In the name of a-flower

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[jasmintrassie]

Today I decided to pick up the pencil, scribble a little and then the brush to scatter some paint on a plain paper meant for writing; slowly, awakening my creative soul after a long period of mental breakdown dealing with heavy confusions, having been neglected and badly sympathizing myself for not having proper counselling over my mental illness and my friends not understanding what's happening to me either and why I felt this way, to sum it all up, I have been numb and literally stopped trying for myself, I stopped living, did absolutely nothing but the same routine that's essential to keep me breathing. But today is different, I decided to fight a little more even though my feet couldn't keep me from standing yet- sitting isn't such a bad thing as long as I'm not slouching. Today I made art and wore it as an armor. (unfinished)

[jasmintrassie]

Sad things

You have no idea how much it aches,

that whenever I look at my hands,

the only memory I see is you holding it

but the heart break goes when I realize that I've forgotten how warm it felt.

-j.t

[jasmintrassie]

All the nights I haven't slept, until the morning brews are witnesses of how much I thought of you & how many poems I've written; even though you told me you hate reading so I watched you throw them away.

j.t

[sweet-thoughtt]

[xoblxrryfxce-deactivated2023071]

i hear a thousand kind words about me and it makes no difference yet i hear one insult and all confidence shatters

focusing on the negative (via xoblxrryfxce)

[suicidalnixi]

I’m sorry

[suicidalnixi]

You yell at me about being lazy, while I stay in bed thinking about suicide.

(via suicidalnixi)

[jasmintrassie]

Some photographs of me and my friends last friday on our student’s night. Posting them here cause no other social media site can handle & deserve this much glam ((except for instagram)) lol.

[lomasdope]

[enjoy-the-life-baby]

Boys cry, girls masturbate, boys have feelings, girls get angry, boys can use makeup, girls can like porn, boys can like sewing, girls can get violent, boys can wear dresses, girls can be good at sciences, boys can like boys, girls can like girls, boys can like pink, girls can have body hair, boys don’t have to be muscular, girls don’t have to be curvy, boys don’t have to love sex, girls don’t have to be thin.

J.C (via enjoy-the-life-baby)

[emerveille-moi]

R E F L E C T I O N S

[jasmintrassie]

damn mademoiselle

[claudemonet-art]

Cliffs and Sailboats at Pourville 1882

Claude Monet

[vincentvangogh-art]

Rowing Boats on the Banks of the Oise 1890

Vincent van Gogh

[vincentvangogh-art]

Road with Cypresses 1890

Vincent van Gogh

[thoughts-memories]

[lilpieceofmyworld]

I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.

Uma Thurman (via lilpieceofmyworld)