Daily Life of a Mommy

Hey :) I am the mom of two beautiful children, I also work full time at a crazy job, and I am in love with and married to my best friend and my rock.

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It's been awhile

Hey :)

Ok so I work full time at Panera Bread as Catering Coordinator.... I have always had a love hate relationship with my job for the 5+ years I have worked for the company.. Mainly hate.

Well recently I am catering AND line support. I have to do all this stuff for catering like marketing, making calls and what not but since people keep getting fired and quitting non stop I have also had to cover for those spots the managers refuse to get covered... Our DM has recently started treating me as I don't exist which is bullshit! He says I am using excuses for not getting things done. Really mother fucker! Then all Of A Suddden I Am Just in trouble for random shit. Got in trouble todAy for prepping fruit for an order..... I am just so done. After bending over backwards and doing the job of 2-4 people everyday Ok you get is shit on. Time to move on! 

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I’ve always hated the feeling of wanting to go home even when I was physically where home was supposed to be. I finally found home, I just had to learn that home isn’t a place, it’s a person who loves you, who is always there for you, who will never leave.

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It's Been Awhile

So it has been quite some time since I have posted. A lot has happened. ☆ We got married back in February 😍 ☆ Our daughter turned 1 in April 🎉 ☆ Work has gotten more insane then ever Marriage hasn't felt any different except it is official now. Marriage is hard work. It's like once it becomes official things seem to go from good to bad in 60 seconds or less sometimes. I am learning very fast that communication is the biggest issue we have at times. Life gets crazy and with him being gone all week and I am working full time, crazy hours, taking care of 2 kids under the age of 4, and taking care of the house time slips by. We work 2 completely different schedules and a lot of days it's hard to talk by time I get home. We have had a few fights that almost cost us our marriage because he feels like he is left out and I feel like he doesn't listen. Now I am far from an expert and I am learning as I go, but when people tell you communication is key to a happy and healthy relationship it is soo true. We are working on our issues slowly and working on talking more when we can. It's still a long road but I am willing to do what I can because I love this man more than I can ever explain. Next week vacation starts for us and we are hoping this helps. We are staying home and just spending time as a family. Until next time ♡

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Friday Night

I know it is Saturday but I didn't get a chance to write last night. We went and got our marriage liscence last night :) It was awesome! But then after ee got done with that my fiance said we had to go to his moms house. Now I am not stupid, I figured out what was going on with out him saying anything. So we get there and no one says anything, acting like a normal visit and then it comes up that HE called this meeting of "why everyone is tired of your shit" meeting. Of course I get upset and of course I am erong about anything and everything and they just make me feel horrible. Well we get done with the bullshit meeting and come home. I'm still upset by it and just ignore him as much as I can. It is so irritating when they pull this crap because I am always in the wrong. Even when there is another adult around, I am still lying. It really made me do some more major thinking on if I want to keep doing this crap. Well today seems like everything is back to normal, like nothing in the last 2 weeks has happened. It bothers me because I can not fully speak my mind about things when it comes to her because it just starts more shit. O well, this is life. It is not the worst thing that has happened to me. It a very weird way its the best (other than when this shit happens every few months). Anyways, the kids are taking a nap before going to grandma's house for a few hours tonight while we go to the Racing awards banquet :) I am so proud of him for building a brand new car and finishing the year 2nd. If we didnt miss the one night we would have got the championship! Time to start getting ready :) Hope everyone has a great rest of the weekend!

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Its Thursday :)

I am sooo excited that it is Thursday. That means one more day of work and one more day until my love comes home. It has been a long rough week and today has been the first day that has been a good day. I am getting things done around the house, working on my bouquet for when we get married (alot harder than I expected for what I am trying to do). Spending some time with the kiddos and trying to keep them in one room so they do not destroy the whole house again. Well I have to get back to mommy/wife things :) Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!!

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What A Day

Like the title says.... What A Day... I hope everyone had a great day today! My day was crazy. Work was crazy and once again my bakery things were not done, had a bunch of orders on top of it. Just seems like the bakers do not care about addons lately which makes my job 10 times harder. But I get the job done and on time. Pick up the kids which both seem to be crabby today. Our 3 year old wants to help clean but actually is making it harder to get things done. Our 9 month old is just crabby so she went to take a nap :) On a brighter side of today my soon to be mother in law (as far as I know) hasn't complained about me today. Its still early tho. Any ways, its time to get back to cleaning up the house and working on laundry *sigh* I just can not wait until Friday when my love comes home ♡

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It is funny how I just came by this quote. I am having problems with my soon to be mother in law. Right now it literally feels like no matter what I do, no matter how much I help her, no matter what I say she is going to complain about it..... and 2 weeks before we are to get married.... She has said something to my fiancé (I have no idea and who knows with her) this past week that has now put our wedding on hold. I feel like she is having my whole world slowly crash down in front of me. Slowly trying to take the best thing that has ever happened just slowly disappear. Im slowly starting to just crumble. I seen this and its true. I have to remind myself on this one in the next few days.