I Can’t Keep Up

22 || crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious

[ittybittybumblebee]

bigs my eyes

[ittybittybumblebee]

bigs my eyes at you

[ittybittybumblebee]

bigs my beautious my gorgeous eyeballs

[notkatniss]

taylor swift would release a 30th special edition of the tortured poets department to block the vampire lestats spot on the billboard chart and within 24 hrs travis kelce would go missing

[gokusclit]

HELP like immediately when i hear “it’s for the girls and the gays” i know whatever it is is gonna be dogshit

[lestatdelioncuort]

Amaka Umeh as DEE PHARMA

THE VAMPIRE LESTAT | 3.01 "DETROIT"

[sugarcarnation]

MY SHOW

[sunshinevettel]

Is it true you were a stutterer as a child?

[moredarkthanshark]

Brian Eno, Drake Hotel, New York City, August 1974 by Linda D. Robbins

[trash-fuckyou]

Audience note from test screening of VIDEODROME, 1983

[sextuspompey]

the Cc in emails stands for Cuck chair

[jeyneofpoole]

and i’m still not going to call it the vampire lestat.

[alpacinosgf]

[buttholy]

one of the many unanswered questions in the finale is who told ruben about the wedding. in the end it doesn't matter... but I do think it's interesting to ponder. I still think it was niall

I can't help but think there's something... not performative but perhaps not wholly honest about how he reacted to ruben in public, only to them seek out ruben's permission to say yes and to not follow but to lead ruben into the barn. the barn that locks from the inside. the barn that is far away from the party that no one seemed to hear them

niall, who in the past was so terrified of ruben's retribution, now willingly placing himself in a position where he's entirely at ruben's mercy; removing himself from alby's side, the one person in the world who perfectly understands ruben's capacity for savagery

and he invited everyone, didn't he? every single person he knows is at this wedding. just like ruben apologized to everyone except niall, knowing that word had to reach him eventually, and that it would drive him mad. how could ruben, who is connected to almost all of those people in some way, not get wind of it? how could he resist?

I don't think niall was nervous and sullen because he didn't want to get married. I think he was anxiously waiting for ruben to appear

why? I'm not sure. maybe he did want to die. maybe he thought there was hope for forgiveness. maybe he's just an addict, craving the next hit

[segamascott]

[jonmoxleys]

I feel it everywhere. It sort of runs through me in a way. It's like… dangerous. It is the best and the worst thing all at once. It's like the only thing. It's the only thing I've ever felt. It's like I'm fucking… high off of you or something. Chemically dependent. I don't know.

HALF MAN 1.06

[twinktorturer]

the best thing a man can be is gay and suicidal and miserable and utterly unlikable and unpleasant to be around and prone to addiction and abused and traumatized and not breaking the cycle and

[bitchautism]

n what's crazy is that men can't even pee. not pisssible

[ihaveacrushonbitchautism]

you are the reason why men kill themselves.

[deathgroupie]

can the HBO Max subtitler who chose “[grunts apathetically]” for Ruben’s last moment please approach the bench