I look for your face in a crowd. I long to hear your gentle voice, to pick up my phone and see you are video calling me. I miss your gorgeous smile, the one that would always warm my heart and make my day. You were always my safe space, and I yours, the one person who I trust more than anything in this world. The one person I trust with my deepest secrets. We stood by each other through thick and thin, something I have never experienced before from a partner. Usually people would dump me for someone else when I got sick or my health issues played up too much. But you actually stood by me, through it all, and took the time to ask me about my health issues and to get to know me in a way no one else ever has. You own the key to my heart, and it's honestly yours forever. I know I'm not easy to be with, or to love because of my health issues, but you put up with me longer than anyone else ever has. To be honest, you have put up with me much longer than anyone else ever would. There never truly will be anyone else for me, and I know this to be the truth, because when I met you, I know I met my soulmate. We used to stay up all night talking about it, among many other things. I miss our talks, I miss your comfort and I miss feeling safe and loved unconditionally in your presence. I miss you, my love. I know lately we have both had our own mental health and physical health struggles, and I know that with my struggles with how my family have been treating me lately, and my depression and anxiety flaring up massively, that things haven't been easy. I know I haven't always been easy to deal with, but a part of me feels like I'm worth it. I want to be worth it. I cry when I think about everything I have lost, I cry when I think about disappointing you and letting you down. I wish you could understand how much I'm hurting, because I miss you so bloody much. I just want to reach out and hold your hand. I want to feel your heartbeat against my own, and I want you to know that I have always tried my best, and I want to be the partner and man of your dreams. Lee-Ann, you are my spark, my best friend, my soulmate and my everything. Please know my eyes cry rivers, as my heart longs for you. I miss you so bloody much, and I just want to hear your voice again, to see your face and to talk. I want to fix things to make it right, for I yearn for you my love.
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