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Don't mistake your loudest inner voice for the correct one. The loudest voice is simply the one you've followed the most. But the correct inner voice is the one that reminds you of your power and potential.

[jehwriter]

I always thought that life is two days and you have to make the most of it. You read it and think "what they usually say." And it's like that, we have it in our head but like in a background, until life changes you completely from one day to the next and something makes you see it differently. When you have to say goodbye to someone forever without planning, without being prepared, without wanting to. That's when you know for a fact that life can end overnight for real. It's not a topic, it's like that. Life flies and we don't know if it will end tomorrow, in a while, or in a while.

"Don't ever go to sleep angry or without saying I love you," a woman once told me with her heart in pieces while saying goodbye to the one she loved most.

Since that day I have it burned into my head.

Live like there really is no tomorrow, and really do it. Forget about bad excuses, make time for those who are really worth it and do it now, stop arguing over trivial things and put aside the pride that makes you lose important things.

[jehwriter]

One of the many stupid feelings humans are capable of having is the private, repulsive rage of seeing someone getting support and sympathy for a problem no one helped you with when you were having it, either because you didn't have anyone or because it never occurred to you that you could ask for help. Suddenly the world seems to split into two the realm that contains people like them, the connected and loved and the realm that contains you, the miserable and the alone, who must suffer in solitude. This is sufficiently horrible that you start grasping for reasons to make this reality acceptable, and a mentally available one is that it is superior to be in the miserable solitude realm, that the problem is one that should be solved with self sufficiency and dignity. That this other person is pathetic for being aided and loved when you were not. Scorn is more palatable than confronting the notion that you could have received aid (if you had made different choices or been luckier), that you desperately wish you could have been aided but were not. Scorn is more palatable than the howling hunger for things to have been different for you. So your mind chooses scorn. It is also a bad place to be. Human existence is full of such traps.

[jehwriter]

Everyone wants flowers, but who's watering the garden?

[jehwriter]

how many questions are you holding onto that don't need answering? we are all so fixated on finding answers to our questions that we forget to ask ourselves if those questions are even worth answering. how many questions are you still holding onto from years ago that you probably don't care about anymore because your life has completely changed since then? but you are still spending your energy on them and stressing yourself over it. because if you think about it - finding an answer to a question you have is generally the way out of it. but if you let go of the question entirely, you won't have to look for an answer anymore. how many questions are you holding onto that you should already have let go?

[jehwriter]

read somewhere that communication isn’t the key, comprehension is, and i SO agree. ever tried communicating with someone only to see them getting all defensive and taking it personally? might as well talk to the wall then. and funnily enough, these are always the same people talking about the importance of communication smh.

#jehwriter

[jehwriter]

everyday you see through someone’s BS and everyday you pretend not to understand for your own mental peace. that’s what life is basically.

[jehwriter]

If you're the one who cares a lot in any relationship and can just sense it in the way they text, that there is something off even though when you ask them, they'd shrug it off, saying you're the one overthinking, but eventually there ALWAYS turns out to be something – God, I so want your racing heart to ease down a little and feel light again because I know it sucks.

[jehwriter]

Endlessly grateful to you woman. Thank you for making me feel like the most special person in this world, for giving me more things than I could ever ask for, for being my home, for believing in you, for being my disappointments, for being part of my life, for being my hope, for believing again and for being my losses. Because your the most beautiful woman you could ever meet in this world. glad we met you somewhere in this world. All the way I want to be, all the dreams I want to make, all the dreams that I want to dream are you, no matter what, don't leave me in the dark, I have a life that belongs to you.

[jehwriter]

listen, there's this quote that if you're raised with an angry man in your house, there will always be an angry man in your house, but what it didn't say is that you will become that angry man in your house and by the time you realize it, you'd be so broken and exhausted that it will take you years of therapy, breakdowns, and rebuilding to detach yourself from the rage, only to always find it lingering, always.

[jehwriter]

Like I couldn't love you more, but knowing I wanna keep doing it.

Because no matter what time, place, or what happens, I will always want to hold your hand.

I feel safe there.

❤️‍🩹

[jehwriter]

i know people who grew up with adults who didn't know how to show love often get scared every time there is a change in tone in that one person's voice - i wish I could hug you and tell you that you are enough, you are enough, you are enough, like a mantra. ❤️‍🩹

[jehwriter]

Agar shuru se shuru karu,

Toh iss baar mohabbat ho jaegi kya?

Tere pasandeeda gaane sunau

Toh tu meri ho paegi kya?

Ek shaam chai par tujhe bulau,

Toh gulabo se bara guldasta le aaegi kya?

Laal chudiyan dekar tujhe manau,

Toh tu unhe pehenkar itraegi kya?

Kuch baat kehni hai tumse,

Toh thodi der ruk jaegi kya?

Agar shuru se shuru karu,

Toh iss baar mohabbat ho jaegi kya?

[jehwriter]

One of those times when you are, without being. Sometimes the tear drops down your cheek and your heart shrinks. When memories run through your head. And you don't know whether to laugh or cry. Like a want and can't. One of those times you look back, and you don't anymore. Nothing is the same anymore. When there are empty corners that were always full. And moments you'd want to repeat. Like a knot in the stomach. And the powerlessness of not being able to go back. One of those times when you need a hug, but the one you want to give, can't give it to you anymore. Like when you miss, and you still haven't learned how to say goodbye. Spend the time that passes.

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When the impossible becomes possible if we stand hand in hand. When it doesn't matter where, if it's with you. When the going gets tough the road gets tough, but we have each other. As we are two being one. When "tell me, I'll hear you" is something that seems insignificant but saves you for a moment. When in a hug you want to stay, forever. And a kiss recharges the batteries you felt drained. When the support is unconditional, and knowing we're not alone is a bandage in the heart. When you know that's love, and you don't need to explain why. Because maybe there are no words. When it doesn't matter what, we'll be there for the good, the bad and all. When we want, we talk about a lot and good. In the best way we know how. And about taking care of ourselves, no need to say it. When love has a name and surname. And the us becomes everything.

When you just, yeah.

And that's it.