ASHE

A personal Tumblr filled with my inconsistencies and hopes.

[justashe]

I wish you were only in my dreams because you haunt my mind always

At least in my dreams I could reshape reality but out here

I am no master of space or time

The pain gets worse when I try to convince myself it isn’t there

< i miss u >

J.

[justashe]

Take the F

Darling  You said you wanted to get to know me But you don’t even know yourself. Made such a big deal about being honest, When your integrity was even less. Isn’t it funny when people show you How they fail themselves?

[justashe]

Can you ignore

The pain of burning alive?

I burn every time you go.

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Apparently it's trendy to be addicted to coffee.

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How do you know when you're lying?

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I'm surrounded by

Broken hearted people.

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I'm sharpening my blade

To wage war against myself.

[justashe]

School Problem #1

Class is like a prompt conversation,

With vague references to the weather and

'How are you today's?'

You are mere acquaintances.

But the exam wants to be best friends.

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I can't wait to be able to afford all the books I want.

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The Struggle

The loophole in pain,

Is that you can

Choose to press on.

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360

If I could have

A single moment

To think as clearly as I could,

I believe that I would

Still choose you.

[justashe]

What the hell is feeling anyway?

[justashe]

I am a perfectionist

Drunk on procrastination.

A happy soul

Wading through ill feeling.

Curb my disgusting drinking habit-

Teach me to swim.

|18/11/18|

[sinedra]

“Eight rules for writing fiction: 1) Use the time of a total stranger in such a way that he or she will not feel the time was wasted. 2) Give the reader at least one character he or she can root for. 3) Every character should want something, even if it is only a glass of water. 4) Every sentence must do one of two things — reveal character or advance the action. 5) Start as close to the end as possible. 6) Be a sadist. Now matter how sweet and innocent your leading characters, make awful things happen to them — in order that the reader may see what they are made of. 7) Write to please just one person. If you open a window and make love to the world, so to speak, your story will get pneumonia. 8) Give your readers as much information as possible as soon as possible. To heck with suspense. Readers should have such complete understanding of what is going on, where and why, that they could finish the story themselves, should cockroaches eat the last few pages.”

— – Kurt Vonnegut

[justashe]

The last one is killing me

[justashe]

Difficult

A math problem,

But x and y are people;

Shaky foundation,

Should have paid attention in class.

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Snapshot

I'll snap you with my eyes,

To keep you still for yet awhile;

Landscape behind my lids,

While I drift in soft, eternal bliss.

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Destiny

What if

You could hold

Your Destiny

In your hands?