Private: HuntJay
I woke up this morning and looked next to me, just like I have every morning the past few weeks, to find you there with me. I had given up on finding this. I never thought I’d be here.
I was always happy for my friends who had found this, I didn’t begrudge them anything, but I was always a little envious. I wanted to find the person I was meant to be with. I wanted to find someone I could give and be everything with without fear. I’d given up on finding that.
Then I met you. From the very beginning I knew there was something about you. I thought you were unattainable, I thought you were straight. Even with that thought in my head I couldn’t deny, at least to myself, the draw I felt toward you. I had hoped when I moved down here that I might get to know you better and even if nothing happened I’d have gained a new friend. But then you asked me out.
I can’t tell you how amazing I felt on that first date with you. It was kind of like everything fell into place. It clicked in a way that it never has. This might sound crazy but I think I knew that night that we would end up here. I knew that night that there was no one else I would ever want.
I love you. I love you more than I could possibly put into words. These last few weeks, living with you, falling asleep wrapped in your arms and waking up next to you have been a dream. I don’t know how I got so lucky to finally find you but I’ll spend the rest of my life doing whatever needs to be done to keep you happy.
You’re everything to me, Hunter Clarington. I trust you with my heart, with my life, with my son. And I will love you for as long as I have air in my lungs.
