Emo as usual

Hello from Japan! I write a poem in English and Japanese. I draw pics with my fingers. Thank you for your visiting to my place.

[jessisoncleek]

I LOVE YOU,

I love you

I just l love you

I know I love you too much

But I still love you

I love you like a jet stream

because I love you

You can't leave me

You know

You can't lose me

I know

I love you so much

I need you all the time when I stand on this earth

I care about you

Of corse

I care, you are there

You care, I am there

We spent a time for a while

Everything is crystal clear

I will stand by your side

I will I will I will

Tell me when you are ready

I am ready

I adore you so bad

Why are you so cute, kind and lovable

You are made from love

LOVE LOVE LOVE

HANDSOME HANDSOME HANDSOME

You are my precious

You are my only exception

No song describe our love song lyrically

Emotion tense Emotion attraction

Emotion tenderness Emotion intimacy

Emotion fondness Emotion attraction

I will never forget about you

I will never I will never

I do wish you will get a golden chance which leads you grand future

We will protect you at all cost

You are gonna success

You are gonna be happy which means true happiness

You are gonna be satisfied with your future

You are gonna be healthy

You are gonna be leader who light on our path

You are gonna get everything what you want

I NEVER FORGIVE ANYTHING WHICH BRINGS YOU DOWN

SHAMELESS MEN, THOSE SHAMELESS MEN

YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING WHICH MAKES YOU BECOME A REAL MAN

YOU ARE THE PRINCE WITH GOLDEN HEART

I could be your anything confort you

I could be your everything you want

Thank you for being my lover

I love you so much

I will always love you,

my lover

[jessisoncleek]

[jessisoncleek]

Vibes...

Completing reading Harrry Potter series in English was high challenge for me and I did it ♪

[jessisoncleek]

Sailing to the forest at the speed　of light

🌲🌲　　　　🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲

〜　〜　〜　〜　　〜　　〜　〜　〜　〜〜

❤️　〜　〜　〜〜

I love you

You saved my life　〜〜　〜　〜

You are my twin soul right?

I will always love you unconditionaly

I miss you. I adore you. I need you. I'm yours.

　　　　　　 How are you?

I wish your 　〜　〜　〜

joy　　　　〜　〜　〜

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[jessisoncleek]

Night Breeze

At the sunset I think about you

When the night breeze touched your cheek what do you think about?

When I ate a rice ball on the bench at near by the station I look at the sky with band like clouds thinking about you.

How do you think about me?

Even if you don't like me with the same way as mine,

I love you

Night breeze flattered my hair

My hair was dancing with flow of the wind

Night breeze dryed my tears which ran down because of my fault in the past

Night breeze was inhaled by my lungs

My body regenerate for me of tomorrow

Night breeze smells like hope and lonelines

Night breeze comfort my childness

Night breeze smells like your skin

Night breeze comfort my ego

I am thinking about you bathing in autumn night

Even if you change your mind about being with me,

I love you

Love

Jess...

[jessisoncleek]

Wind

The wind smelled like dirt which buried sweet potatos under the ground

The wind touched my forearms tenderly whispering "Let me love you"

The wind made leaves sway away saying

"I know your All of guilty.

All of wellness.

All of sacrifice.

Let go your karma. Do it"

The wind punched my head again and again

I said "You mean!"

The wind said "hahahah!"

The wind makes your hair fluttered

I smelled your shampoo and hair gel

"Oh my.. "

The wind melted snow which covered on mountain

and made river pond and geyser

The living things bloomed

The wind said again "Let go your karma. Let go your past. Live as you"

When the wind stopped I felt silence, real silence.

There is just me alone.

I can hear my breath violently.

But just a pause

I felt connect with collective conscious

Every thing is myself

Myself is everything

I love you my boyfriend

[jessisoncleek]

On the train

clouds on the sky are telling me

"Jamp to over the moon"

"Take a risk"

"Flow in the river to know reality"

"You are gonna make it!"

[jessisoncleek]

It tastes like summer

あなたの声がチカラになります

世界につづけ パレスチナ国家承認

時代や政治に翻弄されてきたパレスチナのガザ地区。

イスラエルの侵攻によって、移動生活を余儀なくされるガザ市民。

インフラも食糧も医療もまったく足りていない。

ガザ市民を徹底的にコントロールするイスラエルの異常なまでの執拗さ。

どういった人間がこんなことができるのだろう。

世界中の誰もが健康に生活し、教育を受け、仕事をもって、仲間と笑いあったり、夢をもって目標に向かって励んだり、愛し合ったり、家庭をもったり、ひとりの人間として尊重されるはずなのに、その自由を強奪されてしまった。

海の向こうのことだと考えるけれど、海の向こうでは血が流れている。

子供、お母さん、お父さん、おじいちゃん、おばあちゃん。

みんなだいじ。みんなしあわせじゃないとだめなのに。

すいかの時期だからこそ立ち止まって考えたいと思う。

ジェノサイドが許されていいのか。

地球人類すべての人が平和について今、答えを迫られているように思う。

[jessisoncleek]

