❤︎ 18+ | she/her | i still don't know if i'm a lesbian or bisexual but i love women
❤︎ i'm usually write about sfw but there will be some sprinkle of nsfw sometimes (i will now carefully looking through people that interact with my nsfw posts) but most of the times it will be sfw
❤︎ most of my works will be random drabbles, ideas or perhaps headcanons about characters that I like
❤︎ i will start posting my yumeship/selfship on here because i got pulled back into it recently
❤︎ i write for multi-fandoms but all of the characters that i write going to be female characters
❤︎ i'm kinda a non-sharer with jade from hsr, i know how to scroll and ignore so don't worry, just please don't talk about her ships in this blog
❤︎ my fics will be either gender neutral or fem reader
❤︎ dni if you against human rights or/and hating someone because their races, gender, sexuality,...
❤︎ normalized blocking people, if i block you it either because i don't trust you or i don't think i will be comfortable with you for personal reason
❤︎ i'm here to have fun and i hope i can bring some joy to you too
Sometimes a sentence so good that the moment it popped into your head, you literally stop whatever you doing to stare blankly at the wall and you want to use it so badly but doesn't know where to use it so you just keep thinking about it while scrolling your phone
Why cant people tag correctly these days?? People mentioned about authors tag "A x reader" when it about "A x oc" already so I wont touch that problem but now author dont even bother to put "character a bashing/unfriendly" anymore
Like I saw a fic with my fav char as POV with no tag of bashing, go into it, it a hatefic towards my fav
This is kind of angsty but I just image of Catherine has a lover before she went into freezer mode, probably a soldier too
You aren't high rank, you doesn't understand much, you just know that one day your beautiful wife just gone, no one tell you anything, the black card have enough money for you to live till old and the house is yours now
It feel so empty
But you wait
You continue to fight, you continue to wait
But then you can't anymore
You move out of the mansion, give back the card, found a new lover, have children, live to a certain age then died
When Catherine woke up, she found out about your death
Not through her subordinate
But from your child
Your child, who resemble your new lover but have your eyes
Your eyes that she once compliment that she could look at it till the sky fall
Your eyes that once lighten up whenever you saw her, with love and joy
Your eyes... On another person's child
She doesn't say anything, doesn't even ask about you for fear if she see you again, all her so called of calmness will turn into tears
In the end, she doesn't know where your grave was
So many promises were broken, that you guys will drink together after the calamity end, that she will put a ring on your fingers and that you guys will go down on history as the sappy couple, graves next to each other
"I'm tired" You whispered, showing all the vulnerabilities for her
There are no tears, just sighs that seem too long to be fine and a body that wish to be held for eternity yet could only settle for a moment
"It will be fine" Her hand run through your hair, the scent of incense around her fingers bring you momentarily peace
"what if it don't?"
"the world won't end" a kiss land on your forehead, the smoke around make your head feel light
"can you just steal me away?" You tilted your head, eyes closed as you nuzzle into her, earning a chuckle
"If that what you wish" a hum of Eastian's lullaby, luring you away from the troubles that haunt your mind
"but do you really want to?" You can't utter a word for a while
"... I don't want to give up... But at the same time, I just..."
You want to be persistent, you want to be strong yet you just... Can't
You feel guilty, you beating yourself for not doing anything yet you can't change
The thoughts inside your head, the negativity, it keep storing up until become an immovable boulder that stole the ability to breath away from you, leaving you the feeling of drowning in the toxic environment that you create yourself
So just this second
When you in her arms
You reach up, kissing her on the lips
The scent of herbs filled your lungs
Let forget everything
"I love you"
She doesn't said it back
A single glance already convey enough love for a lifetime
Random yapping about Jade (that you probably know already)
The "blood" that from the snake mouth (that at the same time, look like coming out of the apple) dripping down to turn into a contract paper
In the story of Eve and Adam, the apple represent sin and temptation which in line with Jade's story (ppl come to Jade to fulfilled their wish by making a contract with her)
Jade's hand make it look like she is the one who gave the apple to the snake but at the same time, she also look like she the one who receive the apple
In her splash art, the man got tied up, probably by the roots of the tree by the color of it
The tree look like cherry blossom which could mean a new life and also fleeting life, with the way it roots tied up the man, it could mean that the man going to have a new life (that gonna be fleeting)
He reaching out, with his head angle then he is reaching towards the contract
In her light cone, blue roses are almost everywhere
The little girl with white (purple?) hair is holding an apple and the light cone description have their conversation in it
[ "Lady Bonajade, when I grow up, I want to be someone like you!"
