I know you're on a break but I miss you sol!! I hope you've been happier resting and catching up with your life!! I really miss you lots 🥺🥺
my sweet rina i miss u so much as well 🥹 i definitely need more time to myself but ive been doing so much better than i was last month :] how are u doing??? i hope ur taking good care of urself as well, please don’t skip any meals and rest well always!!! <3
i’ve been binge-reading your ctg series and it’s so lovely and funny.
i hope you are doing better and please remember that there is no break too short or too long. healing yourself is more important than most things even when it doesn’t seem so most of the time.
stay strong and take your time!
hi darling!!! thank you so much for taking the time to send me this sweet message <3 im glad u enjoyed reading ctg, i definitely miss writing it 🥹 i hope ur doing well and i hope happiness always finds its way to u 🩷
SOLLL i hope you’re doing well and taking good care of yourself, we will be patiently waiting for your return whether it takes months or not, take your time!!! i wanna wish you a merry late christmas and a early happy new year and hope you’ll feel better soon, we freaking love you queen <33
WAAH my sweet haedgaf lqf nunu!!! thank u so much for checking up on me and leaving this sweet message 🥹<333 merry (extremely late) christmas and happy (…also extremely late) new year to u too angel, i hope ur doing well i missed interacting with you 🥹🥹🩷
hi everyone !!! firstly, i want to apologise for not keeping my word and updating ctg like i promised to :,(
the past few months have been really tough on me, and i havent been feeling my best at all (i think thats reflected in some of my works like calla or the teddy bear universe bahah) my mental and physical health have hit an all-time low recently which sucks bc its christmas season n almost new years D,:
ive considered disappearing completely, but it would suck to just leave especially bc i treasure this little community n all the wonderful friends ive made on here so much <3
with that in mind, ill be taking a short break to focus on taking better care of myself, something ive neglected this past year. i hope everyone has a very merry christmas and a happy new year! may 2025 bring us the happiness we all deserve :)
synopsis: falling in love with jeno was so easy, almost like slipping into a dream you never want to wake up from. but alas, this dream carries a guilt—because loving jeno feels like moving on from a past you're both not ready to leave behind. after all, how do you move forward when the past feels like a promise you can't break?
! same universe as teddy bear , can be read standalone ૮ .◜◡◝ა
pairing: lee jeno x gn!reader feat. lee donghyuck
genre/cw: one-shot social media au (open ending), angst, hurt/comfort, slight fluff, some humour here and there to keep things light..., timestamps matter!, explicit language
authors note: don't know how many of you saw that poll i posted yesterday but i decided to get this jeno out of my drafts first so i'm sorry if you voted for the other options >O< reblogs, likes and replies are greatly appreciated & Please feel free to send thoughts in my asks !!! happy reading :]
୨ strolling around town with jungwoo in the winter ୧
it’s colder than you expected as you and jungwoo walk down the quiet street strung with golden lights, the glow wrapping everything around you in a warm, cozy embrace. you shiver, stuffing your hands into your coat pockets, despite it failing to fight the chill.
jungwoo notices immediately. he stops mid-step, tilting his head at you with a soft frown. “are you cold?”
“i’m fine,” you say quickly, though the way you shift your weight gives you away.
“liar,” he teases, a playful glint in his eyes. without another word, he grabs your wrist gently and tugs your hand out of your pocket.
before you can protest, he unzips his jacket slightly and slips your hand inside, wrapping both of yours in his. his jacket is warm — almost too warm, and so is his hand as his fingers lace through yours.
“there,” he says with a triumphant smile, looking ridiculously proud of himself. “problem solved.”
“you’re going to freeze now,” you point out, trying to sound scolding even as your cheeks warm.
he shakes his head with a mock-serious expression. “nope. it’s scientifically proven that i radiate heat because i’m so cool.”
you roll your eyes, but your laugh betrays you. “you’re such a loser.”
“you’re not pulling away, i win,” he says, grinning.
the two of you keep walking, sharing his jacket pocket like it’s the most natural thing in the world. every now and then, his shoulder bumps yours, and you can’t help but notice how he keeps slowing his pace to match yours.
“look at that,” he says suddenly, pointing toward a string of fairy lights wrapped around a tree. “doesn’t it look like something out of a movie?”
“it does,” you agree softly.
he stops and turns to you, his eyes catching the glow of the lights. “you know, this feels like a movie too,” he says, his voice quieter now, almost shy.
“oh yeah?” you ask, trying to play it cool.
“yeah,” he replies, giving your hand a small squeeze. “except it’s better, because it’s real.”
you feel your breath hitch as he looks at you, his smile soft and sincere. then, almost as if he realizes how cheesy he’s being, he quickly adds, “but don’t worry, i won’t let this go to my head. unless you think i’m leading man material.”
you laugh, lightly hitting his arm with your free hand. “you’re impossible.”
“and you’re stuck with me,” he says, leaning just a little closer, his grin contagious.
the two of you keep walking, his hand still warm in yours, the golden lights above flickering like stars.
before you can think of some witty reply, jungwoo glances at the lights above you and suddenly gets quiet. his eyes flicker to your lips, and for a moment, the world feels completely still.
“can i do something?” he asks softly, his voice just above a whisper.
you nod, not trusting yourself to speak.
he leans in, so slowly that your heart has enough time to start racing. when his lips finally meet yours, it’s soft and warm, just like his hand still wrapped around yours in his jacket pocket.
the kiss feels as gentle as the glow of the lights around you, and when he pulls back, his cheeks are flushed, and his smile is shy.
“okay,” he murmurs, his voice slightly breathless, “now it really feels like a movie.”
you laugh, your forehead resting lightly against his. “you’re so dramatic.”
