TW:ED/Vent !DONT REPORT, JUST BLOCK!

MINOR//This is my safe place//Pro Recovery CW:120.6~GW:115~ UGW:80-85

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[justcallmemotovated]

nothing like coming back on tumblr after a failed recovery, starting over again at a higher CW, and having to go through the pain of getting used to starving yourself again:)

fun.

[justcallmemotovated]

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[justcallmemotovated]

not mine

[dismal-noise]

Let me put you all on pigly.com, it's a weight loss calculator AND it tells you how many cals your gonna need to eat a day to maintain your current weight and goal weight!

It's helped me a lot because my biggest fear is not knowing how much I need to eat to maintain my goal weights, but now I know!

you just plug in some current stats, your goal weight, and when you want to reach it. The website will tell you what you'd need to eat to get there! no warnings or blocks if you would need to eat less than 1,000 cals.

here's a link: pigly.com

(while you can use ft/in or cm for your height, your weight is measured in lbs and I didn't find a way to change that. just a heads up)

[greelin]

“why are you awake at three in the morning” asks the person who is also awake at three in the morning

[mia-memes]

Me fantasizing about all the stuff I’ll do when I’m skinny

[catsocks-nd-counting-deactivate]

Well, school starts next week, and i havent lost a single pound. I have until the end of august to lose 20 pounds. I cant take it anymore if i dont

Time to ✨abuse medication✨

[justcallmemotovated]

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[deadinparadice]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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[greatgoodplace]

*stomach growls*

Me to my body: oh you’re hungry huh? Well you can eat yourself. You have plenty to eat there.

[psychodaisies]

Audrey Hepburn, 1960s.

[inkskinned]

you were young and you said the world was bitter and they said they couldn't taste it so you must be imagining it and you were young so you didn't know better and you were young so you slept with the covers pulled up so you wouldn't cry too loudly and you were young so when you told them the nightmares kept you up they said that was part of being a person

you were young so when you said you weren't eating anymore and all your love was seeping through the floor and the ash of your happiness was settling around you they said well you're young we all get sad sometimes and because you were young they considered the matter settled and would get angry if you brought it up again and would tell you that your attitude was actually the problem and would say - oh come on not this again - which meant that because you were young your words were all weightless and untethered

because you were young you would have nowhere else to go towards except the bright light of your own horrible exposure all knives and wasteland until the brimstone of your selfdirected rage caught everything on fire and you were young so they looked at the mess of your falling star and said you were acting like a monster and chided you for all your faults and begged you to please take more responsibility for how badly you were hurting because you were young so you had to have done this to yourself how else would it have happened how could someone who is young ever be hurt in a real way how could someone who has a roof over their head and food in their bodies ever feel gutted like a fish

and you were young and you understood them because they were suddenly speaking a very clear language and you were young and you realized -

if i survive this, it has to be by my own hand and by my own creation.

[justcallmemotovated]

the cycle of someone with an eating disorder.

[justcallmemotovated]

[justcallmemotovated]

i don’t know who this girl is, but she’s perfect.

[justcallmemotovated]

my mom just ordered two large pizzas. fml.