JACKUMONKEY

I'm pretty awesome. *Spoiler Alert*

[hohoehoes]

give me 4 years ill be hot

[jackumonkey]

Okay 4 years officially passed since the first time I reblogged this. Wonder if I look hot now.

[blacku]

[dicaprio-diaries]

[inbetweenbuns-blog]

[jackumonkey]

Im so tired all the time

[meemalee-deactivated20180104]

[brakken]

Uh oh.

[kaylapocalypse-deactivated20201]

this picture is better and more suspenseful than any super man comic on earth.

[marvelgifs]

You’re still here? It’s over. Go home.

[beheworthy]

[jackumonkey]

Eating disorders and control

"Because in my mind, I was causing it. I genuinely thought I was deciding to punish my body by starving it on the absolute bare minimum. That I was making a conscious choice to exercise to the point of passing out and feeling some warped sense of victory when I could keep going, even then. That I had absolute control over the decision to make myself sick when I did allow myself to eat (even if it was just an apple) because of the debilitating fear of putting on weight, and because my stomach was so accustomed to being empty. That was genuinely how I felt. That this was something I could stop, if I tried hard enough. I don’t remember what actually triggered me into accepting I had a problem. There were so many rock-bottom moments that it’s hard to remember the one that actually meant there was no way back. But once I’d admitted it, I read a million books and researched every bit of information I could get my hands on about eating disorders. And then I saw what I had thought was just in my warped little head was an actual THING. My thoughts had somehow been taken out of my head and put down on paper by someone else. It wasn’t just me. I had an illness. A weight lifted. This wasn’t my fault. I wasn’t in control of it. The opposite was true. It was in control of me."

Sourc: http://www.mumbelievable.com/part-two-irony-consumed-eating-disorder/

[must-bethin]

About to the bone

The best part, for me, of “to the bone” was when Eli denied what she craved the most… it showed me so much strength, focus! Everything I need, I don’t stop thinking about this scene, very motivational. Eli’s focus is goals.

[jackumonkey]

I was in my teens when I first ran into pro eating disorder blogs and I was always shocked and surprised by things I would read and that something like this would even exist. Things similar to this post. The thing is...eating disorders are an illness. A mental illness, similar to addiction. Often the main premise behind this illness is the sense of control. The idea that one is in control. That they're "strong." Which is unfortunately the irony behind it all... I watched To The Bone and Eli was never in control. Her eating disorder was in control. Her addiction was in control. She was the victim. Her goal wasn't to kill herself, yet that was the direction she was heading in. Because she was not in control. The real struggle is overcoming it.

[jackumonkey]

Roger Waters 👏

[forever90s]

[art-music-anarchy]

Big man, pig man, ha ha charade you are.

[badscienceshenanigans-deactivat]

Great moments in freedom: today NPR tweeted out the Declaration of Independence causing some people to get really mad about how NPR was attacking Donald Trump

[1000drawings]

by Sophie Schultz

[hallease]

This was essentially my life from K - 12

[spaps-society-deactivated202603]

people do this to whites as well

[jayivahn-deactivated20170913]

“You’re white but you’re not white-white. Like, you’ll get angry because someone has an accent when speaking English but you don’t fuck your cousins.”

[tikkunolamorgtfo]

I WOULD LIKE TO REPORT A MURDER

[jackumonkey]

"White" isn't an ethnicity