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Sometimes when the time passes, and I've been alone for a few days/weeks

I forget my friends

I forget how they're like

I forget the way they care for me

Because it seems so distant

And idk if that feeling is still there in them

I am a mess, I'm insecure and depressed and i get it that nobody wants to be around that

.... and i still ask, what have i done?

...why is this happening to me?

Why?

Why why why why why why why why why why why

Im probably overthinking

But I still. Feel. Lonely

And yea, i appear as a seasonal ghost

So much has happened

And I kind of have a good social system going

But

My head isn't right

I feel like i have 20 knifes in my back

And they all ache

They burn, they hurt

But i can't make the pain go away like i used to

Bc I have no regard for my well-being, and my methods would hurt a lot of people

Yknow

This is the worst week yet in this process of separation of my two parents

I feel horrible

And the only person that checked on me was my mom

I do have friends, and a caring boyfriend

But all of that was kindof just....gone

Idk, maybe thats the best way to deal with me rn for them

Maybe for them im being kind of a pain

No job, always depressed

....

God this hurts

And not like i haven't called for help

But idk

I feel more and more that im just screaming into the void

What am i doing wrong?

What am I doing?

... why am i alive?

seraphsfire

a concept: a bus, but horizontal

seraphsfire

i have to do all the work around here

cobaltdays-deactivated20210208

I don’t know why but I was picturing this:

maooids

He had to fight his way to the top

milf-adjacent

I live for the fuck around and find out

#shitpost #life quotes

mokozroach

born to infodump forced to constantly worry if the other person actually cares or if im making sense or if i said something wrong or if im embarrassing myself or if they want me to stop talking or

fuckmaster-unlimited

your humorous post has delighted me. i will now absorb it into my dark crystal

Hi! 1 am rant

IM GONNA GET CANCELED ON PINTEREST AND HERE'S WHY

This is really ridiculous, and probably was posted by a young individual

But, I've learned alot about religion in the recent years, and about the figures that surround them

So here comes the rant (no hate towards them, they just need to chill)

Here's a comment that was ungodly long that i gave up leaving there and decided to leave it here instead :

The gods got with whomever they wanted, so it doesn't matter, they're beyond that, they're GODS

And Zeus fucked goats and other animals, why the hell aphrodite would be offended by someone saying "oh maybe she likes girls", I would be offended by someone saying I fucked a goat, shame upon them

"OH but it isn't accurate" neither odysseus journey to ithica, what's your point??????

It doesn't matter, the maximum that the gods may respond is that "well, I'm not really interested in investing my time in sexuality" or "I devote my love to *insert god*, and I'll stay true to that" and etc

Anyway guys, don't waste y'alls time with this, it's all speculation, and as saints/gods, they're just beyond labels, they fancy whomever, but I don't think it offends them

Also, about Jesus...

Jesus was a human that may or may not have existed that devoted his whole life to God and kindness, so we have no record of his sexuality, so if he was pansexual or not, affects nothing besides ppl maybe relating to him in a way, but for sure doesn't offend him lol

And why it would? It's just a stupid speculation

We know nothing about the guy, and he hanged out with misfits, prostitutes, people with disabilities, he DEFINITELY DOES NOT CARE if people call him gay, pan, bi, ace whatever, he was a man of the people, y'all are being mad over nothing

And being realistic, he was a human, and humans have needs, he could have fucked, or not, not our business, but, it can be pretty ignorant to try to ignore that Jesus WAS HUMAN, and HE MAY have been one of the letters of the beautiful little queer parade

Now, to continue the comment here on tumblr...

The thing that rubs the wrong way is thinking that any of them would be so offended that YOU need to feel offended in their behalf and feel like it's disrespectful

Like?????? Okay i know Christianity has a thing for purity

BUT GREEK GODS?

Like i said, ZEUS FUCKED ANIMALS, CHEATED ON HERA MULTIPLE TIMES, ALL OF THE GODS GOT WITH WHOMEVER THEY WANTED, BESIDES GENDER OR SPECIES

AND YOU THINK THEY'RE GONNA BE PISSY ABOUT SOMEONE THINKING THEY'RE GAY???????????????

