugged my shoulders. Why, in fact? I didn't know myself.
"I have no idea; you can't choose who you fall in love with, Ochaco", she nodded absently.
"Yes; yes, I know that too. But if someone treated me so badly.... I don't know...", she looked at me helplessly. Apparently, she didn't know what to say anymore.
"I have no idea either. Honestly, I don't want to anymore. I don't feel like being treated like this by him anymore. It-... He gets me so down. He's so cold and mean every time, and I've never done anything to him, really! Why is he like that?" I started to cry and Ochaco immediately put both arms around me to comfort me. Damn, why am I such a crybaby, a goddamn sissy.
"We both know that you can't ignore him, and your feelings for him. There's nothing wrong with that either, Deku. It's normal, it's also perfectly normal to cry in this situation. I know you're beating yourself up for it right now...", I looked up and she smiled at me; her smile was contagious.
All of a sudden, the door was yanked open. I was so startled that I banged my head against the wall. Ouch. I moved forward a bit so this wouldn't happen again.
I saw ShΕto quickly close the door and then run towards us in a panic, throwing himself on the bed behind the two of us and hitting my pillow with his head over and over again.
Carefully I put my hand on Shoto's back and stroked from top to bottom - and back.
I looked at Ochaco, but she just shrugged, "Are you okay ShΕto? - No, wait. It's not all good, let's go back to the beginning: what happened?", I would love to bang my head on the dresser so hard that I wouldn't be able to get up.
"Nothing's okay!", ShΕto sat up and leaned on me, "I was just having dinner with Momo; you know...", awkwardly he looked at me. I nodded knowingly, "...and I completely fucked up!"
He banged his head against my shoulder. Not hard, just symbolically.
"What happened, ShΕto?", Ochaco had become curious, she too wasΒ worried about ShΕto.
"First I tipped a glass over and just froze it out of reflex, but I didn't see that it had already spilled onto Momo's thigh, so I tried to thaw it, but I was so nervous that I didn't regulate the fire properly and burned her. Afterwards I felt so bad that I just quickly said I would call her a cab and left. Of course, I paid first," again he banged his head against my shoulder, harder this time.
"Oh man, I'm totally sorry about that, ShΕto. But you know Momo...", Ochaco interrupted me.
"Yeah. She would never be mad about something like that. I'm sure she was just as nervous as you. You know how she is. The best thing to do is to go and talk to her. If you ignore her, you'll just make her feel insecure, so chop chop!", Ochaco smiled at me and inwardly I gave her a high-five.
Apparently ShΕto was also very grateful to Ochako, because he hugged her.
"Thank you, Ochako. You are my salvation", he also turned to me and hugged me a little longer.
"Thank you, Deku. You're always there for me",Β ShΕto raised his head but didn't let go of me. He looked me in the eyes and smiled at me. ShΕto is really something.Β
He gave me another hug. And just at that moment, the door swung open and slammed against the wall. Everyone looked at the door where Kacchan was standing looking at ShΕto and me sourly....
