Introductory Post
Bda fans come to papa. i wrote this shit on adderall sorry its so long
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Name: Jadusable - otherwise jad/alex
Orientation: Gay - boy, he/him (trans ftm 😓😓 im starting T when i turn 18 cuz i live in 🇺🇸 Missouri 🇺🇸 where theres a restriction on it for minors)
Age: 15 almost 16 (July 19, 2010)
Uhhh this: Half filipino half irish !!!!, other bits are scottish german and french
Interests: (get ready im adding yaps to each,, i guess u can get a grasp of my personality if you want hesghdje ^_^)
- BDA (ben drowned arg - specifically love jad, tyler, jadus, denton, and abel) (almost 6 years in dis fandom its my biggest hyperfixation/special interest/wtv ever!!! i really miss the 2022 tumblr fanbase,, pls yap with me about it if you were there!! I love all u jadarg oldies so much)
- - - related to the topic of jad arg i am Not in the creepypasta fandom,, Ok? I never rlly have EVER been in crp besides watching i eat pasta for breakfast everyday as a kid and maybe gacha shit
- ST. LOUIS!!!!! AND LIKE MISSOURI CONSTITUTION/STL CENTERED HISTORY I LOVEEE MY CITY SO MUCH BECAUSE ITS LIKE JAD ARG.
- call of duty (bo6 🩷, cw 🩷, bo7 and wz are all i have/play ... cuz like i HAVE mw2 and mw3 through gamepass premium but from the singular hour ive played of mw2 i like black opsd more. Bo6 was my first!!! feel free to spoil me on other bo games i love to hear people yap and i wanna learn!!!)
- 2001: A Space Odyssey!!!!! (movies and books,, my favorites are. Hal + halman and Frank ☺️ and i think curnovsky is cute ship)
- bocchi the rock (i loooove bocchi and kitaaaaa ths is spiritually jadtyler)
- prototype 1 (MY BABY) and proto2 I Guess
- 17776/20020 (love nick and manny!!!)
- choir (im in two advanced choirs as mostly an alto 2/sometimes second sorprano!! ^.^) + spotlight operating/lighting design for theater (but im quitting next year cuz our theater department sucks butt 😓)
- tool!!!!! (Progressive metal band)
- sElf!!!! (Pop rock band (i think))
- knower!!! (electronic jazz-funk duo)
- on these topics i love lots of musics actually!!! i average like 8k minutes of listening to music every week,, you can always find me listening to stuff I CANT LIVE WITHOuT IT!!!
- - - specific genres i like are modern jazz fusion(or maybe just jazz fusion idk, im thinking of like Voyageur by Leïla Martial which is RLLY GOOD BTW), progressive and some industrial metal Any metal really jfc ive gone through all the phases like nu and thrash and bullshit, j- and alternative rock, grunge/post-grunge, romantic-era classical (idk the exact name for the style of classical that i mean i think its just a song tone/emotion thing rather than. genre), experimental electropop and electronic (which these can range in tones from like ayesha erotica to idioteque by radiohead), IDM/intelligent dance music, house/funk house, some choral songs due to. being init
- roblox myths (Im Not Proud... umm tdf specifically has been a really big one for me since 2018 cuz i was an og RMHunter for it and the other big 2018 ones like days union's debut, chuck lloyd, smiles family, CITS/cits individual characters like caroline/clinton and morgenne, etc etc, but im never publicly interacting with the RM fandom ever again after 2022-2024 unless it's to complain 🤬🤬 WHOLE HOUSE MAD! tdf specifically full of fucking nazis/racists + pedos/groomers bro i've met TOOOO MANY in my life like literally 13 i can count + more so all ypu weirdos canFuckoff)
- rhythm games (robeats/any 4 key, taiko, cotnd, adofai, beat saber, etc, but mostly 4 key stuff. ive been a chud loser on robeats since i was 9 Bring back gear score abusers cuz i was one of them and it was my prime LOL)
- general text organization/literally anything to do with keyboards (like the act of typing, WPM, fonts, color coding text (i try my best with what i have on tumblr mobile sorry that this intro is a WRECK if you handed me a google doc itd be better) the sound of the switches in the keys, etc i got the Hots for them they look so good. not objectum doe)
- drawing (I guess. fuck drawing sometimes i dont post much of my art here cuz im embarassed Aahhhh)
- osamu sato (artwork + lsd dream emulator... violence district is the love of my life)
- bitcrushing or remaking random songs (i have a Mixxx bitcrusher and musescore addiction idk im putting these together because i downloaded them together)
- oyasumi punpun (havent read since 2022 I Dont Think I Can Read It Ever Again)
- solarballs (havent been keeping up but,, i love EUROPAA (2001aso ref?!?!!) and io and neptune ☺️)
- electric dreams (1984) (can you tell i love my computers yet?)
- portal 1 and 2 (can you tell i love my computers yet.......)
