shinebrightlikea-sapphire :
Weâre okay? Iâ [ That had been a kind way of putting it. Sheâd needed space⊠But Sapphire knew that wasnât true. The last thing sheâd needed was space but once sheâd set her mind to it- to pushing almost everyone away- there was no going back. If she stopped calling Jake when she was in trouble, sheâd get into bigger trouble and then for one night only the music would be so loud she wouldnât be able to hear her own insufferable thoughts. There would be no one there to save her. No one who would always be there, no questions asked, every time. Sapphire had wanted to spare him from it, from her worst but now he was here. Now she could touch him again and find comfort in his overly-concerned eyes. ] Jake. You- Yeah. Yeah, Iâm fine. [ With that, sheâd leaned ever so slightly, ever so gently into the hand in her hair. She closed her eyes, her head starting to shake as she willed herself not to cry but⊠Sapphire pulled away from his touch enough to look at his arm properly, almost reaching out to touch it. Toxic attraction. ] You are. And I- I donât deserve it. Iâm not⊠I am a terrible person. Oh my god, I- I justâ I donât. So please, just⊠[ But she couldnât ask him to stop being there for her. ]
Of course we are... Weâre Sapphire and Jake. Weâll always be okay. [ He kept his hand against her face as she leaned against it, wishing there was something more he could do to make her feel better- to stop her looking so sad. ] Hey, donât ever say that. Donât ever talk about yourself like that. [ She had moved away from his hand, but he returned it back to the side of her face, his other hand joining it on the opposite side. ] Youâre one of the best people in my life and you- you deserve the world, Sapphire. You deserve so much more than-... I-... You-...











