Bug smilk

Hiiiiii :3 my pfp isnt my drawing and idk who drew it so if your the creator pls tell me so i can credit you :P

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Dose anyone else stay up at night wanting to draw but you don’t know every detail of the character you want to draw and your parents installed a time limit on your phone so you can’t look up the character for a reference and now your just laying there wanting to draw but hating yourself bc you can’t remember what they looked like and bc your sleep deprived….and then you hate yourself even more when you realize you never took any pictures of your friends who you moved away from and you don’t talk anymore and even though they were really bad friends you loved them more than yourself and now your just questioning whether you even deserve to live… 

I came,I saw, I left ahh art ✌️✌️✌️✌️

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I need to get off picrew and do something productive for once….

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…I stayed up to finish these but then I remembered I have to walk to my therapists office this morning so I didn’t finish white lily and eternal sugar :P

I have completed the drawing :D

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Your art style is so epic ngl

Thank you ^^

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These are the rest of the people in the human au. I gave up on drawing smoked cheese cookie but everyone else is there.

Don’t mind my stop sign

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headcannons,people, headcannons!…. Genuinely idk, but this is Bsc being a bat :3

Oh ya my parents are going to leave me and my 15yo older brother alone for like 4 days :D I think their going to Canada but idk. lol

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these are what I imagine these 2 soul jams looking like if they were cookies (I’m not drawing the others though bc I’m lazy)

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Oh hey btw what are your pronouns? Just wondering

Oh ya I forgot to add them, mine are they/them :3

[jasperquinnn]

heh….im so freaking smart. I brought 3 of the boyfriends graphic novel books to my homophobic grandparents home and I was reading the 2nd one when I finished eating dinner and my grandmother asked what I was reading and I showed the book cover and she like had a visible reaction, like legit the bigot acted as if I showed her a jump scare, she’s stoped talking to me :D

[jasperquinnn]

Bro why do my friend are just over here telling me that if I’m tired I should sleep more when literally my body won’t let me…. I fell asleep at 12 something and woke up at 4 this morning…. So anyway here’s what I did instead of going back to sleep

Omg….my grammar

[jasperquinnn]

dose anyone know what this is called? Ok like I’ve created like people in my head, like not oc’s but real world people and sometimes I’ll like talk to them..not like scitzophrania bc I know they aren’t real and I can’t see them in real life, literally I only see them in my head. And so sometimes I’ll talk to them out loud, not exactly often but like it’ll still happen a lot, and like I’ve actually created relationships with said people in my head. And so all I want to know is if this is a mental illness or not bc I’m not telling my therapist bc she’d definitely send me to a psych ward.

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You know your sleep schedule is bad when you can’t remember the last time you went to bed before 1am…. Well any way ship art :D

[urfriendlyneighborhoodbiderman]

(DISCLAIMER B4 I START❗️‼️❗️OBVIOUSLY WRITE WHAT YOU WANT! IM KIND OF MORE COMPLAINING ABOUT PEOPLE WHO WANT THIS TO HAPPEN IN CANON!! (AND ALSO PEOPLE WHO WANT SHADOW MILK TO JUST DIE OR SMTH!!!))

Full disclosure: I actually REALLY hate fics where Shadow Milk gets 100% redeemed, like back to Fount/Sage kind of levels. Even stuff where he just becomes really tame and only keeps a smidgen of his previous mischief gets a side eye from me. Because, like. The game literally takes EVERY chance possible to DRIVE INTO YOUR SKULL the fact that SM and PV are OPPOSITES, and that TRUTH CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT EQUAL DECEIT. It acknowledges that Shadow Milk is not a good person but also that he needs PV to balance him, NOT to defect to Truth himself, because that would mess up the balance. Both PV and SM are CONSTANTLY saying that truth and deceit are two sides of one coin. That extra scene with EF and the Soul Jams literally says that the Virtues must embody both parts of them, good and evil. One of PV’s eyes is blue and one of the Fount’s eyes was yellow. In the one universe where Shadow Milk didn’t corrupt, Pure Vanilla did, and they have a balanced relationship of their own. The Yin-Yang symbol, one of the most common symbols of balance (that has been referenced in CRK already), shows that good must have a bit of evil inside, and that evil must have a bit of good inside.

All of this to say I do NOT want Shadow Milk to end up redeemed past having the aforementioned bit of genuine good inside him+ being close with PV. Oh I also don’t want him to go back to looking like the Fount (EXCEPT ☝️ for his eye. His eye should go back to yellow 👍 and also I AM a sucker for characters with stars in their hair so for purely selfish reasons, he can have some star streaks post-canon. As a treat (for me))

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dose anyone else look back onto past thoughts and think of those thoughts again? right, that probably didn’t make sense but it turns out I ship nutmeg tiger cookie with black sapphire cookie, I also ship silver bell with black sapphire cookie but….idk anymore… can someone kill me pls?

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LOL GET DOXED YOU FREAKING NERD!!!

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I think I missed a chapter….since when did silent salt work for golden cheese 😭😭😭😭😭

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here they are, I got home like 2 hours ago but I forgot… so anyway don’t mind the ages there for my au that I’m to lazy to write