Considering my very soul has been shifted by TXT’s KBS performance I feel it’s only right for me to come here and *attempt* to write (some) light filth for the first time to see if I can get these thoughts out of my head 😵💫 literally first time writing anything like this so if it’s not cohesive I do apologize!
a/n: This is mainly me giggling while kicking my feet and describing his features in detail bc look at him???? There is some liiight smut but it’s mainly reader admiring his features. Kai’s dialogue is in purple and reader is green (y/n’s thoughts are in ‘’ and in pink). If you think there are things I can improve lmk as it’s my first fic and I’m nervous lolol :$
•Proof read ish but I did start this at 5am across several days so there might be some mistakes•
MINORS/AGELESS BLOGS DNI!
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Tags: Hueningkai x fem!reader, chubby!reader, switch!hueningkai
Wc: ??
Content: slight jealousy (ft mentions of tyun), 3sum (mentioned/teased ?), name calling (slut, whore, bitch), size kink, choking (mentioned), corruption kink if you squint, and profanity lol
The KBS performance had left you craving your bf more than ever. Kai’s energy had been unmatched. The way he confidently got on stage and performed your fav song Tinnitus made you remember how talented he was…not that you’d ever forget with his angelical vocals and amazing body control. He always gave it his 100% and you could tell. Although you admired how talented and dedicated he was, you were also in awe of one of his more visible qualities…his tall and broad frame. A frame that drove you absolutely up the wall.
The same frame that was sleeping face down on the hotel duvet.
Kai was wearing the same outfit he’d been wearing on stage, too exhausted to change out of it. The white shirt was hugging his broad back and shoulders. His arms were by his head, covering his face. Slightly tan arms that looked so strong, manly and muscular compared to his big but soft hands. After your eyes lingered on his hands a couple more seconds, you move your gaze down, looking at his ass. You loved his lil bubble butt..with his bleach splashed jeans making matters even worse.
Fuck. He wasn’t doing anything provocative and yet there you were, wishing to be under him, panting and begging for him to touch you. You’d been thinking about his body the entire performance and now was no different.
Surprised at the nasty thoughts that ran thru your mind you stand up from the chair at the corner of the room, making your way towards the bed. You stand by the bed for a couple seconds taking the sight in. He was fast asleep, the blue cap covering his blonde hair. Although some of his face was covered by his hands, you could still see his nose and his slightly furrowed brows. With a side profile that put Greek gods to shame you felt both pride and lust at the thought of him being all yours.
You nudge him awake “Babe wake up. Go shower so we can go sleep” you say, gently moving his shoulder. He’s so tired that he doesn’t respond immediately like he usually does. It takes a couple more nudges and drawn out “Kai's” to get him awake, but your sleepy bf finally wakes up with a groan.
He sits up on the edge of the bed, looking confused. “What time is it?” He asks while rubbing his eye. You show him his phone that reads 1:43am.
Seeing the time he whines, “I’m so tired...can I just sleep til tomorrow?” He says, looking up at you with soft eyes. You stand in between his legs and interlock your fingers with his, “No baby you know if you don’t change out those uncomfy clothes you won’t sleep well.”
He nods slowly, “Yea you’re right..I guess I’ll go shower” you lean towards him wrapping your arms around his neck and you take a deep breath. His natural musky scent mixed with the sweat from his performance made you want him even more. He puts his big hands on your waist, slightly pressing his thumbs into your belly. He rests his hands there and lets out a small sigh of content before wrapping his arms around you, pulling you closer. You give in and get pulled into the bed, laying on your side.
His brown eyes gazed at you softly, black lashes casting shadows on his pale cheeks. You grab the brim of his cap, pulling it off to reveal his fluffy blonde hair underneath. Even tho he had danced like hell, drenched in sweat due to both the stage lights and the intricate choreo, you could still smell the faint scent of lilacs in his hair. You stared at him while you ran your fingers through his hair. He hummed peacefully.
You were so in love with him it was unreal. Every time you looked at him you felt your heart beat faster; almost like it was love at first sight over and over again. You loved him
...but that wasn't the feeling that was taking over you. In this precise moment you weren't thinking of your sweet bf Kai. The blonde, fluffy haired boy that gifted you flowers just because. The one that took you out on dates because he missed talking to you and massaged your shoulders whenever you said work was rough. Right now..you were thinking about the man that put you in your place whenever you were being a little brat.
Words couldn't describe how badly wanted him, but gazes could...something that Hueningkai noticed.
"Whatcha thinking about? You've been staring at me since I woke up" He furrows his brows a little. “Nothing much…just thinking about the performance today. Whenever you said Tyun had a surprise I didn’t expect you guys to perform Tinnitus and for him to…do that” you say staring at him. You had tried your best to be subtle, but whenever Taehyun lifted his shirt and flashed everyone, you failed.. and miserably so. Your eyes widened and your jaw had dropped a little, something that's clearly not fucking subtle. Since Kai was mid performance, he couldn't call you out for essentially eye fucking his friend, but it was something that was still in the back of his mind, as demonstrated by the question he asked you next. “Oh? Why would you think that’s the surprise? Is that something you want?” Uh oh. You had to respond quickly as to not make him suspicious. “Well I say it because it’s different from your other performances. Switching things up could be considered a surprise,” you shrug. Huening nods, seemingly accepting your response. “The actual surprise was all of us going to the aquarium. He got three tickets from a friend” You gasp cus fuck yea! The aquarium! You hadn’t been in a while and everyone knew you wish you could get tickets. Huening sees the excitement in your face and says you have to pretend to be shocked when Tae tells you. You nod. That’ll be easy.
