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you can call me Jin. 21. He/They only. I have many identities and delusions, along with things I don't have words for.

I am a vampire, or some form of undead being.

I have no physical form to speak of.

I am a tiger, a weretiger.

A beast biting at the bit. muzzle digging into my face with a collar that chokes.

chained.

curious pup.

half cat, half human with a bell that jingles.

all of these things clash. all of these are correct.

I have Delusional Attachments / IRLs.

I will talk as my DAs / IRLs, they will be tagged as best as they can. Multiple DAs/IRLs can emerge at once. I am not talking to myself. for the most part.

am I a system? that remains to be seen.

my identities clash too much to have a definitive answer.

This blog will have everything : Delusional Attachments / IRLs. My experience being schizophrenic. Back and forth conversations with "myself". Fantasies (self-inflicted harm in a sexual fashion, violence, possible gore, etc).

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I hate how a lot of people attribute avolition to not being able to brush your teeth as an extreme - I literally stop moving. The most I can do is either turn over or, after hours of needing to use the restroom, do that.

I don't eat unless it is literally brought to me and it is has to be easy food. I just lay around or sleep, and I can't do much other than that.

if it weren't for my meds, I wouldn't be able to communicate since I can't do that either when I get like that.

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if you want to be blind, please consider donating your eye(s) - it's a win-win, you become blind and someone else (re)gains their vision.

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I hate having to ration my alcohol.

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I wish I had DlD bc at least that can be fixed.

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I feel so crazy sometimes. there are so many experiences out there that sound like what I am but not quite.

I am possessive and obsessive, with a parent who hates that I am and wants me to lose this obsession I've had since before I was a teenager.

I basically ruined [my parent's] love life as a child and continue to do so now.

They want me to pursue my own career and love life but I'm stuck because the minute I do that - I know they'll go looking for a partner and that makes me so mad and possessive and like I need to kill this hypothetical partner or lock my parent up so that never happens.

I feel crazy sometimes.

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"i am this character" but in the delusional i experience psychosis way not the "omg hes literally me" relating to the character way

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transmedicalists hate me.

I am a future male transsexual that is non binary with a fascination in transvestism.

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Hades and Bruce are now talking to me. I guess my head was just too loud that I wasn't able to hear them before.

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maybe I should just give in. indulge them for a bit.

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I don't know how much more of this I can take - my life is a mess with no end in sight and my condition gets worse each passing day.

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starting to think y'all's doctors don't like you. why are they starting you, a grown man, on a pubescent boy's testosterone dose.

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@scandalsavagefanfic these notes!!!😂😂😂

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how to deal with an episode, by a dummy: get in deeper until the original problem is no more.

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ever since I was a little girl I knew I wanted to be effeminate

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nothing can get rid of the dysphoria that comes with not being born right.

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Imagine having it drilled in from an early age that love and self worth are conditional and then going on to have that same energy about everything like BITCH please don’t hate me I wasn’t raised right and now I’m all screwed up in the head I promise this is me trying😭