The Left Yellow Chicken

a potrait of unnoticed

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Often misunderstood and mistreated. People hate me for what I am, while others like me in the way that my body and emotion disagree. I become their favourite because of my minor identity and these human just exercising their standard of humanity. My sexuality is rejected, a sin, while in the other hand, I am someone's temporary fetish. Hated but exploited. Normality agreed based on the mayor group consensus and I grow my borderline. This is the reason I make space from social event. And loosing friends or family over divorce or death thickening my lonely. In the society.... put me in sandwich, I bend and fold to cope their pressure. Urdhva Paschimottanasana. #Ashtanga 📷: @esterante

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When we cognitively know it, it's time to reinterpret the subject. I learn that knowledge is layered. When we expand the meaning we can share to others, but when we get deepen the knowledge it transforms us. Yoga Sutras 1.12-1.16:  "Abhyasa-vairagyabhyam tan-nirodhah" Thank you for loaded informations @yoga.karta [📷] @esterante #JnanaYoga #svadayaya #Abyasa #nofilter #abhyasa #vairagya

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I have been dreaming of abduct by the late of my father and my grand-mother from my mom-side. Reading Totem dan Taboo by Freud become relevant now that I am possessed by spirit that has been preserve this heritage. All those fear is just false. "I come as one, but I stand as 10,000" Maya Angelou #Hairgoal.

[jengdelaphoto]

The raising tilts in Adho Mukha Svanasana drag shoulders blade toward each others..... This benefit could be in Padangustasana and Padahastasana after Suryanamaskar A and B. This is the reason to works solid in fundamental pose and not to skip even for one pose. Though this Pincha-pincha di dinding masih merayap, but slowly practitioner expected to drag away from the wall... For me, to drag away from human being teacher and develop my own security is something to celebrate. Between job, injury, failure, life, love, and paying the bill, keep practice. I practice, therefor I am. #ashtanga

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Monitoring and evaluating bandha to work on Bhujapidasana, L-Sit and half vinyasa. Enjoy the process. #ashtanga

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They banned rainbow and said that it is for political state, well..... here something more they need to banned. #TransTatic #TransIsBeautyful #GirlsLikeUs

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Along the way, The universe, indeed, holding my back. It's not about how great the universe, Yet about how humble I can contain to believe It's guidance. I am officially leaving 2017.... [📷] by @nugsantoso13 with acoustically #nofilter Semoga 2018 lebih ikhlas dan ringan menapaki jalan. The fight is over.

[jengdelaphoto]

Enough flexibility, need more strength to teach me to hold my territory. On my journey to find love, now I know what I need more above all. Respect. No I don't need people to accept me with all those templeted middle class kindness (which is affordable). Just respect me and my boundary. Quarter way to my Hanumansana. [📷] @iswanti_suparma [🏡] #iswantiearthbaghouse

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Under the present of my Tara, The Great mother, From Her, all satient and sapien were came from, learn and civil. You, me and our biologica mothers. I look up to embrace my mother quality of nurture and nursing, of forgiving. From Her the food was first offered and Her pouring of acceptance is endless. She is the door in between and end of all journey. I learn to be a childless mother and a tools to access your higher self. [📷] @nugsantoso13 #yoga #tara #Kalasan #yogaeverydamnday #meditation #Mothersday #RedefiningRealness #RedifiningBeauty (at Kalasan, Yogyakarta, Indonesia)

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Because I have curve, I don't fit into certain box. Eka Pada Urdva Danurasana. 📷 @iswanti_suparma 🏡 #iswantiearthbaghouse Beck bend ooohhh beck bend. #yoga #girlslikeus #yogaeverydamnday #yogi #yogini #beckbend #mboh #sengit #wegah #RedefiningRealness #RedifiningBeauty (at Prambanan, Jawa Tengah, Indonesia)

[jengdelaphoto]

Back to basic. Menyisahkan setengah bulan perjalanan mengahiri tahun, semua bahan sudah terbakar dan garis finish sudah terlihat. Berhenti sejenak untuk mengingat niat, kembali mengingat sejauh mana pembelajaran didapat. Semoga awas dan mawas. Terima kasih masih tetap membimbing @omahyogakusuma [📷] By @nugsantoso13 #yoga #hathayoga #yogaeverydamnday #meditation #RedefiningRealness #RedifiningBeauty

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Scroll down for English: Saya bangun jam 4 pagi dan mulai latihan yoga. Saya juga melakukan sebaik mungkin dalam berusaha mencari uang. Saya rawat dan jaga apapun dan datang dalam hidup. Semua capaian saya adalah milik saya. Saya tidak tertarik mewakili kelompok tertentu maupun ideologi khusus dalam pencapaian tersebut. Dan saya tidak punya tujuan mengilhami orang lain. Jika ada orang yang merasa terilhami karena saya, hal tersebut merupakan hal yang baik (bukan bagus), namun sediakan waktu untuk mawas dan mencari tahu identitas mana yang diagungkan hanya untuk melihat kebawah dengan congkak. Saya hanya berusaha dan tidak tertarik menyenangkan orang lain. Menjalani hidup jadi lebih ringan dengan pola pikir demikian. Saya tidak dibatasi oleh tubuh, tapi dibatasi oleh norma-norma yang (percayalah) dibuat oleh manusia. I wake up 4 in the morning to stand on my mat. I work and stay commited on what I work. I manage and nurture what in my hands. My achievement is my own achievement. I don't mean to represent certain group or ideology. By means I don't intend to inspire anybody. If in particular way, I inspire you, it's a good. At the same time you need to check which part of your identity you benefit with. I just do my worse and my best. I mean no impress anybody and life is easier that way. I don't limit by my body, but man-made custom and norm are limited me. #RedefiningRealness #RedifiningBeauty