Burning Red

2025年8月12日 23:38

Red dragonfly flys to my head

I did not red magic lily bloomed at slope of lawn

Red sunset bathe in water surface

Waving from ocean sounds make me occured of my childhood

When my mom who embrace me, dad who teach me loneliness, friends who played so

hard with me. We did even pranks

Sea breeze brush jently on my cheek smelling of solt

Breeze says "Live"

Grabing sand of coast strongly

Punched ground

My skin peeled and bled

Why am I permitted to live

I would give my life to who is more great than me

Why am I alive

For what

Red bloods made beads then run down on my back of my hands

Peace, love, angels

Deception, ego, secret society

Every thing I done sounds hypocrisy

Were those action right?

I meditate for Earth

I wish our mother Earth will survive from this 3D world and climate change

I am sorry for neglect you

Eating apple gives us chance to exam our lesson for next reincarnation

I want to scream "There is nothing I can do!"

"I am hopeless little sad human"

" But I don't want to die!I don't want to die. I don't want to die."

"I am scared death I am scared."

Tough time makes soul strong

Meditation makes me strong

Things I can do is giving love to everyone?

I pray every day

Next morning I will live as Me who independent man eating bread with strawberry jam

Jess

[jessisoncleek]

ただの日記です This is just a journal

Jess

2025年8月11日 22:15

2025/8/11

City

How can I draw this night view

Shining light on black night campus

Building building

People in those building is breathing

These view occured me of your jentleness

I don't have a crew to find you even if these light

I want to say "we ain't ever getting older “ like young girl

I miss those era 2010s

I became more adult

It feels like society is coming with blade and threaten saying "Grow up! If you can't, I make you be miserable and end you!“

I am frightened but did nothing

How lazy I am

I am scared

I am scared to be exposed in society

I don't want to be judged

I don't want to be bullied

I don't want to hurt someone

I don't want to be noticed my shadow

Ah please god

Tell me why I was born

You experience my life as observer

My reality is also your reality

Why did you decided me to experience in this 3D world?

Please teach me

Beyond the sea

The district is bombed

Without foods

Tears, scream , be robbed future

They believe god

Why did you decide to people there be suffered so much

You saying those are lessons for human species?

But it's too cruel

I pray for god

I pray for people

I pray for my self

I pray for my mother

I pray for my father

I pray for sensei

I pray for my grand father

I pray for my grand mother who passed away

I pray for earth

Hope the winds of change will change a mind

I love you

Jess

[jessisoncleek]

I love you

This time I don't expect anything return

I didn't know how powerless and strong I am　at the same time

I appreciate whichever brought this feeling to me

It could be vibration? speed of light? or life form in out of space?

I love you so much

I miss you

[jessisoncleek]

What's the matter babe,

What's the matter?

[jessisoncleek]

Instant karma's gonna get you..!

There will be an answer let it be!

Love doesn't come in a minute!

..my current bives..

McLennon

[jessisoncleek]

What is heritaged on DNA

Fierce ego or traumaic incident?

Is junk DNA still junk?

Every single existence is vibrating

Why I was born mother...

[jessisoncleek]

A little rhapsody for you

　 hesitation

Every second of every day

I love you

I don't want to miss every piece of you

I need you

I protect you

I stand by you

I can't hide my passion for you

I can't resist my craving for you

My heart is pounding and my breath is fast

I feel a tightening in my chest

I love you truly

Do you know how much I love you?

more! more! more! and more!

When I look up the dark sky the moon is shining

When I look up the blue sky the sun is shining

We are in the same planet

I love you as the cosmos

I am so lucky to know about you

Thank you for your kindness

Thank you for your generous

I love you from the bottom of my heart

More than words

Love

Jess…

[jessisoncleek]

We share

kindness

We share

fondness

We share

loneliness

We share

eagerness

We share

thoughtfulness

We share

timelessness

I mean just

I love you

[sami--onley11]

When you first learned about your gender identity or orientation, did you feel it was

Something that confused and frightened you at first?

Something that confused and frightened you at first?

Voting ended onJul 4, 2025

To the LGBT community, to all those who have a little sense, read carefully and don't get tired of talking about Gaza. The ground operation in Gaza has expanded in recent days and the bombing has become more random, death is at every moment, fear is everywhere, hunger has spread more than before, and every day 29 children die and the death toll is increasing more and more. Unfortunately, the silence is also getting worse and no one is moving, and Gaza is only on the screens and everyone has forgotten it. Gaza is no longer important at all, and your neglect to donate to my family and spread this message on Tumblr is one of the reasons that makes me more sad. I don't force anyone to do anything, but move your conscience and feelings [Don't leave us ✊🏼]

[sami--onley11]

Why don't you donate? We are dying. Don't leave us.