confessions of a solely teen

bipolar people are easy, if you don't like their current mood, just wait a few minutes it will change.  ----------------------

[juliabipolar]

                               Indicators that your depression is really bipolar disorder                                

                                   You’ve experienced repeated episodes of major depression

                                   You had your first episode of major depression before age 25

                                   You have a first-degree relative with bipolar disorder

                                   When you’re not depressed, your mood and energy levels are higher than most people’s

                                   When you’re depressed, you oversleep and overeat

                                   Your episodes of major depression are short (less than 3 months)

                                   You’ve lost contact with reality while depressed

                                   You’ve had postpartum depression before

                                   You’ve developed mania or hypomania while taking an antidepressant

                                   Your antidepressant stopped working after several months

                                   You’ve tried 3 or more antidepressants without success

                                Source: PsychEducation.org                                

[juliabipolar]

hi again

[juliabipolar]

im looking for people whose interests are PROGRAMMING HAHAHA

anyone i can talk to? 

[juliabipolar]

im super lost with that assembly language :(

[juliabipolar]

kung may mali man sakin, edi sana sinabi mo.

[juliabipolar]

kasi masakit talaga kapag hindi na kayo nagpapansinan ng INAKALA mong bestfriend mo.

[juliabipolar]

tama bang itapon na lang ang halos mag aapat na taon na pagkakaibigan niyo ng dahil lang sa na-seen zoned ka? 

[juliabipolar]

nasasaktan ka kahit walang kayo. nasasaktan ka kasi akala mo tama ka nung naramdaman mong siya ay nagpakita ng motibo. pero umasa ka lang naman na tama ka e. lahat ay “umasa ka lang”. walang totoo dun. friendly lang talaga siya sayo. walang siyang gusto sayo. friendly lang talaga at yun yung pinaka masakit, hanggang friends lang kayo at hanggang paasa lang siya.

[juliabipolar]

Wtf. While me and my friends were at a shed, a car stopped near to us. Suddenly he opened the car's door and tried to catch our attention. I stared at him and all of the sudden, HE SHOWED HIS DICK! WTF ./. I WANNA BURRY HIM THAT TIME!

[juliabipolar]

anyone here already watched the full movie of As the God’s Will?

[juliabipolar]

 So can I vent here? Besides this is tumblr. Naiinis na talaga ako sa digital design instructor namin. Napaka bias. May favoritism. Bwisit siya. alam nyo yung ginagawa nyo lahat para maging uno lahat ng grades mo pero may teacher talaga na ibinababa ka. i swear guys. almost perfect ko lahat ng term exam ko. pero bakit hanggang ngayon ganon niya ako itrato. nabwibwisit nako. kasi sa final term ko lang nalaman na may group pala kami sa fb na dun niya nilalagay lahat ng assignments namin. as in wala akong kaalam alam dyan, nalaman ko lang sa class mate ko na brainy din. (Yun yung favorite niya) i beleive i am also brainy at kahit na masmatanda sakin yung favorite student lagi ko syang nasasapawan pag exams. pero bakit ganon? napaka bias. nag lab exam po kami tapos ako tong naunang natapos. i know tama lahat ng ginawa ko pero di man lang niya sinilip, o chineck man lang kung natapos ko ba talaga o tama ba talaga. he just checked my pc and then he said i can go out. samantalang yung favorite student niya, chineck niya?!!! badtrip guys. ayoko na talaga siyang maging teacher. pero guys, baka isipin nyo na naiinis ako sa kanya kasi hindi ako yung favorite niya, well you are wrong kasi hindi ganon yung gusto. ang gusto ko maging fair teacher siya. hindi yung saka lang niya ako papansin kapag kino- correct ko na yung mga tinuturo niya sa blackboard at nababawasan ang scores ko sa exams. yes guys,  si sir kasi hindi niya kabisado yung logic gates at truth table HAHA. kaya minsan itinatama ko. siguro nga naiinis siya sakin kasi lagi ko yung ginagawa pero kasalanan ko ba yon? isusulat niya sa black board yung mali tapos kokopyahin ng classmates ko. HAYS. i respect all my teachers kasi teachers sila e. sakanila ako natututo. lahat ng nalaman ko about programming sa kanila ko natutunan. pero bakit siya ganun napaka unfair. sana magbago siya at marealize niya na may mali din siya. kasi isa ako sa naapektuhan. last week kasi he told me na baka dos daw grade ko. tapos nalaman ko sa favorite niya na uno daw siya. :( almost the same lang kami ng performance tapos ganun, uno at dos ang grades? ang layo ng agwat. napaka unfair. nakakalungkot. pano nalang yung ine-aim ko na goals sa school? 

[juliabipolar]

I do feel like a loner but I think it's because I look at things differently than other people. 

Ricky Williams

[juliabipolar]

I was never the pretty girl at school. I'm tiny and mixed-race. I grew up in a white area. I was always the loner. 

FKA twigs

[juliabipolar]

Yes, I guess you could say I am a loner, but I feel more lonely in a crowed room with boring people than I feel on my own. 

Henry Rollins

[juliabipolar]

hi tumblrnation. :) let’s see if you still recognized me HAHA.

[juliabipolar]

if you are hurting, just cry.

[juliabipolar]

life is worth living that’s why i decided to live my life to the fullest :)

[juliabipolar]

i miss you guys:) im back for real