- elephant (2003) (IM NOT TCC THOUGH DO NOT EVER !!! FUCKING INTERACT WITH ME IF YOURE TCC!!! i just like the movie from a cinematic perspectivr,, like, its slow and silent and full of follow shots so it reminds me of 2001:aso 😓)
- puyopuyo tetris 2 (idk any lore sadly i just like playing tetris and staring at bright colorful screens alot but maybe ill do story)
- lucky star (havent watch since 22 though)
- mad breaks label (tankbuster's 2nd anniversary video mostly or whatever they go by now i think their yt is 'schass')
and alot alot aloooot more!!! i love all my interests dearly so if you know me youll learn all my niches eventually! :D
Other: i am the self proclaimed CEO of tyler/table (tyler x jad) ((atleast for 2025-2026 im just continuing the legacy of the ones before me u can find my headcanons and bullshit in the bda server link at the bottom of this post)) and jadus + denton 🤤🤤
i'm a yapper. Can yoj tell.? it makes me really bad at conversations though actualy (youd think itd be the opposite i think) cause i end up talking about myself too much in attempt to relate so im RLLY sorry if i ever have a bad convo with you, i promise i remember and care about things people say,,, my way of showing it is weird i like. remember yhings and try to bring them up for you in later convos if it fits in order to show i remember and to let you talk more about your things Idk idk.
i explain myself way way way too much LOL (so also sorry if i mansplain like crazy when it comes to Technical-Literal Things) i feel very naked if i dont lay myself out flat to be learned and i like learning others aswell
my timezone is cst/cdt (depends on dst)
normal posts literally 4 anything - #jad's bullshit
posts with other usernames - #jadusabllle #h-9000
u might find other misc tags that other alters put Idk thats their thang. i dont bother
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BYI/DNI/INT
BYI: I have diagnosed+medicated 'severe' GAD and OCD, Pretty Bad Combiend-Type ADHD, possibly ODD (i dont know the sitch this was in the past but i dont rlly gaf cuz i think it was lazy diagnosis), Possibly autism (waiting for assessment results), and basically guaranteed early onset schizophrenia
(schizoaffective was documented otiginally bht yea its being reevaluated as BPD + schizophrenia. So like im still on antipsychotics and mood stabilizer but they dont always work too good so pls iwcare. also been suspecting DID or OSDD for a good 5 yrs so i genuinely forget EVERYTHING. Sorry this is a bucket list wtf)
DNI: Homophobes, transphobes, racists, pedophiles, zoophiles, you get the point there, TCC, radqueers/transids (not well versed here though i think theres a type of you guys that are okay but whatever I Dont Rlly Feel Comfortable Either Way due to what ive seen of that general community), people 13yrs old or under (preferrably.. idrc but i wont like be your best buddy ever if youre super young unfort,, But i will try to keep you safe and talk to you about stuff you like because theres weird rude fucks online and ik how important older validation is sometimes. pls stay safe), uhh as mentioned earlier i really like learning about others so if youre uncomfortable with being under close scrutiny alot we probably wouldnt be good friends. Idk that doesnt mean u cant talk to me at all like i can easily just Not Pry if u still wanna be friends im just putting it in the DNI part cause idk where else, liars Do not talk to me if you lie alot. pls. idk the thought of lying makes me wanna scream; i will always be (maybe Too Brutally) honest
INT: 15+ (up to any age idc if youre like 24 Aslong as you're mature abt things), shared interests, likes to joke, shy people cuz me too bro, etc etc idrk just feel free to talk to me !!!! i don't bite i reaaally like making friends and if i interact w u alot as mutuals thats probably a sign i wanna talk to u haha im verry awkward though ^.^, this ones kinda specific i hope it doesnt soubd mean but i love listeners that really do listen and value remembering things like i do!!! interact with meee!!!!☺️, umm people with similar mental problems or frustrations as me? it might sound weird and probably a bad idea on the mental part if youre thinking about disorders SRRY but like. i really like being able to see someones rant and give my best advice or comfort (if its warranted ofc) to people similar to me i feel like its realy benefitial and soothing for both parties !!☺️ sometimes all we need is a stranger to listen instead of a close friend and i will always be that person if u need it!!!!, and last but not least WRITERS!!!! I LOVE READING STUFF!!!!
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jadusable.wmv on Discord (I use this the most cuz im a fat chud .... pls friend me)
jadusabllle on Tiktok
H90002001 on Roblox (i barely play)
Jadusable on Airbuds
Jadusabllle on Xbox (Activision: Jadusable#2100083)
Jadusablle on Instagram (idk i dont use)
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important extra. ha.
EVERY BEN DROWNED ARG FAN COME JOIN MY FRIEND NERO'S DISCORD SERVER IMMEDIATELY!!
i am a mod here and i promise we are very nice!!!! ^.^ We are partnered with the official Within Hubris as of recent!!
i didnt know anyone here at all when i first joined but now im a regular cuz its so welcoming if you just get out there and talk alot!!! the server has lots of artists btw so we do fun banner collabs for holidays and stuff and subsequently we have a really good "reaction culture" in regards to starboard (like i usually see people getting 6 to 12 heart/star reactions on their art DAILY), and we also loooove headcanons and fanfics etc etc etc !! creepypasta fans are welcome if u wanna learn abouit the arg (or not thats ok too)!!!
