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marlo personal and kin blog. things i am include a sheepie dolly/plushie and mafuyu asahina. potentially others but i got a job im not thinking too hard about it all. just think of me like a Thing.

i vent here sometimes, other posts are just more personal, please ask before you reblog anything.

#🗝️#🍎#🐑#mar post #posting this for a pinned in case i get some courage and let more ppl onto this sideblog again

illi-tism

does anyone else’s moral ocd manifest in the form of you scrutinizing the way that YOU feel about pieces of media, e.g. you really enjoyed something but you see other people saying they disliked it for reasons x and y, and you suddenly feel you have to justify to YOURSELF in your own head WHY you liked it and WHY it’s okay that you liked it and yet still feeling like for some reason your opinion and their opinion can’t coexist because you simply MUST be wrong and therefore a bad person and also stupid. or is it just me

#most me post of all time #i dont think i have ocd though

torstherapy

nurse mafuyu is such a marlo card

* ｡°朝比奈まふゆ°｡*

irl posted a repost if ur against rape i can see who doesnt repost btw on his story and i am not feeling great about it

#not ocd but i get it. oh man. hough #tw rape mention

evergreen

god i hate this white ass site sometimes

we-flew-with-it

everyone loves to think of suicidality as this dramatic emergency, but for the chronically suicidal, it just... isn't. it's a regular, often daily part of life. how would you feel if you were told you're not allowed to talk about or mention something that for you is just another tuesday? it'd be pretty frustrating, right?

we-flew-with-it

WOAH WHEN DID THIS ONE GET SO MANY NOTES???

looking through the reblogs definitely made me feel better, it's nice that im not alone in my suicidality. lots of people feel the same way about these things! it's comforting

i honestly forgot why i made the original post but i stand by it. a couple reblogs compared chronic suicidality to hunger, and i think that's an A+ comparison. might expand on it some other time

im too tired for this n i rlly wanna cry abt it

i do get realy scared they’ll stop wanting to pu t up w muffin and/or get mad at me

#it’s irrationalbut

dad yelling at my dog got me scared and woke me up

#:(

i wish they’d jsut tell me the situationalready so i can go back to the closer college and figure out my plan there as well

#bc if this one isn’t gonna give me financial aid either i have to go back to the other one and completely redo my plan for the year #bc if it doesnt matter that im a full time student then im not gonna be one so i can continue working and do some classes for my portfolio #but i cant decide on any of that until i know for sure that this one isn’t gonna give me financial aid either. so fuck me!

if i had known i could have put au characters on my artfight back when i was actually on there i would have gone crazy

#my hw…..

i am so unbelievably frustrated rn