APHRODITE IS CUM ON SEA FOR FUCK SAKE (haha nice)

Anyway, i know I'm ranting about something of little to no value, but still, it's a lesson for yall to rethink y'alls angers

Sometimes you need to stop and think for two minutes if it's even worth it getting pissed if someone thought someone was gay

And if someone wants to kill me on sight, or just add to the rant, go on <3

#gay #rant post #1 am ramblings #kind of shitpost #greek gods

willgrahamscock

I cannot believe there's absolutely no way to watch free shows and movies anymore, there are too many paid streaming platforms and pirating websites have viruses and ads preventing you from watching it uninterrupted((.)) id rather follow the rules and purchase media moving forward because it is too inconvenient. Seriously, free and no ads or viruses with 1080p streaming is DEAD.

part-time-zombie

Exactly! It's freaking annoying when I want to watch movies but I would have to subscribe to like 24 different services . Just to watch the shows that I like.

someones-here-for-sure

Oh and wouldn’t it be nice for cartoons? Just anything animated. I just wanna stream things without getting conned. Must I be cartoonless forever?

tinypaperwindmill

i like using streaming apps but there are waaaay too many and they're all stealing my data .i wish there was a secure and organized way to have millions of shows and movies available one one app. but alas. we've truly gone full circle back to cable + now it spies on you. its a real shame. i dont want to fill my device storage with tons of boring and stupid cash grabs.

quarsonist

i know, it's so annoying for everything to be paid nowadays, especially movies and tv shows. it would be perfect if i could watch them without getting infected by some virus or some shit. i'm fine with ads, they gotta run themselves somehow, but i want to watch stuff and .live! if they have to use different domains i'm okay with that too, because free media is .top dog either way.

shadowsfavlatina

for mobile users, it especially sucks, because you can't just use websites and you have to not only pay, but you have to download a billion apps just to find what the thing you wanna watch is on. it doesn't help that the streaming services take up...so much space. so much.

curioscurio

i'll do it for sam

curioscurio

And when there was only one pair of footprints in the sand, that's when Samwise Gamgee carried me

tinyjordan

fandomsandfeminism

Hey, if you're wanting to make some changes to how you eat, remember- it's much easier, healthier, and more sustainable to ADD foods that make you feel good than it is to REMOVE foods.

If you feel like you don't drink enough non-sugary fluids, it makes more sense to try drinking more tea and sparkling water than it does to just avoid soda. You gotta add in the good (and remember, that the only value food has is how it makes YOU feel. Food is morally nuetral and should be enjoyed.)

Try:

Adding a handful of easy produce to lunch and dinner- baby carrots or cherry tomatoes, something 0 prep. And yes, you are allowed to dip it in dressing! (The fats can make it easier for your body to absorb the vitamins in the veggies)

Adding a cheese stick or yogurt to breakfast. The protein is good and can help you wake up faster.

Adding some roasted nuts to your afternoon snack. (ADD, not replace.) That variety and little protein boost will do you good!

Have a glass of tea, sparkling water, or juice each time you have food. Let's be honest- you aren't hydrated enough. Go buy yourself some Kool Aide mix if that'll make you drink more water! Really!

If you struggle with binge eating sugary foods and it makes you feel yuck when the sugar crash comes- eat 1 or 2 pieces of chocolate with lunch and dinner. Every day. Really. Make it not a big deal. Make it not special. Make it something you can expect, instead of crave. Let yourself enjoy it without guilt.

Remember- food is a gift. It should bring you joy, not stress. Trust your body. Enjoy the cookie. Drink something tasty.

fandomsandfeminism

As the new year is around the corner, a reminder.

huefaced-deactivated20240114

Hey, friends with poor memory. This is a sign to go ahead and learn anything you want, even if you're afraid you're going to forget it all. Read Wikipedia articles, watch documentaries, take free classes, and delve deep into books and lore. Maybe I'm the only one who has this fear, maybe not. But learning for pleasure is just as much--if not moreso-- about the joy of the experience as it is about memorization.

mentalhealthmemesofficial

also! contrary to what we are taught in school, learning is not about memorizing facts - it’s about learning how to think. our brain is a muscle that needs exercise, not a bag for shoving as much random facts into as possible.

fangirltothefullest

Also!! Sometimes if you have short term memory issues where you cent recall right away, you might retain really good long term memory so what you so study for fun might be in there and you'll surprise yourself with knowing the facts later!

byjove

A new cat color has been spotted in Finland. This is really interesting. A lot of common cat coat patterns have only evolved in the last 1,000 years. The tabby cat coloration only evolved in the Middle Ages.

byjove

they’re calling it salty licorice because of its visual similarity to the popular Finnish sweet, it reminds me of blue tick coloring in dogs or the blue roan coloring in horses and cows.