@jerkncry cont. from here
ahs murder house verse
The temptation to get UPSET is strong. Sherlock has been here for more than 50 years before Ben even arrived alive, and yet he talks about the futility of eternity. He scorns discussion of FAIRYTALES as if Sherlock hasn’t already reached the point where any kind of DELUSIONAL hope is better than reality. But getting upset in return serves no one, and besides. This might just be his first and only chance to talk about HIM.
He starts calmly. “The first thing you need to know is that time may be meaningless to you, but it is everything for me.” He pours himself a drink, sipping and looking down at the glass. “I see him-” he stops himself, forces the specificity even as it burns- “I see SEBASTIAN once a year. On the anniversary of our death. It is the only time he manifests and I have no idea why but I know that I COUNT. And I wait. And so time does mean something to some of us.” Another drink. “The others ask me, sometimes. What the DATE is, and I always know. But they have no idea why I know.”
He can’t quite fathom the idea of seeing the person you loved ONCE a year,
that in itself was some sort of SICK hell. The doctor’s been allowed to keep
HIS own family but at a GREAT price. There’s more to Sherlock than Ben
even cares to admit. When he was alive well, the detective was a bit of a
pain in his ass but, being dead REALLY does expand the mind a bit. Allows
one to perhaps have compassion. So, doctor settles in for a talk about the
other’s DEAR loved one. “ Alright…so why don’t you tell me how that came
about between the TWO of you because if MEMORY serves me right you
had a wife didn’t you? ”
Hand reaches over as he pours himself more SCOTCH, and takes his time
as brown liquor is swirled around in crystal glass. The good thing about
being DEAD is that hangovers no longer exist, and that pounding that he
would’ve USUALLY woken up with, he doesn’t have to worry about.
“Your wife must’ve found out… ” Glass is brought to lips as he FINALLY
takes a sip of the thing he loves MOST, after his WIFE that is. “ What did
she say to THAT–because correct me if I’m wrong…the idea of being
GAY during YOUR time well, that’s about the WORST thing that could’ve
happened… ”
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