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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Bobby Nash Characters: Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Howie "Chimney" Han, Maddie Buckley Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Smut, Getting Together, Depression, Panic Attacks, Nightmares, Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley, Protective Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Dom/sub Undertones, Top Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bottom Evan "Buck" Buckley, Kidnapping aftermath, Mentioned Daniel Buckley, Derealization, Buck is having a Bad Time (TM), Identity Issues, Blood Kink, Codependent Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has an Oral Fixation, this is both Sad and Smutty, Compliant until 9x13, Demisexual Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure, Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads, Bobby Nash is Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parent, No Beta We Die Like Bobby Nash, unfortunately, Body Worship, did i mention codependency, Possessive Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Suicidal Evan "Buck" Buckley, just a little Summary:
After the kidnapping, Buck comes home alive, but not whole, because somewhere in that basement, the line between him and Derek dissolved, and now Buck can’t quite tell where he ends and where Derek begins anymore. Eddie is there to help him figure it out. *** [How fucking crazy and pathetic is it? To be jealous of Derek? Derek who’s in a coma and likely won’t ever wake up. (Evan’s mother never cut his sandwiches diagonally, she never put cold compresses on his forehead when he was sick, she never cradled his face between her hands when he was upset, she never- She’d never kidnap someone else to impersonate her kid. (No, God no, his mother would just make another kid to use as a donor for the kid she did want.) (Spare parts, defective parts, love me anyway, an endless list of broken bones and the same bike that killed Derek.) Christ. His mother would never do what Bonnie did. (Not for Evan, anyway.)]
