[aenslem]

WIDOW'S BAY (2026–) 1.06 "Our History"

[johntylerr]

To Love Me is to Suffer Me - Chapter 10 & Epilogue

the story ends <3

i may do a spin off or continuation one day, i love dear tess, and of course love our monster john. thanks to anyone to gave any chapter a read, it’s been very healing for me writing this. i know it’s no where near perfect but im just proud of myself for writing at all! xoxo

[mournfulroses]

Catherynne M. Valente, from The Bread We Eat in Dreams; "The Red Girl," published in 2013

[joeyclaire]

i'm obsessed with problematic relationships with age gaps where the age gap is the least problematic thing about their relationship

[velvet-lover]

want to crush him up into a fine powder and snort him

[exhuastedpigeon]

Sometimes you hear a song and a fic pops into your head full formed. This is a trap. The fic may be fully formed in your brain, but you still Have to write it down. This is an important step that most people forget about.

[strawxbunny]

sigh i want to feel scared. for sexual reasons

[geryone]

Scared Violent Like Horses, John McCarthy

[johntylerr]

yeah this is sadly doing a lotttt for me

[johntylerr]

the termites in my brain have told me about a story about john inspired by thoroughfare by ethel cain…..

it won’t let me go. i am working on the last and final chapter of to love me is to suffer me. it has taken me a while to determine how i want it to end. why do i want a fic to end so badly with my OC ending up with john?? i cant help it. idk which one yet but lmao

[feyd-meowtha]

[guiltfactory-moved]

the "my favorite character did nothing wrong" mindset is completely unappealing to me because i love thinking about all the things my favorite characters did wrong

[fairycosmos]

there’s no specific reason i enjoy my favourite themes in media

[seraphidae]

cw: implied assault this might be a new low for me. hamish linklater, man that you are... (also on tiktok)

[seraphidae]

CW implied assault i didnt plan on editing jt again... but. sigh. i hate you john tyler (also on tiktok)

[and-fishing-equipment]

in 2026 DO NOT ask yourself whether your art is GOOD

instead ask:

is it SINCERE

was it CATHARTIC

was it FUN TO MAKE

is it MADE BY ME

and don't forget to stay silly

[feral-ballad]

Hanif Abdurraqib, from A Fortune for Your Disaster: Poems; “Lights out tonight, trouble in the heartland”