fuck deltarune next year it's HAIYAH PUSSY NEXT YEAR YEYESYYESYYAAYYAYAYAAYHYYHYHEAYHAEHHAYYAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay so, I've calmed down a little, as happy as I am about this (and trust me, I really am, I've been shouting this from the rooftops for the past few days, I'm genuinely rly happy abt this!), I am also a little bit uncertain, 2025 has been rough for me especially with finances, stability and relationships, and now I'm looking at the costs and realising it's going to be very tight for me, it's not impossible by any means, but... It's going to be extremely difficult especially being on the tail end of instability all year, along with getting out of two different abusive relationships and being forced into sex work
First half of this year was basically defined by me being moved back and forth between a shitty tiny studio flat and 2 poor hostels where I was sexually harassed by the hostel manager himself, because my electricity was blowing up (literally) and I had no way of getting heating or power at all, I had to sink so much money in staying at that hostel and ordering food there
Not only that, I sunk literally all of my life savings into securing the tenancy for the studio flat in late 2024 and I was completely in overdraft for a while, I had to do sex work to make up for the costs of the electricity+heating failing but even that was barely enough
The second half of this year I finally got a social housing flat after years of waiting, but even then there were issues like actually getting bin collection to work, and I sank so much money into everything prior I had nothing left when I moved here
I did eventually save up money but I'm still making up for the costs, and now I recently got news about my bottom surgery which like I said I am definitely happy about, but I really need some support after how terrible 2025 has been for me, I could save up for bottom surgery from right now, but it's going to be extremely difficult for me to do when I need to also spend that same money on digging myself out of this hole I got myself in
I'll include more details of what I actually need the money for under the cut, but for now I will set a goal:
£5/£3000
I would appreciate if you could reblog this and spare anything ❤️ I really want to get bottom surgery next year but I also really want to not live by the penny for basic costs for the next half year, anything helps, you can donate as little as a pound on this website
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These are the costs which are looming over my head rn:
Paying off my fridge, because old one was too small (which I also had to pay for twice because one of the aforementioned abusers damaged it) and making grocery costs way more than they needed to be
Paying off my wheelchair which I got for my chronic pain and fatigue (ironically partially caused by this whole situation)
New pillow because the one I have right now has deflated and is giving me neck pains
Paying off my desk and chair, I genuinely didn't have an actual fucking desk and chair until this month, I had to use my computer on the floor before which was causing me lots of pains
I still don't have curtains for my windows, it would be nice to have them too
Progesterone which I just started alongside my estrogen and would rather not have to stop so soon after
accessibility features in my new flat such as handrails and crutch stands, etc
just, stuff in general , dustbins, tables and chairs and shelves and stuff, I have so little rn
And of course, the bottom surgery fund itself, not just that but the hotel costs, plane ticket, etc, it's all gonna add up to a lot, so I absolutely need as much money as possible rn
There were also these things recently which I am still financially recovering from, I've already paid these off but only after digging into my already little savings at the time:
my new mattress which I sunk a lot of money into as well, the previous one was causing me pains and was unfortunately soiled due to my incontinence
a crutch for aforementioned chronic pain
shower chair also for chronic pain
wheelchair ramp
waste collection because my local government was refusing to collect my rubbish for the past few months
gas cooker and installation service for my new flat (rly fucking expensive!!!)
temporary internet to do my work on when I had no internet from moving initially into the studio flat
There's so much shit I had to go through this year that I haven't brought up, if you want more details I may be willing to give them, pls dm me for it. :)
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