cards | justice rx, ten of swords rx, eight of cups rx, temperance, queen of pentacles rx, seven of swords, the star rx, ace of wands
the public energy around him feels very messy and complicated because i don’t think people fully trust him or fully know what to make of him. it feels like people may see him as somebody who’s made questionable choices before, wasn’t fully honest in certain situations, or somebody who always has rumors, drama, misunderstandings, or controversy attached to him somehow. but at the same time, it also feels like people see him trying to move on from that version of himself or rebuild himself somehow too. for how he actually is though, he honestly feels way more emotional and attached underneath everything than he lets people see. he feels like somebody who has a hard time fully letting go of people, emotions, memories, or situations even when he acts like he’s over it but thinks about it a lot, and maybe beats himself up about it? but he has a lot of endurance. i also think he spends a lot of time trying to emotionally regulate himself and keep himself balanced because he doesn’t like looking emotionally unstable in front of people and they make an even worst impression of him, worried about how people see him. it makes me think he’s way more insecure than he appears to be. i think he cares a lot about control, image, success, stability, and how people perceive him, and because of that he can become very guarded, strategic, avoidant, or secretive emotionally. like somebody who doesn’t show all of himself and keeps certain parts hidden intentionally. and honestly, the hidden energy feels sadder than i expected because the star reversed popping out that strongly feels like somebody who secretly struggles with self-worth, hope, emotional exhaustion, disappointment, or feeling disconnected from himself underneath it all. then the ace of wands makes me think that underneath all that heaviness he still craves passion, excitement, inspiration, attraction, intimacy, creativity, all of that very intensely. hhe truly loves what he does and like there’s still a very alive, passionate side of him underneath the detached or controlled exterior. he's not just brooding, he's a person too and people don't see that.