we like yorushika here

[jellyfish-planet]

hi (>w<) im mizi (she/her) and welcome to my blog!! i have no idea what i post, just whatever comes to mind i guess? i will talk a lot about yorushika and my system though, those are pretty much my favourite things ever!

no dni or byf or anything. i just ask you be respectful.

oh also I LOVE MY WIFE!! @sayonara-princess

credit for stamps to weblily and neosprites (⌒‐⌒) and the divider is by strangergraphics !!

[butterfly-melt]

till blushing moodboard

[pukicho]

I intend to pour resin over everything so nothing ever changes again

[whereisthe-heart]

how it feels to be the character and talk about your opinions on the character

[jellyfish-planet]

so many things... that i want..... wawawaaaa

[whereisthe-heart]

gguruuhhurhurhu the amount of merch i want rn so bad is killing me

[jellyfish-planet]

oh my god why is he like. perfect

[froflossy]

Jellyfish miku!!!🐬🌈✨

[froflossy]

Also did a little animation of jelly miku a while ago :3

[loomoonya]

🖤

[jellyfish-planet]

idk i just need to get it off my chest i guess. sometimes i just have to wonder if people will still like me if they see all of that, which makes me not wanna talk about it. but i just cant pretend to be anyone but myself. i guess i dug my own grave and its my responsibility to lie in it

[jellyfish-planet]

its all. still. just weird. i guess.

i guess i never really felt right before those comics dropped, like i was missing something about myself. then when they did it was like, oh, thats where it went. but at the same time, it was like i just changed. maybe im just retroactively misremembering how it felt at the time. but it was weird, and it was terrible. one day i didnt remember any of it, and the next i was grappling with the memory of hitting sua in the face. what the hell? it was like, "how could i have done that to her, thats terrible" but i knew it was still me who had done it. everything ive been since has just reaffirmed that i am still angry and violent and the same way i ever have been (i havent hit her again though, i promise).

and the way people talked about us changed so much too. like everything was so harsh all of a sudden. it was all about blame and who was "okay" to like. it felt like i couldnt trust that the people around me still liked me. i think it was easier to worry about the others than sit with my own fears. i guess i just didnt want to be myself anymore.

[jellyfish-planet]

i just cant ever be upset with sua idk

[jellyfish-planet]

i wonder what kind of person people think i am

[jellyfish-planet]

like idk. i like being plural. but i want to hug them all. i want to hear them snoring and laughing and i want to feel their tears when i wipe them away and i want to feel the warmth of their skin and run my hands through their hair. i dont dislike being plural because thats why i have them, but i miss these things, and i hate how this body just doesnt feel or look like mine.

[jellyfish-planet]

i wish we could have separate bodies. not all the time. not that i dont like being plural. but i want to like. really feel and see them all you know :( in a way i cant right now.

[jellyfish-planet]

she's so cuteeeeee

[jellyfish-planet]

my sua!!!!