jun-java☆

●Formerly @motivjun | lvl 20 | Vietnamese-Korean | Bisexual Bean | I Drink Depression™ | Fear of Food | 178cm | 52kg | Wannabe Idol | Awkward Squid | Sometimes I bite~ *my posts are tagged as jun-java* all photos posted are of me unless stated otherwise | If I don't follow you back right away, it's probably because I reached my limit for the day (ie: I have no life)●

[jun-java]

It has taken me all night to decide to post anything, but I would just like to say thank you to every one of you that has befriended or even simply spoke kind words to my brother. It is hard for me to type this right now and I refuse to say the specific words, but I’m sure you can comprehend. 

I’m not sure yet if I want to leave this blog as is or to eventually post in remembrance. It pains me to even speak in past tense right now and I really doubt that will ever change. Thank you to each person who reached out to me with care and concern throughout the night. I can’t express how much I appreciate it. The amount of people who somehow felt connected with him amazes me, but definitely isn’t a surprise.

There is an empty hole in my heart now that can never be fixed again. Jun is the greatest brother and friend anyone could ever ask for and I feel like we didn’t deserve him in the slightest. Please, if you ever feel alone, do not hesitate to reach out to me if needed. You can contact me on here, twitter, instagram - It doesn’t matter (@jollyeojeah). I may not respond right away at the moment, but I will try my best to help any of you.  

Someone does care- believe it or not. Please don’t give up. 

Thank you once more.

- Jeah

[fyjjong]

blue night radio - 141029 so, let me ask a question. what should we do in order to be happy? most people would think that it’s when good things happen to them, but as good things keep happening, then wouldn’t the satisfaction become lesser? … the way to be happy, could just be to have lesser wants. (translation: @cosmicsticks)

[prettyprettypixels-blog1]

[fyjjong]

blue night radio ♡ 170327 translation: fantaemsie 

(to a listener’s message) jonghyun: when your tears are falling just let them shed. i wish you’ll think of it as if that weight inside your heart is getting out of your body drop by drop, like that.

[prettyprettypixels-blog1]

[jun-java]

내가 떠나면 기분이 좀 나아지겠지 ?

가능하다면, 나는 오늘 밤 떠나고 싶다

정말 지금 나는 떠나고 싶다 …

[hydrotoxicity]

[abused-venting]

I don’t know how to be a person anymore

[jun-java]

Can I just have one decent night ?

Is it too much to ask for anymore ?

[anordinaryseal]

[jun-java]

I actually had so much fun! I sucked and stumbled a lot but really liked it and wanna learn the whole thing. At one point I did black out for a few seconds and collapse but no one said anything and just chalked it up to the heat. Has something like that ever happened to you before while dancing? ~ Elliot

Mhm like I’ve said previously, I’m all too familiar with passing out during practice 

Make sure you’re getting enough water and please try to at least eat fruit before dancing to avoid that.

I’m glad you enjoyed it though ^^ That’s all that really matters; skill is something that comes with time~

[1041uuu]

[jun-java]

~ Oppa ~

Pfffha you called ?

[shittyservice]

Me: “Hi! How are you guys today?”

Guest: *silence*

Me: “…..Great! Me too!”

[zandraart]

footsteps

[bones-and-dietcoke]

i wish i could shower off every single calorie i’ve eaten in the past month

[ghosttobe]

me: all bodies are beautiful

also me: im so fucking fat and disgusting