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Jeremy Henry 22

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Okay, so here goes: 

 I’d like to start off by saying that I love you guys. Being able to interact with you all and just getting to know you as people has been an amazing privilege. And that I’m just going to be writing down what comes to mind because I honestly have no idea of how to do this?? 

  Ever since I first joined Kent, I have been very anxious. Partly, because it has been awhile since I’ve rped. Also because I’m a very anxious person, who most of the time doubts herself tremendously. And I did doubt myself a lot being here, which sucks. I have a lot of things going on in my life which happen to very stressful, and kent was a very good distraction. I thought I could handle it. You can’t avoid real life forever, though. 

  I realised that I can’t just ignore how I’m feeling about myself, and that I have to work on it and figure out how to love and better myself. I want to move past my anxiety, which is one of the reasons I pushed myself to be here. And most of you helped a lot which was honestly so sweet and amazing. You were all so welcoming and loving and I did start to view you as family. And I do. I actually got quite close with a few of you. All of these amazing characters. You guys are really truly amazing and I’m so thankful to have been able to meet you. 

  I just don’t think it’s fair to have connections with so many amazing characters and then not wanting to be on because of my nervousness and lack of motivation. Just writing this makes me really sad, but it’s something I have to do. So if you haven’t already guessed, I am going to be leaving the rp. I’ve talked to a few members that I’m close with about this and they all said that if I’m truly unhappy that I should leave.

  I have this idea of who I want to be, and there are things preventing me from getting there. And I owe it to myself to try and become that person. It really makes me sad because I do love Jeremy and the bonds that he has with some of the characters here. But it’s for the best. 

Also, I just want to say that I think the admins are amazing. They try so hard and it’s apparent to me that they truly do care about the members here having a fun environment. So cut them some slack, and if you can’t behave, please please just remove yourself so others can be free of ooc drama. It’s honestly so exhausting to have to see and deal with, so just stop. 

Anyway, I guess I should end here? So yeah, unfollow I guess idrc. This really sucks. If any of you ever want to talk, I’m here. If you want to remain in contact you can IM me on here and I’ll be more than happy to give you my kik. I’ll really miss this place. I love you all so much. 

So long from Germy and I.

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“You’re extremely attractive, but that’s not the point,” he said finally looking up with his swollen eyes.

“Thanks,” he said, smiling until he saw the male’s face. ”Hey, you know...I’m a good listener. So, if you wanted to talk I have time.” 

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Ezra caught the basket in both hands and started rifling through for Reese’s Eggs. “What’re you doing with a big ass Easter basket anyway? I know you didn’t put this shit together yourself.”

“It came from home. I wasn’t gonna eat it so I figured I’d try to get of it.” He ran his hand through his hair, watching Ezra dig through the basket. “So thank my mom,” he said dryly.

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“The ground is extremely riveting.”

“I’m not that ugly, man. I promise.”

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“Yes, because please take it was real persuasive, you just looked like a really sad puppy.”

“Still worked.”

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aries: the definition of a fuckboy but they actually have a soul. literally don’t give two shits about the haters and are some of the most loyal friends i’ve ever encountered. have very sudden growth periods. super dedicated to anything they put their mind to. ALSO OH MY GOD SO GOOD WITH THE TONGUE 

taurus: very eccentric, don’t really know how to deal with emotions. get flustered easily but it’s kinda cute. dreamy demeanor. will ignore the hell out of u if u fuck them over. are lowkey terrified of everything but will probs never admit that as they have some weird element of ego tied into that. 

gemini: really chill people when u get to know them but will scare the shit out of u for like six years if u don’t approach them. do not fucking piss them off as they will butcher yo ass with their tongue and hang u up for the rest of the world to see. probably has daddy issues. writers. really physically attractive and everybody is intimidated as fuck by it. dumb as hell in terms of love and will flirt with you incessantly. REALLY FUCKIN GOOD WITH THEIR HANDS LIKE DAMN. 

cancer: big hearts. fuckin adorable little water signs that are likely drowning in a puddle of their own tears. do not know how to fucking flirt to save their lives. their laughs are kooky as hell and i love it. probably smoke weed. u either love ‘em or want to kill them or are in some poorly balanced inbetween.

