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do you ever feel like super hopeless after writing again after a huge break bc i am TRYING but i keep producing the worst combination of letters known to man please help

oh love i’m so sorry, i totally get what you mean. i haven’t finished or posted anything on ao3 since may 2020 and it’s been really frustrating for me. like if i could do it before why can’t i do it NOW??

keep plugging away at it, have a friend read it over if you need the motivation! i find that discussing my writing with fandom friends gets me excited to write again, and then i throw words on paper and go back to fix it all later. the first draft doesn’t have to be good, it just needs to get done!

#replies #that being said i can't write #i'm working on med school apps rn so all my energy is on writing my primary and secondary application #i have become boring and moved to the fringes of fandom #Anonymous

adayforducks

current mood

#SHUT UP !!!!#this is too loud #i have posted so many sneak peeks on twitter in the past month just so i can be motivated to finish something

gendice

me when im working on something: oh i am so fucking genius,

me looking at the completed work: absolute fucking garbage who allowed my hands to make this

#completed work? i haven't completed a work since may

kyloren

*sweeps all of my AU ideas under the rug* why must I be called out this way?

#i just winced so hard

i have been thinking about this tweet non-stop for 24 hours

#steph's mumblings #it's just.....A LOT

raccooncomic

113. Story Idea

#me a solid 4k into my newest fic and suddenly being like 'k i wrote the good parts now what'

mesopelagic

time sensitive question how flirt boy

mesopelagic

thanks guys

#killer/kuch

sorry but i'm obsessed with you tagging that killer wife post with killer/kuch and would love to hear more about it

SGSNJKNSJGNSNG okay I've been thinking about this for days because I don't even know where to start with this ship. Couple years ago Kuch made a comment about how some people (no names but heavy implication) didn't pull their weight after getting a hefty contract. And thus all the “Kuch hates Killer” memes were born (like so)

ANYWAY obviously Kuch/Killer had to be a ship and one of my mutuals riffs about it and wrote a fic and it’s sort of a running joke that they have a steamy relationship where Kuch bullies Killer relentlessly and puts a hit out on him periodically and that’s love ❤️ Killer genuinely thinks that Kuch is pretty awesome and Kuch thinks Killer is useless and also bad at sex but that’s kind of addictive in its own way

Some thoughts from my fic twitter:

#replies #killer/kuch #sorry i think about them like 4 hours a day it's just such a funny ship #Anonymous

2-beadyeyes-deactivated20251104

love my terrible wife who wants to kill me so so bad

2-beadyeyes-deactivated20251104

i come home from work every day and narrowly dodge one of her many death traps . when we eat dinner ill smile and say “poison again ?” and she will shrug mischievously but we both know it is very much poison

#killer/kuch

Pac Rim AU Sneak Peek

J.T. isn’t even looking at the Jaeger to figure out whether or not they can salvage her for future missions. He’s focused completely on the figure nearly crawling out of the Conn-Pod, a black-armored Ranger who needs to hold onto the sides of the door as he stumbles out.

The helmet visor opens, and Ryan immediately pukes onto the floor. He takes three more half-steps before his knees give out.

J.T. catches him, fingers scrabbling for the helmet release and yanking the helmet off when he finds the button. Bits of blood and vomit go flying.

“Ryan?”

Ryan looks up at him. His eyes are bloodshot, and there’s fresh blood pouring from his nose, over his mouth and chin and smearing into his skin where it had pooled against the helmet’s base. He looks a mess. It’s a shock to see him like this, when there’s normally not a hair out of place on his head.

“Get Derek,” Ryan chokes out, and his teeth are stained red.

#steph writes #okay listen i rewatched pac rim tonight #and i forgot just how GOOOOOOD that movie is #it gives me all the pac rim feelings and i suddenly am motivated to return to this fun little fic #jt/mac

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

i see all these fan artists & writers genuinely and anxiously apologizing bc their lives got busy & they disappeared for a bit. my sweetest hoes you do this for FREE

#'a bit' for me is 2 years lol

princesskuragina

I want to write. I have ideas. I open document. I type four of the worst sentences ever created in the english language. I daydream the rest of the scene. I close document.