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@justmymoon
30/3/2014 ~ Sunday
I am useless. Yes, very useless. I'm ugly, silly, and always I feel better when Jack talk to me. But he don't speak to me. And when I talk to him, he don't answer me. Why am I so useless? Just... No. Today I want to finish with my real name. Judy.
28/03/2014 ~ Friday
Jack don't speak to me anymore. I am terrible? So, why everyone leaves me alone? I just wanna cry. Just my Moon :'(
19/3/2014 ~Wednesday
Jack don’t speak to me anymore. I tried, and tried to make him speak, a little bit. But he forgot me. Paul is with that stupid girl, Brenda. He only speak with her, but she… She is so fucking idiot, and don’t do anything for him. Damn life! I have nice friends, yes. But sometimes I want that my life returns. I want to live my life the same that always. With Paul and I laughing, my friends and I playing in the sand of the beach, with Jack always speaking and being with me… My illness now is better. Very better than one month ago. Emm… A kiss :) Just my Moon :/
2/2/2014 ~ Monday
What can I say? I'm tired. Tired of drama. Tired of miss Jack. Tired of wanting to be friend of Paul again. Tired of fighting vs my illness. Tired of my parents don't understand me. Tired of want to learn something impossible. Tired of watch the Moon for hours, waiting that something happen with me. Tired of fake smiles. Tired of real tears. Tired of my life. Just my Moon :(
22/2/2014 ~ Saturday
Sorry to be absent these days :( If i have to speak sincerally, I was chatting with Jack :3 Today I woke up inspirated. I wanted to paint, so I painted the sea with an old paining kit. I wanted to make a cake, so I nearly burned my kitchen xD I painted, cooked, I shot a hairstyle tutorial and many more things. But when I’m in school, the inspiration rans out my head. This is not very normal :/ Just my Moon xD
14/2/2014 ~ Friday (Valentines day ❤️)
Now I know why Paul was shy like that with me. He was in love with another girl, and he was shy because he tried to kiss me, remember? He is in love with Brenda. I hate her. And he know it. He gave to her some flowers. But she only said "thanks" and went out. Now you know why I hate her? She is so STUPID. OMG! JACK! Today he sends to me a video for Valentines day. Is he, with the guitar, singing a song. I nearly DIED. The song is "Story of my life" of 1D. At the end, he says: Happy Valentines day! Wish you were here! By! Just my Moon <3
So cute ❤️
13/1/2014 ~ Thursday
Tomorrow is Snt. Valentine's day. I'm a bit nervous. Because I like Jack, but I don't thing that he loves me. Or maybe yes... No. Surely no. In school? I discover I HATE SCIENCE. I HATE PHISIC. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW HOW TO CALCULATE THE SPEED OF THE LIGHT! Paul with me, now is better. But he is like, i don't know, stange. He speaks to me like he is forced to do that. And no! If he don't want, why he speaks to me! Just my Moon O_o
9/2/2014 ~ Sunday
I don’t want to do anything. Here, in my bed, lied. It’s so good! xD Jack send to me one old selfie that we made last Christmas. OMG! I love it ❤️ With he selfie, he writes: “Look! I found this ❤️" I am very happy! I thing he likes me :) Just my Moon :)
4/2/2014 ~ Tuesday
Jack promise to me that he come here someday.
I am so happy! He want to see me again!
Paul continue to act very shy with me, and I don't understand why. What I did?
My illnesss now is well, and I don't want to die.
Ally, Sam (Samantha), Jamie and me we are very very very very friends. Wow, we are very crazy!
I now am in love. With the life.
Just my moon :)
1/2/2014 ~ Saturday
Paul is the most stupid boy in the world! I hate him! Ok, I don't hate him, but... He's a damn idiot! He stops to speak to me! Today I tried to speak with him in the phone, but he only said "yes" and "by". IN THIS ORDER. Why, Paul? Why? Are you silly? He is the opposite of Jack. EVERY day he speaks to me, so cute <3 The medicines are ok, but somedays I want to die. Well, I don't want to die. But I want that all this ends. This stupid illness, this stupid love, this stupid school. Just my Moon >:(
Nothing to say. 30/1/2014
I am in love. But my blood now is like shit. It's worse. I want to die.
