— ✿ haikyuu men when you find a new comfort character
includes: akaashi, iwaizumi, suna, oikawa, tsukishima, sakusa, bokuto, atsumu, osamu, kuroo
warnings: cursing. pure angst.
❁ akaashi, bokuto, oikawa : he smiles brightly, discreetly wiping their tears with the back of their hand. he pulls you in, placing ur head on his chest, relishing the way your body fits perfectly with his. he plants his lips on your forehead, letting it linger. as long as you’re happy. it’s fine as long as you’re happy. I’ll always be here waiting for you with open arms if you ever need me. just .. be happy. even if it isn’t with me. he is ready sacrifice anything just to see you smile. he feels as if he’s dying inside. he feels like a flower that’s slowly wilting. you’re the love of his life. yet he keeps smiling through the pain, grasping the back of your shirt, wanting to keep you in his embrace for a couple more minutes before you vanish completely.
“promise me this. promise me you’ll return to me. i don’t care how long it takes. come back to me”
❁ kuroo, iwaizumi, atsumu, osamu : clenching their jaw, they avert their eyes, trying to calm down. anger and hurt rushing through their veins. fuck. no fucking way. grabbing your cheeks in their palms, he grazes your soft skin with his thumb. eyes deeply boring into yours, searching for an answer. I’m not letting them go he thinks to himself. the mere THOUGHT of you being with someone that’s not him is enough to make his heart clench painfully. he drops his head to your shoulder, gently pecking the skin that peeked out from your shirt. the warmth radiating from your body soothes him. you are his other half. the person he calls his soulmate. he holds the back of your head, wanting to never let go because if he did, you might just disappear. he inhales shakily, hoping you wouldn’t hear the fear in his voice
“you’re mine. okay? you’re mine. don’t leave me. don’t go. i cant bare to watch you laugh and smile with anyone that’s not me”
❁ tsukishima, suna, sakusa : he scoffs, rolling his eyes, acting like they don’t give a flying fuck. trying to let you know that you moving on from him isn’t practically tearing his heart apart into two. he plasters on a boring face, mentally praying you won’t notice the way his eyes moisten up. he shoves his hands into his pockets, cursing himself for not being able to form coherent sentences. he breathes out, pretending to be annoyed but in reality his years of insecurities were beginning to bubble up on the surface. it’s his fault isn’t it? of course it is. he couldn’t manage to keep you. he couldn’t manage to.. keep the only ray of light in his life. his sunshine is leaving him for someone better than him. he feels pathetic for wanting to cry.
“if you leave. dont ever think of returning to me. go enjoy someone else’s love because clearly, mine was never enough”
he means the opposite of everything that left his mouth. he wanted you to stay.
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