Dec,22,2017 ''A Dream within a Dream''
I been having those ''dreams within a dream'' and I fucking hate them because if feel like I would never wake up from them or I feel like if I die in them, I will die in real life. This one was more intense than the others ''dreams within dreams''.It started off where I was driving from work and I didn't know how I got there [ I know i was somewhere else, not in my car]. So that made me realize that I was in a dream. So I try really hard to wake up, as I was telling my self to wake up in my head, I started to get sleeper with in this dream. Then I wake up where i'm in my car again but, this time it seems like I feel asleep behind the wheel and got into a car accident. I felt something was wrong with me, like the situation I was in, wasn't real. So, I decided to back my car up, as I was doing that the guy in front of me was getting out of his car, then I ram into his car to wake my self up.
Then I wake up again, this time i was in my room, I popped up upper body, feeling relieved. Then I saw this beam of light fly across my room like it was somekinda Sifi movie where the ufo fly off and you can see the bright lights move to one side of the room, to the other. I turn over and stared out of my window seeing that it is dark outside, I could see the night sky but in the distance I could see a door, i think it was two big siding doors, on the other side of that door it seem like it was morning. I felt like I was in a big testing room, it was like i was in some kinda alien spaceship but I know I wasn't, I don't know how I knew, but I felt it, so I guess I wasn't up yet. I felt like I was up, but I didn't feel alive, it felt like I couldn't feel. So I started hitting myself with a book on my head [ I'm just hammering myself with this hard cover book] and i'm not feeling nothing at all, no pain, just nothing. So, i keep telling my self to wake up and as I do that i feel sleepy again and I can feel myself waking up, just struggling to move my body. I could feel my arm reaching out and my upper body trying to sit up right.
Eventually, I can feel my body move, but I can't get my eyes to open, and i'm screaming to myself to wake up. I can feel that i'm close to waking up to the real reality and I wake up again, and I know i'm still not up because I can still feel empty, so I try again. I'm just so focus on trying to wake myself up, feeling fear that I have no control over it then I just gave up, just for a bit, to not try to fight this so hard. Then, I really woke up... just hate when this shit happen. It makes me struggle with reality and fantasy.
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