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Jun | 16 | This shit is all fiction.

[junjunx]

[junjunx]

I really don't know what to do. I can't keep pretending that I'm going to be an artist. Bro, I.....I can't even look at a drawing of mine and think it's beautiful, I can't see myself in the future, nor can my father....

It's been a week since he said he sees me working at the supermarket, suffering from depression, as always, I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm not good at school, at socializing, at anything....

I can’t sleep properly, eat properly, I just think “man, what’s going to happen?” I'm going to have to go back to the depressive time, the time when I cut off my entire arm. I can't even get an internship, nothing, nothing at all.

Now I can only see myself doing something irreversible, I don't want to, but I can't see myself continuing in life. I don't know what to do, I think I'll just keep posting my art here, I think that'll do the trick. I'm tired, I think I'll try to get some sleep.

[junjunx]

just pretend everything is fine.

[junjunx]

[junjunx]

Oc : Capo

[color-palettes]

Cake in the Rain - submitted by @meowstic-seer-of-the-future

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[junjunx]

Shortly "Fuck You,I Like Bad."

[junjunx]

[junjunx]

I'm going to draw Mazzy eating caramelized apple

[junjunx]

Oc: Jozo

[junjunx]

Oc: Cazou

[junjunx]

Oc : Mazzy

[junjunx]

Oc: Creepywow

[junjunx]

If anyone is interested in my work.

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[junjunx]

I'm reaching my limit.

[junjunx]

I'm feeling so useless. I can't even get a job. Today my dad had a serious talk with me, man, this shit destroyed me. I want to be an artist and I can't even get a commission, I feel so useless. This doesn't help my mental state, it's only been a year since I tried to kill myself, now, today I thought again about leaving this world. I want so badly to scream, disappear, whatever... Just stop being useless.

I'm just going to sleep, or try to sleep.

[junjunx]

You do nothing