She looked at the children's clear eyes and paused for a moment."Someone like me…"
The child hander her an apple, "Yes! Someone who brings light and hope to others!" ]
The child is giving her desire to Jade but both in the art and in the light cone dont show Jade accept it, in fact, Jade is looking at another child while holding into the said child's hand which could be that she treasure the children but doesn't want to accept the desire (doesnt want the child to become someone like her)
Also the light from above making Jade look like a savior (and she is, in the children eyes) yet her hat shield her face (hide her true face from the children)
Warning: fem reader, ooc (idk), bad grammar, dependence relationship
Finally
Her weak breathing become steady as she hold into your arm
Her trusty maid, hold her tightly despite her nails already bruising your skin
Isolde's voice is soft as she talk about the things that occurred today, eyes appeared to be a bit daze as her talking slowly turn into non-sense mumble before silence take over
A sigh coming out of her mouth, it unladylike but when she with you, none of it matter
She look at your neck, unable to stop herself from gaze her lips through it, earning a small flinch
"Can I sleep on your lap?"
Like a hurt kitten that wished to be pampered, you can't help but think
If it from HSR, Genshin Impact and Path To Nowhere then sure I can, if it from other fandom like Reverse 1999, Twisted Wonderland then 50/50 (bcs im still stuck on some of the few first chapters)
I dont have much but I write fem or gn reader (mostly gn reader) and writing exclusive for female characters (like I said in my pinned post), I would appreciate if the request is not into the dead dove area
And for genshin please don't request Nod-Kirai because I didn't even read the story yet
If it from HSR, Genshin Impact and Path To Nowhere then sure I can, if it from other fandom like Reverse 1999, Twisted Wonderland then 50/50 (bcs im still stuck on some of the few first chapters)
Just around ten minutes ago, you were in your room, laying on the bed, reading through the regret type of stories
Those type that side character(s) did something bad to the mc then later when mc unable to take it anymore and leave then those side character(s) gonna remember the good memories and regret
Is it cliche? Yes
Is the intelligence level of the characters (especially the antagonist/side characters) so low it make you questioning your taste in stories? Yes
And you still consume it like it a five course meal instead of trying to find a fic with a good plot with more intelligent characters? Also yes
Now scratch all of that, the problem now is that you got transported into somewhere else
And if those cliche novels that you read is correct then you probably transported to one of the stuff that you read
That thought is confirm when suddenly a bright blue screen appeared in front of you
[ Confirm Identity, #25152118-141135 ]
[ Welcome To The Side Female Character Quarter ]
Oh
Well, you think you are fucked more than you initially thought If this system is what you think it is
*casually throw out my sona because i just created a pinned post that mentioned her in like idk 1 sentence i think*
"You are quite... Adorable, reminding me of my past self before bitten by a snake"
An idol that as hated as much as she is loved
Half of the hate coming from how open she is about having a sugar mommy while the other half coming from the fact she keep ragebaiting acting passive-aggressive with Robin
To be honest, she doesn't hate Robin, she just like to watch somebody so perfect all the times become angry/annoyed
Her sugar mommy is Jade and if you asked how the hell that happened, it because a contract between them
She loves you, in a way an owner will to a pet dog they adopted on the street, in a way a child to a toy they still interested in
You are hers, her creation, her lover could only belonged to her
She may not look at you but you need to worship her every word and step, she may not care about you but you still have to bend your knees and begging for the scraps of her love
In the other word, she doesn't have to give you an eye but you will do as she said AND obey the marriage vow (even though you never saying the vow / having a marriage with her)
If you stray from the path you supposed to, will she be mad at you? No (of course, this only true If she has emotions)
She will still smile, will still look at you, in fact, disobeying her AND survive is on top of the list 'ways to make an eldritch being pay attention to you (PLEASE DON'T TRY)"
You will feel the caresses of her hands around your neck when the night fall, feel the light squeeze at your waist when there too many people around, feel the tightness of the air when darkness swallow your mind
