jay

25 my words are my voice ao3 & tiktok: jaywritesandwrites

[jaywritesandwrites]

Giving another old poem a second life :)

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Do you know how bad this mercury microwave has to be for an avoidant like me to seek therapy

[luminote]

I burn for you. I wonder if you're warm enough.

[robertjw4688]

"Sometimes I am the Problem"

I am furious at the noise

from which I refuse to remove myself

and I am despondent

at the surrealism

of the razors

that I'm too scared to throw away.

Sometimes, I am the problem.

I could conquer every atom

with nothing but a cloud

to my name

but I refuse to learn

how to drift like it can

because the weight

of stasis

seems more like a cold hug

than the abstraction

of healing.

[jaywritesandwrites]

I’m not sure who I am anymore. Or what I’d like to be. I sure miss the beach. I miss swimming in the water. I should start there, where the fish are at. All that roaming must lead to safe land eventually.

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Nothing is truly interesting anymore. I wish I could delete everything and disappear. Let the darkness win this time, once and for all.

That’s what people don’t understand. It’s either I distract myself, or I die.

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[alecsnotalex]

genuinely one of my fav poems now, i keep coming back

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[vamprisms]

being online is so scary aren't you guys worried about the world wide spider

[redfagdiver]

It took 36 years for someone to make this joke and by god it was worth the wait

[jaywritesandwrites]

Oldie but a goodie 🍎🍊

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