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Eeehhhhh ada mantan liwat. Saya kamuflase dulu biar dikira bu dhe nya Tripid di sebelah. Tripod handstand Mukha Hasta Sirsasana A. Caturangga dikuatin..... Zzleeepppp... Perut masuk...... Berat pindahin ke bahu... Jangan ke kepala... Napas nyantai.... #Yoga #inversion #ashtanga #girlslikeus #yogapostureoftheday #fitbody #Repost from @pasarbuahtangan with @regram.app ... Human tripod @ajengherliyanti 😻 #PasarBuahTangan4 #RumahMaguwo

[jengdelaphoto]

My (half) journey to yoga has been like a lifeline. With low budget, someone managed to open door and offer me their room. It helps me reinterpret the term of "Rejeki/Rizky/sustenance". The sustenance may still be something material, but it's not always something in associate with money, belonging or ownership. Most of the time it's someone else possession for you to rend or lend. This state helps me to work on practice toward attachment. And while I am busy touching someone's lotus (read= find a teacher), someone always approach and touches my lotus. Ndudut after my practice #yogafit #dailypractice #yogisofinstagram #bhakti #akukangenjuga #ashtanga #insta #BotManaBot #GirlsLikeUs

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After 3 years; today my teacher pass my Bhujapidadana. Ini kelas Mysore saya pertama kali setelah latihan yoga selama 3 tahun. Benar-benar merasa selimut energi yang berbeda sejak pertama kali masuk. Entah mengapa, Suryanamaskar jadi sangat enteng sekali, jump back jump up jadi tanpa usaha extra dan 20 kali push up di Chaturangga (5 kali Suryanamaskar A 15 kali Suryanamaskar B) dada sama sekali tidak menyentuh lantai. Injury seperti di pergelangan tangan kiri, lutut kanan dan bahu atas kiri juga tiba-tiba hilang dan gak pernah protes lagi selama series pertama. Saya dihentikan di Urdva Mukha Paschimottanasana (kurang 1 Asana lagi sampai seriesnya lengkap) dan berhasil melalui finish sequence dengan lengkap. Terahir adalah berkenalan dengan gurunya yang sangat sopan dan sabar. Terima kasih untuk undangannya @ala dofier dan teman sekaligus guru @ Two core principles Abhiyasa= Practice Vairagya= Non-attachment Berlatilah, pun tidak melekat pada saat latihan-latihan dilakukan. #Repost from @ashtangayoga42 with @regram.app ... At Ashtanga Yoga42 we like to breath and sweat together 🔥🔥 We end the week with a powerful Saturday morning Mysore Class 💪🏻💪🏻 #practice6daysaweek . . Monday : 6.15 AM Led Class 7.30 AM Mysore

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#Repost @rumahrengginang (@get_repost) ・・・ First class at Rumah Rengginang, Vinyasa flow based on ashtanga, with @ajengherliyanti. ° Wednesday, Thursday, Friday (13,14,15 Sept 2017) 04.00 PM ° 🏠Rumah Rengginang - Jl Nyuh Gading 19B, Nyuh Kuning, MAS, Ubud. ° Contact & Information : 081804173686 - Ithonk ° #rumahrengginang #ruangholistik #healingspace #healingjourney #yoga #meditation #soundhealing #pastliferegression #ediblegarden #communitycooking #foodswap #organicgarden #urbangarden #permaculture #permaculturedesign #kedaulatanpangan #plantbasedfood #plantbasedlife #plantbasedcommunity #ubud #ubudbali #ubudlife #ubudhood #explorebali #ubudcommunity #retreatbali #thebalibible #YogaUbud #UbudYoga (di Ubud Village Bali)

[jengdelaphoto]

Your body is your house and your soul is your home. Building deep relation with you is at most and is an urge. When you experience: Hesitations. Fear and anxiety. Being inferior for other. Abusive relation. Cheating lover. Unsupported family. Demanding leader. Challenging friend. Injustice value. Crowded voice. Super broke. Corrupted religion. You know, as long as you breathing, you can always raise once more, accumulate power and claim your ground. Sometime stand strong and tall, sometime flipping up-side-down with disoriented direction. This (counter gravity) Utthita Hasta Padangushthasana (उत्थित हस्त पादान्गुष्ठासन), the first asana in first series helps hips and shoulders join flexor and lengthening the back. Go home. Take a journey deep within you. The longest journey human ever attempt and the travel that affordable. #Yoga #Yogini #Workout #Asana #GirlsLikeUs #Healing #MindBodySoul #Healer #yogaeverydamnday (di Yoga First)