see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.
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see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.
Sometimes, feeling bad is ok. We don’t always have to feel good, that’s just part of being alive; and how we care.
“how are u?” i literally wanna disappear without an explanation,,, thx for asking!!
Just found out sleeping does not erase all my problems. Shocked and upset
“You know, when you feel unwanted or when you think your friends don’t even think of you as a friend- Yeah.”
— That’s it.
That one person who means the world to you, but they won’t make time for you…
Why is it that every time im depressed, it's because of someone else?
Whooo boy am i feeling suicidal today, who would've thought?
I've become more bold and honestly? Hell yeah because fuck y'all i feel like dying and idc abt anything anymore someone buy me a vibrator
Sometimes, ironically i feel pleasure out of being sad.
Like these feelings im having of sadness, loneliness and just wanting to cry forever remind me that i can feel. There are times where, I've gone days and weeks without really feeling anything so when those days when i feel sad for days or weeks, i sort of feel gratitude twoards them because it means that im still capable of feeling. Proving that im still a person who feels. Making me feel valid.
I'm like, super impressed with Superwoman like ??? How does she get celebrities to go make YouTube videos with her like
"Hey yeah, this is Will Smith how may i help you??" And she just goes like "Hey yeah, so, do you think you can appear on my youtube channel? Its like, no big deal"
And can we talk about how she and the Rock are super best buds like ???? How does she do it?? Lack of my research?? I mean, i guess i shouldn't be surprised because she's such an amazing person honestly, i love her and i admire her so much i just- how does she do it?
I've been feeling very lonely lately and its insane i just want to shut down and cr y
So I'm talking with a friend who also happens to like me and this is what he says
"Your mom can be a good mother in law but you with your asexual shit lol"
And i just ??!??
Do you ever notice yourself getting bad again…like, you know you’re not doing work that needs to be done, you know you’re not cleaning, you know you’re not taking care of yourself…you know all the things you need to do to start trying to feel better. But you just can’t. And you’re left feeling like shit bc you thought you were getting better but here we are
We wake up from a dream to be faced with a nightmare we call life.
No nightmare can compare.
Suicide Rates of LGBT
LGBT has been targeted for discrimination for a very long time. Homophobes and transphobes hurt us verbally, emotionally, and even physically, and it’s a serious problem. First it was the gay/lesbian people, then the transgenders, then the nonbinary people, etc. “Being gay is gross,” and “You can’t be a boy/girl,” and “You can’t be a made up gender.” Over the years, it gets worse. Some people don’t know what kind of pain they’re putting a person through with their words. Words are as powerful as actions. They can be a benefit or nothing useful. The discrimination in this case benefits absolutely nothing. If you are homophobic or transphobic or are against LGBT and call them attention seekers and snowflake and made up, think about this: What would calling people that do for you and for them? It definitely won’t make them cisgender and/or straight if that’s what you’re trying to accomplish. It’s only going to make them more miserable. Loads of members in LGBT are discriminated for trying to be themselves and trying to live their life in a way that makes them feel the most comfortable with themselves. Depression affects LGBT more than the heterosexual population. Why? Because they’re treated differently. Like they’ve don’t something wrong when they’ve done absolutely nothing. Telling a person these negative things can lead one to take their own life. Think about it: You discriminated a gay person for loving who they want and for being attracted to the same sex. They get enough discrimination already. And one day you hear they’ve killed themselves because they couldn’t take the pain anymore. Think about the grief you would’ve caused their family (homophobic/transphobic or not), and to say your not responsible is ignorant. If you hurt that person verbally for being a fucking human being, then you are a part of their depression, their self harm, their suicide. Depression includes the symptoms of suicidal thoughts, insomnia, fatigue, agitation, emptiness, etc. Self harm can kill a person if they do it enough times and can severely damage your health. And suicide can cause great pain and grief. But sadly the people in this world can’t take the change to try to understand people; to try to be more accepting because they’re more focused on hurting others instead of trying to make this world a little less darker and a little more peaceful. You can’t say anything about someone if you’ve never walked in their shoes and have felt what they’ve felt. If you know someone who’s against LGBT or someone who discriminates people of the community, I want you to send them this. Please. Or if you’re reading this as a phobic person, please think about what you’re doing to people and how you’re killing them inside. Because this is a problem, bullying and discrimination. You could be a great help in this world by learning about someone’s identity and orientation and accepting the fact that not everyone is going to be a cisgender heterosexual. Not everyone is going to be like you. Imagine yourself as a gay person or a transgender person or both or whatever. Think about what you’d have to go through everyday if you were surrounded by a hateful community. Your family hates you (parents have abused their kids for being gay, trans, etc). Your friends hate you (many have been under peer pressure and negativity because of who they are). No one accepts you for how you want to be. No one accepts you for being human. A person of LGBT isn’t any less human than you are. That’s something people need to realize. And if we can’t ever realize that, then people won’t ever change. Watch this video. Hopefully it can get to someone’s mind and heart and change them for the better. And reblog this as many times as possible and share this on your social medias. https://youtu.be/oT_fCJ2IAQo
I can’t hate you for not wanting me. I wouldn’t want me either, honestly. I can’t hate you for choosing her. I would choose her, too. She’s got a lot over me. I can’t hate you for breaking my heart. I basically laid it at your feet and let you do it. But I hate you anyway. I think I do, actually. Or maybe I just love you too much to see clearly.
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