it's me, Ju

Whatever pronouns you like, I don't care • Bi • AuDHD • 🇧🇷 • I'm actually pretty smart I swear

[ju-trainwreck]

I hope I die from a fucking heart attack in my sleep tonight

[ju-trainwreck]

Idk why people think Courtland is an older brother? He mentions a brother that lived with him as a teen, Colt doesn't(almost like he left earlier). Ryland and Courtland sound like exactly the kind of names parents of twins would give to their boys. Also being a stuntman is exactly the kind of thing an older brother would do.

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mmmmmmmm not sure how much i like this style. i think ill go back to full silhouette, but for now im just moving on from this page.

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[ju-trainwreck]

Ngl guys, I wish I didn't fail the people I love so much just by existing with a faulty brain and a weak body. I hope they know I won't blame them when they leave me.

[furiosa-femininst]

If I had a nickel

[maemaybe]

I don't know who my intended audience is here, so whoever needs to hear this, I am begging you to learn to participate in conversations that are about things you aren't interested in.

Part of socializing and having friends is being a good listener even when you don't actually give a shit about the subject.

Your are hurting other people's feelings when you bluntly respond with "Anyway..." and then change the topic.

It can not always be about your preferred topic.

You are being rude. Yes, even if you are neurodivergent. You can be both autistic and rude.

[ju-trainwreck]

Now that I'm an adult™ that has SOME literacy, it's very obvious when fandoms overtrope certain characters.

The newest example of this is how fandom portrayed Ryland Grace as a pathetic man disaster crybaby when really he is just... a normal sensible person that was sent on a suicide mission in space and is justified in bawling his eyes out. He is sensible and a bit of a soft person, yes. But not to the extent that most people in fandom spaces tend to portray

[lrndvs]

compliments from girls go hard

[girlnephew]

[princess-leias-left-ear]

[dajo42]

Do a little dance. Make a little love. Get the FUCK down tonight.

[dajo42]

people werent ready for this post in 2011. what about now

[hotvampireadjacent]

[katestewartt]

Tumblr is so allergic to creativity in fandom spaces it's insane. I see the most artistic and intricate gifsets with cool effects and editing and gorgeous coloring that could win awards barely reach 200 notes, and then there are just gifsets of simple scenes with subtitles and almost no coloring with 5k notes. How did we let fandom creativity die? Where did the love for picspam edits, posters and screencap memes and graphics with amazing textures and overlays that made them look like actual art pieces, go? what happened to imagination and creativity?

[loveridden1999]

i hope something good happens to me. i hope something good happens to you too. i hope something good happens to all of us soon

[sarahcosico]

the kissy kissy <3

www.sarahcosico.bigcartel.com

[undead-knick-knack]

Like so many birds. A truly obscene amount of birds.

[measureyourlifeincake]

I'm truly obsessed with Azune's "I'm not a thing I'm not a thing I'm not a thing I'm a person I'm a person"

I talked about this in the tags of a different post the other day but the order got all fucked up somehow (i was using quotation marks but i thought they fixed that? whatever. tumblr.) and I need to get my thoughts out properly because that line is haunting me. the desperation with which he says it!!! the way luis physically grabbed at taliesin's arm!!!

like. "hey bolaire remember when i asked you if you were a thing or a person and you said you were a thing? and then i asked if you could be both and you said no? well later i went home and thought about that and realized i had maybe been made into a thing and wasn't really a person anymore and i was starting to come to terms with that or i thought i was but i was WRONG!!!! oh god i was so wrong!!!! I am a person!!! I'm a person and it's scary!!! I'm a person and I don't know what to do about it but I know it's important!!! I'm a person and I have been all this time and I didn't realize!!! I'm a person and I miiight go kill that guy oh god oh god oh god. I'm a person and I need you to know this right now because maybe you can help me, maybe you can stop me from doing something stupid, but also because maybe you can understand me, because I thought I was like you but I'm not (but maybe you're like me????)"

"anyway i hope you got all that because I'm having a mid-battle panic attack and also i only have 6 seconds so I'm certainly not gonna articulate it"

[bebsi-cola]

disabled people are often in permacrisis

[bebsi-cola]

there's never enough money each month. there's always an unexpected illness. new symptoms pop up or old symptoms flare up. meds have to be managed always and refilled constantly and any refill has the opportunity to go wrong. any regular care has the opportunity to go wrong. any mistake can send your health spiralling. it's always "i just need to get through this bad patch" but as soon as one ends another begins. another crisis begins in the middle of the last crisis. managing one thing leaves another thing to be neglected until that becomes a major issue and has to be managed asap and the cycle starts anew over and over and over