I'm just breathing while my heart is beating

but who prays for satan? who prays for the one sinner that needs it most? // i just want to write and make sad words sound pretty // perfection is like a disease // struggling with life // stay strong everybody♥️

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

*absolutely nothing happens* 

wow this is giving me a lot of anxiety 

[st0nedwitch]

Source: skins.uk.tvshow

[reflected-respite]

does anxiety count as cardio

[thelovejournals]

“I’m afraid to love you. I’m afraid that you’ll leave and that I’ll go back to being alone again. Only it will be a hundred times worse because I’ll know what I’m missing. …I want to be able to love you more than I fear losing you, and I don’t know how. Teach me… Please teach me. Don’t let me destroy this.”

— Mia Sheridan, Archer’s Voice (via thequotejournals)

[elpatron-delmal]

s/o to everyone who is still tryin to heal from things that they don’t talk about

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“If only my heart were as cold as I pretend it is, maybe I could get over this.”

— Jessica Katoff

[hellishbpd]

You ever just sit and realize how fucking angry you are like why do I have so much damn anger, my whole body is just fuckin shaking with such an ugly rage and I can’t get rid of it

[unfuck-it]

you could literally love someone with everything in you and there’s a chance they won’t love you at all. I think that’s the scariest thing.

[the-homie-sexual]

This.

[especially]

[september-luft]

“I was like a patient who cannot tell the doctor where it hurts, only that it does.”

— Khaled Hosseini, And the Mountains Echoed (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]

[safest-heaven]

[magiclyrics]

[life-with-bpd-things-blog]

i hate that mental disorders have turned into a competition. you can’t discuss eating habits without someone saying how they survived off green tea for 3 weeks and weighed 4 stone. you can’t discus your depression because another person has already tried to commit suicide 8 times and they’re only 12. you can’t discus self harm because you punch your leg until it turns purple whilst they slice their arm to the bone. you can’t talk about addiction because someone else will talk about facing their crack addiction for 18 years. every god damn time you even come close to reaching out you know there’s no point because in other people’s eyes you’re never sick enough. there’s always someone worse off. that’s the problem with attitudes to mental health. this “oh suck it up you’re not as bad as me/them” HAS TO STOP. you have no idea how much a problem affects a person because, okay i might seem like nothing to you but yo them their entire world is breaking down and they just have to wait till they either figure it out on their own, or become sick enough that people can’t deny it any more, and by then…

it’s usually too late. 

[folktaylor]

u know what makes me lowkey sad? when someone says ‘i know it seems silly’ before talking about something they clearly care very deeply about bc u know that means someone gave them shit for caring that much about that thing before which is Fucked Up.

[queen-haiz]

or when they’re like “i know i talk too much, just tell me to shut up when u get tired” n they say it as a joke but u can see that they’re uncomfortable, n i get so sad n i wanna fight whoever made them feel like they’re not worth of being heard.

[hidayxh-deactivated20190505]

are you healed, or just distracted

[inbetweeness]

do NOT call me out like this wtf

[megssssssssssssssb-deactivated2]

having a big heart will always make you feel like you either did too much or didn’t do enough.