celestial blues @jboyd - Tumblr Blog

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howdy, i’m m! i use this tumblr as a means to exorcise my obsessions with art, philosophy, and film. my favorite of their intersections is 1999’s perfect film: ravenous.

i post art here (wips here) and sometimes i post observations or photo edits here.

there will be nsfw things like gore, violence, and sometimes sex. personal thoughts are here and posts i want to hear thoughts on live here. when i put too many long thoughts in the tags i mark it with this.

mutuals or those so inclined may ask after my other socials, but i really just frequent letterboxd. i work at a movie theater running 35mm and that’s an occupational hazard.

happy browsing!

-m

#all the hits

everyone should be very impressed because figuring out animating in CSP is hard!!!!!!

#wip #working on it!!!!!#one day i’ll be decent at it #clip studio paint #digital art

“Oscar, I’m so sorry.” or I really hope Arthur held Oscar to him after he cut his fucking arm off

#my art #malevolent podcast #oscar malevolent #arthur lester #digital art #clip studio paint

jboyd

just this much is done but i reeeeeeally like this wip

jboyd

i keep picking up more hours bc i’m a glutton for punishment but here’s an update no one asked for

#your honor i love them #literally cried relistening again today to ‘the farm’ AGHHHH #what kills me about threshold is the oscar of it all #like it’s so so so so painful to me #digital art #malevolent podcast #tw blood

just this much is done but i reeeeeeally like this wip

#whole layer for blood #(as always)#you know how it is #wip #digital art

nicollekidman

this wouldn't be happening if i had a mentor that was deeply interested in me and my life and guided me with a firm hand even when i was overwhelmed. whatever.

#every mentor i’ve ever had has been a huge disappointment to me #bummer #long tags

fridgrave2-0

the moment your eyes meet the stars in the sky // awakens the dreamer that's lost inside

#the gaze here and the vibes are so fucking rich #i mean i don’t even go here but the coloring and composition and general energy go so hard i’m ????#painting #love

“A lure?”

“Fish, Arthur, now caught! Caught is such a poor word. You know, you’re not caught. You’ll leave alive and alone and… and… afraid.”

#malevolent podcast #arthur lester #kayne malevolent #digital art #my art #arkayne #ok now it IS finished!#i’m free!#just had to take a little break in order to come back w fresh eyes #clip studio paint #tw blood

long time enjoyers of this blog may breathe easy, i am at last returning to my roots (drawing weird ravenous stuff)

#colored pencil #wip #ravenous 1999 #R #captain john boyd #boydives

bronyya

Hiii I'm still alive and kickin'

Anddd back to drawing after a whole month

#mmmmmthe texture is so yummy i want to touch it #looks sooooo good

spooksier

did you want to talk to her? did you want to talk to nikki?

this is a sign, go see obsession

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#oh whoa this rocks #painting #obsession

it’s not shocking to me that i have to frame things like this for myself, but rather, funny— have gotten myself to eat better and observe proper nutrition primarily hinging on the premise that if i eat better and take better care of myself i’ll have more energy / clarity and therein more time to work on my art.

#which matters more to me than anything else #you would think that i would just do it to do it #but i need greater motivation somehow #grimacing through raw carrots while drawing like ‘this is for you! so look the way i see in my head or else!’#self txt post #my boyfriend hasn’t been taking great care of himself either and i want to set a good example for him as well i guess