js venting brody

I get very emotional, very quickly. sometimes i post multiple times a day and others i wont post at all.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

when your friend gets into it with her nigga so you suck his dick and fuck him but now they cool again so you have act like shot didn’t happen or else everything is fucked, mind you everything happened in less than 24hrs ago….

[aerovyl]

i wouldn’t have cheated on him

[jsforshitsngiggles]

when your ex that your still semi still in love with gets his gf pregnant so now you have to thug it out and wait for life to kill you soon

[jsforshitsngiggles]

seconds. minutes. hours. days. weeks. months.

i have lived. i have learned. i have lost. i have grown but i am still growing. im done with waiting for something that is never coming.

im done waiting for someone that has never waited for me.

years. decades. centuries. millennias.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

i have come to the realization that he doesn’t care at all. thats his right and he doesn’t need to but it hurts. he has my number and address, he knows my schedule. he just doesn’t care so i shouldn’t push it or try anything because he doesn’t care and thats fine. i don’t care anymore either.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

i do not wish him happiness. i want his mind to rot away. i want him to be miserable and depressed when im not his mind. i want him to compare every girl to me and never find any of them comparable to me. i want him to lay awake at night and wish i was there. i want to him have nightmares upon nightmares of me dying because of his actions. i want every girl he gets with to cheat on him with a man who challenged his masculinity. i want him to see me and get depressed. i want him to mourn i like i mourned. i want him to wallow in self hatred and anxieties.

i want him to never be happy.

i curse him to never be happy, may he die with my name being his last words and his wife despising him for comparing her to me. i curse him to be lonely and for everyone to abandon him. i curse for everything to go wrong for him. i curse him to feel the pain i felt. i curse him to have breakdowns wishing i was there for him.

i do not wish him happiness.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

i lay in my bed and i feel you inside of me but you are not here. not with me physically. i feel your skin pressed against mines, your lips moving with mines, your tongue swirling in my mouth. i want you here. i want your large warm hands that were sometimes clammy holding my cold ones. i want to hear your quick breathing in my ear, it was quiet and passionate, i miss it. i arch myself to feel you but you are not here. not anymore.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

i am an asteroid, dull and lifeless. he is a star, bright and beautiful. i am pulled into his orbit like a moth to a flame, unable to look away. the way my star shines is undeniably beautiful. so gorgeous i only want him to shine for me and me only. i get greedy and i want to see other stars shine, but i was misled for they are asteroids as well. they were covering my star, soon im knocked out of his orbit trying to get back into his orbit but failing everytime. now im an asteroid, dull and lifeless, floating in the abyss unable to see my, beautiful and bright star.

[samah-2]

WE ARE IN A MOMENT OF DEEP DESPAIR, AND OUR HEARTS ARE HEAVY WITH SORROW.

WE KNOW THAT YOU FEEL WHAT WE FEEL, AS THE SITUATION IN GAZA IS TEARING US ALL APART.

Every day in Gaza is a new tragedy, the war continues, and the bombs never stop falling. They talk about a ceasefire in the news, but on the ground, all we see is more bloodshed and destruction.

The feeling of death follows us everywhere, with constant shelling and airstrikes that show no mercy. Our children are living in freezing cold, under tents that offer no protection from the wind or rain. Life here has become harder than ever, prices are soaring to unbearable levels, and hope for a better tomorrow feels further away than ever.

We don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but we live in constant fear that the war will end our lives before it ends itself. We pray from the depths of our hearts for peace to return, and for this nightmare to end before it consumes everything.

if you wish to help us, please share this post with everyone. your voice might reach someone who can make a difference and help end this suffering.

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DON’T DELAY! DON’T LOOK AWAY!

the best time to act was yesterday, and the second best time is right now.

Vetted by @bilal-salah0

[stoney-baloney-with-cheese]

Do not let them erase this. Do not let them tell you he meant "my heart goes out for you."

This man is the grandson of a Canadian Nazi sympathizer who moved to South Africa BECAUSE he thought the apartheid was just the coolest.

He has a gaggle of kids specifically because he believes his genes are superior and need to be spread to improve humanity.

He has thrown his support behind the neonazi party in Germany and the far right party in the UK, not to mention how far he's wormed up the ass of the Republican party.

He threw two sieg heil salutes back to back at the inauguration of the president of the United States and is trying to scrub the evidence off the internet.

Elon Reeve Musk is a fucking Nazi.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

i have a secret to share. it is dark. life grew inside of me once upon a time but i was growing an addiction to spirits. the life was intertwined with someone else. someone i loved but i didnt want to know that i was growing a life inside of me. so i drowned the life with spirits until it was suffocated. i knew of the little life i grew but i didnt want it, not with him. so it drowned surrounded by spirits, forever forgotten. i have shared my secret. it is dark.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

i look to his side of the bed hoping he would be there. laying taking up little space though he is big. i lay my head on his pillow hoping to smell his scent but it has faded through the washes. i look to the floor thinking i’ve seen his shoes but they are not there. i wear his clothes wanting to feel his touch but all i feel is the emptiness of my bed and the coldness of my room. i miss him.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

the walls are closing in. i can’t breathe. my emotions are up and down. tears are falling, nothing can stop them. i can’t remember simple things. the walls are getting closer and now im back in the darkness. there is no light only the depth of which the darkness lies in. i can’t remember to breathe.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

i want my ex no poem i just want my nigga back everything and everyone is irritating i can’t take this shit no more i thought i was fine and could distract myself but i can’t. i want him back. my mind goes back to him everytime. i texted him earlier saying merry christmas then he texts back yea you too? are you fucking kidding me? i hate it here i can’t take this shit anymore. i can’t take it anymore

[jsforshitsngiggles]

i am a being forever growing. getting old and maturing. he is a being forever young. watching as the world grows with me. when the earth takes me from this mortal plane, he will watch and know that i am not there for him to watch anymore. now he has to watch the world after me. for i am forever old as the earth around.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

my body is mine. the darkness can’t get to it. my mind is slowly becoming mines too. though it soon will trapped by lust but i will overcome it. i will strive to my mind in the light and see it shine through the clouds of darkness. i am shining though small.

[jsforshitsngiggles]

hunger. im always hungry. for attention. validation. love. loyalty. trust. care. it’s not my fault i am starved but i can’t stop my hunger. so i will starve instead.