Jaylin

I’m 20 and this is a vent/diary account

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Modern medicine/ science is so cool. What do you mean you can swab my mouth and tell me what medicines that I can or can’t take? Probably not foolproof science but I just find it so fascinating.

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Kinda in relation to my last post I find it funny how that guy's lawyer for his DUI was a divorce lawyer and he went to him for... Well yknow, what he ended up doing

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So this is a vent/ thank you letter idk I'm going through it rn

I've been going through such an awful time and an even worse breakup and the last podcast on the left is helping me be put together. Whether it be the new episodes or the ones with Ben (good riddance) they interest me, keep me thinkin about stuff and most importantly to me anyways, laugh and smile even though I feel like they have a very middle school boyish sense of humor. Idc it makes me happy and anything that makes me happy rn is just. Amazing.

And? It feels like youre just sitting down with a group of friends hangin out and talking about the macabre. It makes me feel so much less alone.

So i guess all I can say is thank you for being that little light at the end of the tunnel in such a dark part of my life. Here's to many more years of you guys together (I hope) and tons more laughs.

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I get that asexuality is a spectrum and some people still experience that attraction but can people or bots please stop posting under that tag. I want silly memes and relatable posts not unwholesome. And this is coming from a demisexual person

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If you let your friends and family be assholes to your partner you are a bad person

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I’ll never be good enough for anyone

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I need someone to tell me he’s not worth it

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I want him to ask me

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You fucking liar

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He said he loved me first

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I know it’s for her.

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He finally came over yesterday

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I actually believed he’d come over today

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He actually initiated a call today

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Day 3 (it’s actually been much more but this is when I started posting on here so I’ll give him some leeway)

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It doesn’t hurt him to be away from me for this long.