You don't know how but you know she is watching, Arcana is watching you, listening to you
Every breath you take, every choice you make, she going to watch all of it
You were supposed to be her wife yet you are not standing next to her
Miko, the life of your life, the one that you think that you love, choose to put you aside to prioritized other things
Doing her work as a shrine maiden, doing her work as the boss of Yae publishing house, looking aimlessly into the night sky when the thundering sounds just too loud to ignore
Doing anything but spending time with you
The rice that you cooked is now fluffy, the tofu is no longer burnt to crisp yet the person you tried so hard to impressed seem to have too much other stuff to care for something mundane as your cooking
You doesn't fall out of love with her, that's so you leave, before the broken pieces of your heart turn into dust leaving bitter taste on the tip of your tongue or the fire of love burn down both you and her
It was a rainy day, the purple lightnings was hitting too close to your comfort as you finally walk out of the shrine, going to the Watatsumi island
It took some time for Miko to realized
Perhaps from the lack of presence in her arms, the way the breath in her lung seem too stuck in there for too long to be comfortable or how even the thundering outside can't even compare to the beating in her chest
You are the air that she breath, the shadow that she had, someone she thought will always be there, behind her
But even air and shadow will go away in certain situation
Cupid!Moonie is here to match up Ameri ! ( @k-niji25 ) 🖤
For Reverse 1999 the one holding an obsesive love for you is Arcana !
For Arcana you are incredibly intriging, she is a woman of action, she doesn't doubt and knows what she must do so when you caught her attention it was because you left quite an impact on her, from the first moment she knew there was something incredibly interesting and precious on you, leading her to be close to you
In no time her feelings for you grew incredibly strong, coming from deep beneath her, making her choose you without a doubt, accepting you in her life and proclaiming you as hers without a second of hesitation
But, at the end since you were now hers that meant you were now bound to her, your totality was now of her properly, you will only be answering to her and she will be taking good care of you in exchange, you are hers and only hers
But under all that possessiveness and unhealthy way to love you there was still love, she doesn't appreciate anyone getting too close to you but that doesn't mean she would be mean to you, she took the time to win your trust and to make sure you were going to follow her willingly, Arcana is fully taking advantage of your trust to make sure you would never even think on leaving her. It is definetly not her first nor most appreciated option but would manipulate you to behave without shame nor regret, after all if you don't obey she will be really disapointed
Arcana finds your pleasing nature like something adorable while finding your emotional side rather funny, she doesn't makes you cry in purpose but if you do end up crying she would take a moment to appreciate the beauty of the moment before coming in your aid, being there to comfort you (and the only one allowed to do it)
The more she gets to know you the more intrigued she is, of course Arcana will never say no to your affection, she actually grows rather fond of cuddling you, after all it gives her the perfect oportunity to get closer to you while being you the one opening the oportunity
Your tendency to quickly lose interest on things have been quite interesting, at the start it was more like a troblesome trails of yours (after all, she doesn't want you to lose interest on her not like you could scape from her) but as time passed and she secured her presence in your life Arcana stopped worrying about it, opting to just watch you and see as you lose interest of something once again, amused by your behaivor
Other posible match ups i considerated
Ada Tennant - The beauty that your innocent and emotional personality is what has caught her attention in the first place, the beautiful lady you are is something that Tennant couldn't just turn a blind eye to so she imediatly took the oportunity to met you, and just as quick she realiced that not only you are truly beautiful but also that you need her protection and guidence, after all you are just too good for your own good, to good to be left alone
Don't worry, you didn't broken any of the rules and i took into consideration only the female characters like you asked me to, i hope you like it 🖤
