Life is Troubling

Art blog of obssessive101~ instagram: joy.less.art~ ♡ i have no life so feel free to hit me up

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Some X Japan pixels!

I tried to make these in the style of those hide ones, but these are all based on the Celebration MV~ image on the left is the bigger version and on the right is smaller and similar in size to the hide ones ^^

feel free to use, credit is appreciated!

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in celebration of the latest run of Dracula here's a pic I forgot to post <3

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*wakes up in a cold sweat* hnnn... xiacula

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happy bday to Hide!! 🎉

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Very awesome vampires! 🦇🌕🕷🖤🧛

Happy fifth anniversary to VAV! Wanted to do a piece of all seven as vampires and what better occasion then both Halloween and their anniversary!

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some baron chibis! wanted to draw something before he left TT

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                                                   Junsu pixels!

its my first time making anything like this and it was a bit of a learning curve but it was a lot of fun. can you tell which character each one is supposed to be? :3c

transparent ones below the cut feel free to use with credit!

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im really sorry this blog has been so dead! i draw horrifcally slow sometimes and havent had anything i was happy with enough to post TT

if theres anything anyone wants to see or any requests hit me up!

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Why must your art be "good"? Isn't it enough to explore your medium on your own terms, joyfully?

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wheres all the fics about light being discovered early on leaving everyone dealing with the fact that they never knew light at all and that their relationships with him are lies!!!!

wheres my fics about light being his crazy self in front of everyone!!!!

Where!!!

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Uh, good question.

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shit, i love that, and yet pushing Light into a place where he felt he had nothing left to gain by playing for sympathy in spite of being in a position of no power would be so hard to sell within the bounds of his character.

you have to accelerate him through a bunch of different gates of crazy than he passed through in canon, to get him to rip off the mask and cackle where people can see him. he doesn’t even let the cackle surface where Misa can see. the freedom of expression involved here is antithetical to his whole system of existing as a person around other people, which in turn is one of the primary forces driving his villainy to begin with.

and yet at the same time he does want to be seen, that’s the force behind so many of his dramatics. there’s a tension there that you should be able to make tip over, somehow, with the correct application of forces.

but he only wants to be seen for what he is when it’s a power move, so it would take…a particular sort of anger in a very particular type of context, where twisting the emotional knife on his dad was the only sense of power he had left and for some reason there was no long game left to try to play–like he already had a death written in the Note for tomorrow or something, though he wouldn’t have arranged that this early in the game, that would be his very last-ditch get-out-of-life-in-prison option if he resorted to it at all…

ooh, maybe Misa grew her original personality back and turned on him? if Rem went after him for Misa’s sake, she wouldn’t give him a day to further incriminate her, so that can’t be it. but i like it being Misa, her extraordinarily convenient spontaneous devotion was always one of the most bullshit parts of the plot to begin with.

i kind of want to try to write it now for the challenge alone.

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me: *doesn’t draw anything junsu related for a week*

me: I’M SO SORRY BABY I DIDNT MEAN IT

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the pictures i gave to vav when i saw them in toronto wednesday. unfortunately Jacob wasn’t there so i couldn’t give him his :(

but Ziu said i have talent when he saw his and i almost cried -//////-

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~Hanako from Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun~

i havent been this excited for an anime in like ever (´▽｀) I really wanted to draw something to show my love lol

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I really wanted to do a drawing comparison from the beginning of the decade to the end that I've been seeing on Instagram and i finished with just 2 1/2 hours to spare! so i redraw one of the first digital pictures i’d ever drew, i remember being hella proud of it lol

Happy new years everyone!

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please look at what i found in my files, no words are needed

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super duper quick sketch of junsu!Dorian for @jyjuju, i’ve been too tired to draw much lately but i wanted to take a sec and show my thanks for everything she’s done for me  ♥ ♥ ♥

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there are so many nice tags on my supernatural picture it makes me so happy!! (ㄒoㄒ)