JENSEN-JARPAD

| Beca, 27 |

[commonzinnia]

kinda wanna leave. kinda wanna ghost everyone. kinda wanna rot under a blanket. kinda wanna feel loved. kinda wanna feel wanted. kinda wanna

[perfectfeelings]

“I want someone to tell me that they won’t leave. That I’m worth more than being left behind.”

—

[perfectfeelings]

“I think of you at 2am when I can’t sleep, and I wish you were here, and I wish you were holding me.”

—

[iamsuperkiddo]

[deadbyinsidee]

[brokenflicker]

it's been years and i'm still not okay,

and i think i never will be.

[wishing-for-deathx]

Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[painpoetry]

[sa-dnesss]

[brokenflicker]

"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

[st-a-y]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[sa-dnesss]

“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

—

[perfectfeelings]

“I’ve been hurt more than I’ve been loved.”

—

[sad-empty-lost]

My life

[valentina-poem]