leo: okay y’all needa settle down a bit. fragile fuckin egos if i’ve ever seen ‘em and react hardcore if u piss them off. pretty over the top with everything. but damn, are some of the most hopelessly romantic motherfuckers i’ve met. will treat you like a fucking god(dess) if u let them. not super good at social cues tbh. good friends to have if u need to be validated. need quality time. 

virgo: y’all are lowkey hoes and give no fucks about it and it’s fucking great omfg. despite that, they maintain an endearing innocence and can be childish af when things don’t go their way but will love u until the end of time. great taste in music. super fucking smart but don’t show it off too often. 

libra: jesus christ okay i love u guys. super understanding and will always try to see all sides of a situation. probably have been through a lot. aren’t afraid to call u on ur shit and are lowkey emotional shawtys that are still trying to find themselves. make really wonderful parents. get crazy excited over little shit and it’s fucking adorable. 

scorpio: don’t fuck with these hoes unless u know urself first. will expose the parts of urself that u didn’t want to see. super gnarly in fights and will love u until the end of time. pretty standoffish and need time alone when emotionally unstable. keep themselves in amazing shape. are the loneliest fucks i know; be kind to them always. are probably in great shape (physically.)

sagittarius: craziest mofos out there. abandon all emotions before going into a situation and can be super impulsive. funny as fuck and always seem to be on another level. push themselves to the limit and usually forget to give themselves a break. ambitious and can get shit done when they need to. 

capricorn: talk about a ride or die. y’all are loyal to the grave and are incredible friends. until u get fucked over. will probably make ur enemies’ life a living hell, sometimes over-the-top about it. can be v athletic. good writers/artists. really interested in spirituality and the ethereal realms. u guys know what to do in bed and flirt hard af. also so fucking funny oh my god. 

aquarius: amazing friends. probably hate u. easily excitable. space cadets 4 life. rly good with animals and love food but probably restrict their eating habits in one way or another. a paradox in that they are fucking driven as hell to get shit done but give zero fucks at the same time. lowkey kinky af. want to kiss everyone. 

pisces: emotional shawtys through and through. physically attractive as hell. not good at romantic relationships. won’t forget about u for a million years. keep their friends close but will push u the fuck away if they get scared. insecure and just want u to stick around.

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“I’m stuffed up on Peeps Marshmallows, but sure, I’d never pass up free candy!” AJ smiles, taking the basket from him, gently. “Anyway, why so glum, Sugarplum? Okay that sounded way better in my head, but seriously, are you okay?”

“Didn’t think you would,” he smiled at the girl. “What do you mean? I’m fine.” He shrugged and put his hands in his pockets.

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“I uh…I don’t eat chocolate,” she started, looking at the person with a weird look on her face. “Or candy period…I’m sorry are you trying to poison a diabetic child?”

“No, not today,” he said, giving her a small smile. “You don’t have to eat it, though. You can just take it.” 

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“What the fuck? Of course I want it, is that even a question.” He reached over and plucked one of the candies out of the basket, unwrapping it and popping it in his mouth. “What’s wrong with it? Is it poisoned? You know how I love poison.”

“Great.”  He tossed the basket at Ezra. “Nah, no poison. Didn’t have the time for that.”

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she skillfully opened a pack of jellybeans, popping a few into her mouth before continuing, “ not a big candy kind of guy ? this is why we’re not friends. other than the fact that you’re so RUDE, germy. ” she paused, narrowing her eyes at him, “ — i guess you wouldn’t, but i know you secretly love me, so you wouldn’t actually poison it either way. am i right, or am i fuckin’ right ? ”

He shrugged. “Maybe it’s because of the fact that you call me germy.” Jeremy smirked at her. “I guess you’ll find out.”

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“Still no. Why are you trying to get rid of it, anyway?”

He deflated after hearing the girl’s refusal. “I’m not big on candy.” 

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Alana took a moment to think before nodding, “Fine I’ll take it for whatever reason it may be.”

“Because of my awesome persuasion skills.”

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Rumor nodded simply avoiding the male’s gaze. “Thanks for the basket. I’m okay.”

“Are you sure? Is there a reason why you won’t look up at me?” Jeremy was now concerned and confused with the other’s behavior.

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“Uh… no thanks, candyman.”

“Okay, now that you’ve called me a murder, you have to take the basket.”

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Alana shook her head, “No, I’m still trying to get rid of the ones my parents sent me I don’t need an extra one in my room.”

“Okay but, hear me out,” he said, stopping for moment to think. “Just please take it.”