28/1/2014 ~ Tuesday
Paul is very strange. I don’t understand him. He was very happy with me and all this stuff, but today he was shy. Very shy. I greeted him this morning with a simple “hi”, but he was like… I don’t know how to explain. He was red. Jack and I everyday we speak more. Yesterday I don’t post anything because I was chatting with him :$ I think I love Jack more than Paul. But Jack is very, very, very lonely. And Paul is in my school. Very near of me. Shiiiiiiit! What can I do? I only cry! I don’t know what to do! Ally and I went shopping. I only bought a little and cute skirt for this spring. But ally bought 3 sweatshirts and 7 different trousers. Or she is rich, or she is crazy. Just my moon :)
27/1/2014 ~ Monday
I was worried with return to school.
U know… Paul…
So when I enter on school I didn’t want that he saws me.
He was there. Damn shit!
But he didn’t ask me anything about the party and the just-a-little-bit-more-and-it’s-a-kiss. I think that he was thinking and and if I didn’t wanted to kiss he, I didn’t wanted to speech of this.
He is an amazing boy.
Jack and me? We were speacking. He wants to come here in summer. Ok, it’s very cute, but IN SUMMER. And we are in January. -.-‘
Every day I love him a little bit more. Sorry, but it’s true. I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH.
Paul? We are exellent friends. We laught all the day when we are together. And we can be more than friends. But…
I HATE BE IN LOVE! STUPID FEELINGS!
Just my Moon :|
26/1/2014 ~ Sunday
Yesterday was my bff's birthday. They're parents gave her a car. A CAR. And I only leave a CD. -.-' Yesterday it not was a simple day. It was THE DAY. Paul was in the party too. And Ally (my bff) know that I "love" him. The "" are because I love Jack too... So... Ally put a slow version of a famous song. I was speaking with Paul at that moment. And the song started. Paul wanted to dance with me. I dance with him. It was magic. But not the same magic that I had felt when Jack specks to me in Facebook. I don'k know, it's different. Paul tried to kiss me. I, at the beginning was happy and a thousand butterflies were in my heart. But I remember on Jack. I didn't leave he to kiss me. I just turn my head and ran out. Yesterday I didn't post this because I was crying all the night. Because I love Jack... And what about Paul? Just my Moon :(
24/1/2014 ~ Friday
Today Jack speaks to me.
In Facebook. He finally speaks to me.
He finally remember my feelings.
In the school we had to do a special work in pairs. The teacher choose the pairs. I am with Sophie, a girl that sits next to me. It’s a good opportunity to meet new friends.
In piano class (the famous music class) the teacher was very angry with me. Because I didn’t study the piano at the usually time I do. I don’t have time. And all my blood is very… I don’t know. I feel my legs fall. Is the circulation of the blood in my body.
Ok, returning to the Jack’s message: It started by a simple “Hi.” I didn’t answer him. But then I read another recent message. “I miss you” I never, ever, ever was so happy. JACK MISSES ME!!!!! OMG!!
I nearly cried.
Tomorrow is my best-friend's birthday. She's name is Ally. I just buy the present now: The new CD of Katy Perry. She loves this crazy girl and she wants these CD more than nothing. The CD is Prism.
Today I could ingest the 4 pills. But I continue feel bad. I feel my blood is running out of my body.
Wish me good luck, please!
Just my Moon :)
P.S. Jack misses me! I am the happiest girl in the world! :')
22/1/2014 ~ Wednesday
Today I discovered that I am in love with nuggets.
Yes, the food xD
Because in school, for lunch, I buy some nuggets. And WOW! Their were awesome!
Ok, let's go with the importan point:
In school, nothing of very important. My friends are very special, but sometimes I want to be popular. Not because the fame, or the likes in Facebook. Becasue they look like very happy... They laught and they are very pretty (most of them). And me... I am very normal. Ok, rather I am strange.
But in music class... Ok, nothing of very important too.
Today I had a dream. Or a nightmare. I don't know what is it.
In my dream I were in the center of a frozen lake. The ice was breaking.
I watched and suddenly in my left it was Jack, a bit lonely of me, shouting my name. He was very worried.
And in my right was Paul. He was shouting my name too. And he, like Jack, was worried.
I didn't know to wich side I had to go. So I start crying and the ice brokes, letting me fall into the cold water.
When I woke up, I started to think in that dream. Or nightmare.
It was like the reallity. Because I don't know to wich side I have to go. Jack or Paul?
And if I don't decide to wich side I have to go, I'll end up falling, unsure what to do.
I am a bit scared about my mind. It look like a genious.
Just my Moon :)