“you kissed me back,” he teases, his grin widening. “so maybe you’re dramatic too.”
he shifts just enough to press another quick kiss to your forehead before pulling you closer, your hand still firmly tucked inside his jacket pocket as the two of you continue down the glowing street.
"our son" alright now don't you know that I'm clinically insane?!? And what if I give hyuckie a big fat kiss for saying that hmm?? Then what?
No but seriously I was giggling so hard omggg. I was legit thinking of catch that gomdo today. Fuck Haechan I'll give you a big fat kiss for this update.
HEELP ME the comments in that chapter made me giggle so bad bc everyone’s reaction was the same… “OUR SON?!!!”
YOU THINK ABOUT CATCH THAT GOMDO??? dont say that omfg i might burst into tears and kiss u hard 😕🙁
notes; inspired by the 1975 song,, i love jungwoo and i love this song and i hope you love this little thing i put together :)
leaving jungwoo's house was always so much harder than getting there.
you came over today with the intention of spending the day with your boyfriend before you both went to a dinner you were invited to at johnny's house. this plan started off going well.
jungwoo took you to your favorite café and you ate breakfast together while you talked about literally anything that came to mind; you had just seen him yesterday so there wasn't much to update him on. speaking of, leaving his place yesterday had become a whole ordeal, him begging you to stay, but you had to go home so you could at the very least pick up your clothes for today. with how yesterday went, you don't know how you didn't expect something similar to happen today.
the windows are open, a breeze floating its way into the bedroom as the sun goes to rest for the night. the two of you are currently tangled, limbs flowing over one another. you drown in each other.
"i don't think i can ever get up again.." he admits as he turns to face you.
the love in his eyes pours warmth over your body like molten hot lava. saying he looked at you as if you were his whole world would be remiss. he looked at you as if you were the world, ever expanding in greatness and beauty.
"woo, we're supposed to leave half-past eight," you respond, knowing it's a useless reminder "we have to get up soon or we're gonna be late."
"who cares about johnny's stupid dinner? i can describe delicious food to you from right here!"
you laugh at his exclamation, it's a sound that fills jungwoo with great pride, knowing he's the man who gets to draw that happiness out of you every day.
"i can't eat words."
"says who?"
"science, probably."
"forget about science, if we try hard enough i'm sure we can make it happen."
you don't bother to respond with words, the smile you give him says all that needs to be said. he smiles back. the sun has set, your bedside lamp being the only source of 'light', but jungwoo brings a light to the room that could outshine even the brightest of stars.
the kiss you share is just as beautiful as every single one that preceded it, lips meeting to further connect your bodies. it's familiar, and filled with many unspoken i love you's. if jungwoo was light, you are the prism that fractures him, bringing rays of color into his life he had failed to see before.
your lips part from each other, but your bodies don't, foreheads filling the lost touch. you stay like this for a while, words lost to you both. you don't know how much time passes before you can't help but peek behind your boyfriend to check the clock. it reads '7:56'.
"woo, it's getting close to eight." you whisper it like the words are forbidden.
he doesn't respond with actual words, but with a sigh-turned-whine that conveys his feelings perfectly.
"i know baby, i don't want to get up either, believe me." your hand finds its way to the back of his head, running your fingers through the ends of his hair.
"i wish you were ugly, it'd make it so much easier to get away from you that way." he says it so earnestly, you can't help but let out a laugh of disbelief.
"oh my god! are you trying to get me to get up?" you say through laughs.
"i'm just being honest! you are way too pretty for me, pretty."
"you're the prettiest, woo." he shakes his head at you with a smile.
silence envelops the bedroom again.
"are you really gonna get up and leave me?"
"we have to get ready, baby, we should've already started 20 minutes ago."
"i hate johnny."
you huff out a laugh at his ridiculousness.
you sigh, then look at jungwoo. he knows it's time, he frowns.
your legs begin to separate from his, not without protests from your boyfriend.
"this is genuinely the worst thing that's ever happened to me, i hope you know that."
you just give him a look in response.
you pull your arm out from under his head, and finally sit up on the edge of the bed. jungwoo goes silent, but looks at you with his stupid sad puppy dog eyes.
"it had to happen eventually, puppy boy." guilt seeps into your words, but you keep moving to get ready. you stand up, walking to the bathroom, fully leaving jungwoo to his own devices.
dramatic as it may be, his heart wants to cry at the fact that you've left him (gone to the other room). today has really shown jungwoo that he needs to just ask you to move in with him. he takes a good 10 minutes to lay in bed and mope before he starts getting ready himself.
after you both get ready and are preparing to walk out the door, you take one last look in the mirror. jungwoo cranes down to put his head on your shoulder.
"beautiful.." he whispers as he watches you watch yourself.
a shy smile makes its way onto your face. it's a word he says to you a lot, but he always says like he's awestruck. as if the word can't help but escape him, a confession of love that he couldn't keep in.
he spins you around to face him, "just know after today, this will be our house, not mine. i can't stand watching you leave me one more time, pretty."
your shy smile widens into an earnestly happy one, "finally, i was waiting to see how long it would take you."
he looks at you for a second before breaking into a smile, a small laugh leaving him. he doesn't say anything after that, just grabs your hand and leads you out the door.
you know him way too well, and he loves you way too much.
authors note: CATCH THAT GOMDO OFFICIAL RETURNNN RAAH super fluffy chapter to celebrate☝🏻☝🏻 (also i just realised the twitter posts in the prev chapter and this are in dark mode... forgive me world...)
authors note: CATCH THAT GOMDO OFFICIAL RETURNNN RAAH super fluffy chapter to celebrate☝🏻☝🏻 (also i just realised the twitter posts in the prev chapter and this are in dark mode... forgive me world...)
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