It’s actually so funny how I thought cars were cool and fun
And they are but
Motorcycles are just way better
Like shit I was giggling like a maniac after that pull
16 year old me dreaming of racing cars and owning a gtr had no ideaaa
No ideaaaa that nothing can compare to dragging your kneee on the ground at 120mph.
Except a woman who loves you
Which 16 yr old me also couldn’t have dreamed of
Now 12 yrs later I have both a bike and the girl.
I don’t need anything else
And yet
After my injury it put into perspective all I’ve taken for granted
My body
My life
My opportunity
I somehow achieved the dream, a loyal girl who supported me and never looked at another when I couldn’t even turn my head to the side to look at a someone when they were taking, when I couldn’t even read a simple text message, when I couldnt even get dressed or lay down into bed by myself for months…
I had friends who abandoned me when I couldn’t keep up on social, even after I explained how I couldn’t even pick up my phone, let alone have enough strength to read or even type. Friends who didn’t care to check up on me when every day I was spasming in pain. A best friend who dipped out on me because I couldn’t hang out anymore. Because all I could do was sit down and look straight ahead.
But my girl stayed. And she took care of me.
My real friends stayed and would come sit next to me. And they would even sit in front of me to talk to me so I could look at their faces.
Im overcome.
Im so thanful to have my body back. My agency back.
Not everyone would be so lucky.
Im devoting my new life to fitness and health so im always strong
Devoting my life to the grind to make sure she never has to worry about finances again
And for me to realize my potential and take back my life
Riding my bike again after almost a year felt like coming home.
The final piece to the puzzle.
Now, back to work tomorrow for the first time in months too,
Here we go bois
Im gonna marry this girl and she will even let us ride motorcycles away together after the ceremony is over.
It’s possible. It’s all possible.
Hope and love exist.
Nvm. Turns out it was temporary. She decided. She discarded me.
Tf do I gotta do for a loyal and committed partner bro.
Just wanted my future.
Just wanted her.
