i think probably at least on a personal level the driving force behind the desire to be cursed demonically kidnapped and eternally forced into a sexual servitude that erodes my very essence by a demonic entity immune to my pleas or even my basic comprehension is more than anything a labor-avoidant fantasy based both in the desire to remove the toil of work and the inability to conceptualize a whole and intact self which does not work, necessitating the theoretical destruction of the soul in order to reckon the removal of obligation with the continued existence of (even torturous and inescapable) pleasure (see Max Weber, The Protestant Ethic and the Spirit of Capitalism: a Classic Study of the Fundamental Relationships Between Religion and the Economic and Social Life in Modern Culture, trans. Talcott Parsons (London: George Allen & Unwin Ltd., 1930)). however the horns are at least in part also a factor


