You two spend a couple minutes talking about the aquarium. You mentioned it would be good to hang out with Taehyun since it’s been a minute since you three could spend time together. “Since you enjoy his company so much I bet you liked looking at him today” he teases. He had cocked his head slightly with a stare that made you sit up a little. You respond after a couple of seconds thinking, “He was in the middle so it was kinda inevitable” you replied trying to not to make a big deal out of it. Not satisfied with your answer, he continues a bit more seriously, “Yeah but you were staring really hard…harder than usual honestly”. You shrug. You didn't have anything to add because it seemed no matter what you said, he only became more suspicious.
The question came out of nowhere, “Do you want him?” What the hell was he on? You stammer a couple times. After a couple seconds Hyuka repeats himself. “You heard me..do you want to fuck him? And be honest.”
Still confused as to where this was coming from, you respond, “I want you.” It seemed odd that he asked you that. Hueningkai rarely got jealous. He knew that the guys that wanted you didn’t stand a chance. But in this case, it wasn’t just any random guy, it was Taehyun. You liked him and there was always some chemistry between you two. You obviously tried not to stare at him out of respect to your sweet bf, but you were still attracted to him..you knew it, Hueningkai knew it and Taehyun knew it.
“I know you want me but that wasn’t the question. Yes or no,” he pushed. What was he doing??? You scoff, trying to play it off “Remember how you said you were going to shower? I think you should get back to that” you say, fully sitting up on the bed. He knew the question had gotten to you. You both knew the answer but you refused to actually confirm. There was no reason to tell him as it would just make things awkward between them. Nothing good could come out of it. Hyuka grins as he sits up too. “You want him.” Well shit. Your lack of a response apparently confirmed his suspicions.
He was right. You did have vivid dreams about Taehyun dominating you. It always started with you two innocently talking after practice and it ended up with you crying of pleasure. In your imagination, he was a rough fuck, slapping your ass while hitting it from the back. You thought he’d be the type to pull your hair back in a desperate effort to make you bounce on his thick cock harder while calling you a good little slut. You’d dreamt about it several times, dreams so intense you’d wake up with your panties soaked, panting as you wished he was inside you.
Still, you have to keep up appearances. You roll your eyes “Whatever.” Hyuka let out a chuckle.
Huening gets up from the bed, standing between your legs. You look up at him just as he grabs your face with one hand, slightly squishing your round cheeks. “Do you fantasize about him at night?” He asks with a cocked head. “Tell me baby, do you touch yourself thinking about him fucking you so rough you cry? Or is that something you only do for me”
What. The. Fuck.
What had gotten into him?? Did your reaction bother him that much that he had to quiz you on how badly you wanted Taehyun? You just stared at your bf in disbelief. On one side you were glad the possessive and dominant Hueningkai was coming out...but on the other hand you didn’t know what to expect. His tall frame leans in, “answer me.”
“Yes,” you reply looking at the floor. You didn’t know what exactly he wanted from you (or this situation) but lying would certainly not help you. “Yes to what?” Kai asks, pleased that you finally answered him honestly. “To everything,” you try to move your head so that you wouldn’t be facing him but he quickly turns your head back to him
“You’re a slut,” he chuckles. “When we first met you were a shy girl..and look at you now.
Did I fuck you silly and that’s why you want to fuck Taehyun? Was my dick so good it made you wanna try my friends?”
Your jaw fell open. So he had realized all the times you stared at Taehyun in practice. You thought you were being sneaky but you didn’t know he saw the small glances. Regardless of how right he was, you couldn’t tell him that. He couldn’t know the times you fantasized about Taehyun bouncing you on his thick cock
“I’m sorry Kai. I really don’t know what I was thinking”
“You were thinking you want to take turn with us,” he says dropping his hand from your face. You hadn’t even thought of that before. “Or maybe you’re so greedy you want both of us at once”
Weeeeeeell..now that he mentions it…having both of them Eiffel Tower you doesn’t sound that bad. You almost giggle picturing all the things you could do with them and to them. Still though, you set your fantasies aside because you have to diffuse this tense situation. “Baby I told you I don’t know what I was thinking..can we please just forget this. I don’t want you to be mad at me for a stupid fantasy” you try to amend the situation.
Hueningkai walks away from you, “I’m gonna go shower” You nod but don’t say anything. ‘Fuck. Why did I even confess. He’s just gonna be awkward around Taehyun now ’ you think. Shaking your head at yourself you decide to get ready for bed. You had already showered while he was sleeping but you decided to change into blue shorts and bralette since being put on the spot made your whole body feel hotter. Once you’re done, you get into bed turning off the lamp on your side. You should go to sleep but you wanted to talk to him so there was nothing to do but wait
After ten ish minutes of scrolling, you hear the bathroom door open. Alongside a vapor cloud, Hueningkai comes out fully soaked. You can see his broad shoulders and clavicles glisten with the water. His hair is all messy and drippy, with the soft curls framing his face. You’re ready to pounce on him but you know now is NOT the time. He sees you staring. “y/n I was thinking..and I’m not mad. I’d be lying if I didn’t say I didn’t think about threesomes before..it’s just that you thinking about him specifically caught me off guard”. He continues, “I actually think it could be fun to see you try and take both of us”. You see him grin. “Whatever, we don’t have to do it. It’s just a stupid silly fantasy and I don’t think he’d be into it anyway” you say, trying to get you and Huening’s mind off the possibility of both of them passing you like a blunt. You know they’d turn you every way loose and while you’re all talk you don’t actually think you’d be able to handle them
Huening looks through the peephole and smiles. He opens the door, moving his still topless body to the side. Sitting up, you see Taehyun’s frame at the door. ‘Did I just summon this man??’. But before you can say anything, your boyfriend chuckles, “Well baby, why don’t we ask him? Don’t you want to see if your wish might become true tonight?”
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